Finally let a gal kick me in the nuts. Real hard and I mean real hard and lots. Like wow surprised my self did not hurt near as bad as i thought it would. I absolutely loved it and will be doing it more often . What also surprised me. How I often commented that they guys nuts didn't swell up.When being kicked or busted. Well neither did mine right away. But the next day was like wow. My nuts were the size of a baseball. I could not get my hand close to going around my balls. They were huge. And bruised . they were a very nice color of black and blue. Took just over a week for the swelling to go completely down and not hurt anymore. Loved seeing my balls swinging back and forth from a gals foot with good hard swift kicks. Yes it can be done. Mistress said they were the toughest nuts she ever saw. (I always get that comment). Started off session by banding my balls and putting heavy clamps on them for over an hour. They were very nice and numb and cold. Also while banded set large animal traps (coyote) off on my balls. Also lots of zapping my balls with electric cattle prod.Mistress kicked my balls while they were banded. Just loved seeing them bounce and sending back and forth. It was like wow those are really my nuts she is having fun with. I told her she would have fun with my nuts and she said it was the most fun she has ever had abusing a guys balls.Ended session banding balls separate and putting 4 needles through each nut. Was awesome!! One day got to make some videos of a mistress abusing my balls. Now just got to do it again. Any takers
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My Many Fantasies: My Job at The Max Security Prison for Black Men
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In this fantasy i am desperate for a job and find myself begging for anything i could do to a warden of a high security prison for the nastiest of criminals. Of course it turns out the warden is quite crooked and take total advantage of my situation. I am given a job in HR and find myself to be the only female and the only employee in the "prison happiness" department (in fact I'm the only employee in that department) and my job requires my services 24/7 for 3 months straight probation. During this time my first duty is to service the warden i am to serve him breakfast every single day at exactly 7am completely naked and of course offer myself to him sexually to use in absolutely ANY way he wishes until i have the honor of his sperm which i am to beg and grovel for like a dirty slut!
For the remainder of the morning i am to work in the showers taking care of the prisoner's hygiene. I am to be naked in the shower with only a collar that says "cleaning service". The prisoners are brought in one after the other and I am to lick each of them clean ... their entire body ... and every square inch!!! Then i am to lick out their asses ... inside too!!!! I am to pay extra attention to their balls and cock. I must tease them to the point of insanity but i must not let them cum. Part of my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to wash and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.
At noon i am to serve the prisoners their lunch. i am to do so on my knees. before serving their lunch i must lick thier feet and ask permission to serve their lunch and after serving it i must take their cock deep into my throat and wish them bon apatite while their cock is still deep in my throat! Again i must not let anyone cum and my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to serve lunch and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.
The place where all the prisoners eat is a very large area with a raised platform in the middle and places to sit in circles all around the platform. It looks almost like a setup for a boxing match for thousands of spectators but instead of a boxing ring there is an open platform. While the prisoners eat i am brought out onto the platform and tied down in some painful an humiliating way. It's my job now to provide entertainment and also thank the guards for their great work. They come in groups of 4 or 5 to fuck me in the most savage ways as i scream helpless in my bonds while the prisoners cheer and call for them to go at me even harder!! After the guards are done with me and the prisoners have finished eating and enjoying my gang rape the prisoners are brought to the platform in a line where i am still bound and trembling. They come up to me in small groups and thank me for the show by spitting on me. Most of them spit in my face or squeeze open my mouth and spit inside but some spit in my gaping ass and pussy. I must thank each one out loud for spitting on me and say that i hope he enjoyed my entertainment. For this part of the day my performance review is based on a satisfaction survey the guards fill out as well as how many of the prisoners i get to "thank".
Once they are done i am to clean the whole eating area. I am to stay naked an I am not to clean my self at all. I must clean the entire eating area dripping cum and spit from all my holes! For the platform i am only allowed to use my tongue and my hair. It usually takes me a while because of all the sperm from the guards and spit from the prisoners that leaked to the floor. It is difficult for me to clean the raised seating area because of the bondage and extremely rough fucking i am not able to walk or climb well the stairs so i must mostly crawl on my hands and knees. If while crawling sperm or spit leaks out of me and fall on the floor then i must immediately lick it clean! My performance review is based on how quickly and how completely i clean everything especially the platform.
In the mid afternoon i am to kneel naked in the toilet wearing only a collar that says "Urinal". It is my job to make sure the prisoners take their bathroom break. I must beg each prisoner to pee on me while licking their feet. When they decide to do so i must spread my legs wide, push out and present my breasts and open my mouth as wide as possible while always on my knees. Every so often it is one of the prison gang leaders or influential prisoners that take their turn and for these special prisoners i must beg for their pee while licking out the inside of their asses. They also have the privilege to pee inside my throat or inside my ass or pussy and i must thank them while licking the underneath of their feet!! As you might guess my performance review based on how many prisoners i relieve in the toilet but also how much pee i swallow!
After this i am dragged out to the court yard where i am setup up on a sybian machine which has an attachment which gyrates and vibrates deep in my pussy almost to the point where it pokes into my cervix. There are 3 lush vibrators pushed into my ass. Electrodes are clamped to my clit and nipples. My hands are tied hard behind my back and a noose is put around my neck and tighten just enough to hold me up by the neck and make it difficult to breath. The warden then proceeds to control the sybian, lush vides and electricity for all to see but i am always denied orgasm. The guards and prisoners take great pleasure in watching me break to the point i beg like an animal and offer to do the most disgusting things imaginable just to be allowed to cum ... but still i am denied no matter how i beg no matter how i cry no matter what i offer. Of course i am naked and all over my body is written my full name address and other personal information along with many humiliating things like i am toilet and i am only good for raping! The prisoners are allowed to spit on me and the guards are allow to take pics or vids of me. The guards really get a kick out of telling me how they will send copies to all my family and friends and how they will make me famous on the internet. i am in complete shock and distress the whole time, my body is overloaded with sensations and then repeatedly denied release while i struggle to breath as i lapse in and out of consciousness.
After a few hours of this i am completely broken, my eyes are glazed over and empty and my body is constantly spasming and trembling. the writing on my body is touched up so that it is clear to see and easy to read and i am fitted with a new collar that say "dog slave" on it. A leash attached and i am dragged through the mud of the courtyard because i can barely move my body let alone walk back to the platform in the eating area. I am told it is supper time and i must once again provide entertainment. This time it's not with the guards but with all the guard dogs of the prison!!!!! Even in my broken state my eyes showed fear and i started to plea for mercy when the warden zaps me long and hard with a cattle prod! My eyes shoot out of head and i scream so loud no sound comes out as i shake with pain and pee myself right there on the platform in front of everyone!!!! The warden speaks to me only to say "you are a dog, you will only bark like one and you will be mated liked one. Now should me how a true bitch begs to be mated while you clean your mess with your tongue!!!" If i had any shred of humanity or dignity left then it is completely destroy in that moment as i lean down with my bare ass high in the air and start to bark seductive and desperately while liking my pee off the dirty platform floor. From that point on i was only allowed to bark and failure to do so would be met with another hard shock from the cattle prod. Everyone cheered as the guard dogs took me one after the other while i barked and grunted on their huge doggie cocks. The roughness and rawness of these large dogs bred to fight off the most vicious criminals in the worst conditions is beyond anything imaginable. The hard trusts sent my little body reeling in every direction. Every dog without exception was make to knot me and every time their cocks ripped trough my cervix and filled my womb with their hot sperm! These dogs were huge and their knots enormous so once inside me i was completely stuck for however long i was knotted. To the delight of the audience once the dogs had filled me up and were well knotted in me the guards would call the dogs to them or throw treats around causing the dogs to run around and drag me behind them like a rag doll as i screamed and screamed. Because of the knotting and games this went on for quite a long time. Eventually they start bringing the dogs in groups of three having one take and knot my pussy, another knots my ass and the other is forced into my throat so his knot is stuck in my mouth!!!!! The crowed enjoyed this to no end especially when the guards had the dogs run in different directions tugging and ripping at my body as the pulled in different direction. The noise i made where completely inhuman like an animal begging fucked to death which i probably am at this point!!!! Once all the dogs were done with me i was placed on my knees in the middle of the platform, the dogs were all lined up and one by one they were brought to me to thank them for mating me by licking their asses and pushing my tongue dep inside as far as it could go! Most of the dogs also had to pee and when this was the case i was to take their cocks into my mouth and have them pee right down my throat!!! This part of the day does not go toward my performance review it is considered an obligation and i am made to endure until each and every dog is serviced.
After the dinner show i am allowed to finally wash up and i am allowed to eat the scraps left over by the prisoners ... anything i can find on the floor i am allowed to eat.
For the next 2 days i am allowed to recover (so i can be made to live through the same ordeal over and over and over). I am placed in a large dog cage out in the courtyard of the prison. I am of course completely naked except for a collar that says "your happiness is my life". I am given only dog food to eat and when thirsty i must beg for someone to pee in my mouth. Usually during this time only the prisoners with the best behavior are granted the pleasure to feed me my dog food and serve me thier pee to drink. My mandatory morning service to the warden is the only exception where i am not in my cage.
On the third day after servicing the warden i am given to the cell block with the best behavior for the day. I am to be their slave and doe anything ... anything ... they order of me. If i hesitate even for a minute i am to be penetrated with the cattle prod and shocked from deep inside my body until i do what they ask anyway!! Usually i am made to cook and clean for them as well as bath them and worship their bodies and usually there is not a minute that goes by where there is not at least 1 or 2 cocks inside me!! at 8pm i am to be returned to the warden where i must thank him for the wonderful opportunity he gave me with this job by licking his feet and deep inside his ass. The warden then cums on the dirty floor and i am to worship and praise him out loud while licking up his sperm off the dirty floor.
The next morning it all start all over again ...
First off excuse the grammar I'm not the best at writing, this happened last weekend my girlfriend and myself went out with some of her friends. My girlfriend had a lot to drink in a short space of time so she got quiet drunk, so that was all good and we went home and went to bed and she we went out cold. I have a sleep fetish and so start thinking of what I could do to her but decided to leave it a bit so she'd go into a deep sleep and end up falling asleep myself.
I woke up a couple hours later and the thoughts popped back into my head so I got hard pretty quick. I've messed around with her before while she sleeps like using her hand to jack me off and finger her, but this night I went further. I opened up her mouth with my fingers and to my surprise she accepted it easily, but the bigger surprise was she started rolling her tongue licking my fingers and I can assure you she was still asleep.
so after a while of playing around sliding my fingers deep into her mouth I said fuck it and got on my knees very carefully and placed my dick at her lips, I was nervous as hell and in an awkward position but I slid my dick into her mouth and it was like fucking heaven! She started sucking softly on my dick sliding it slowly in and out of her mouth and my heart was racing. this went on for a while I had to adjust a couple of times because it was awkward but it was worth it.
I then decided that I was going to fuck her in her unconscious state I got really nervous and my hard on sub sided. So I worked for a while calming myself down and getting back up, after a while I was ready to go and I positioned myself between her legs, she was dripping wet ready to fuck but I had a poor angle to get it in. So after a bit of gentle poking and prodding I said fuck it and got more forceful and she started waking up, so I just rammed it in and fucked her brains out she asked "how did you get on top of me" very sleepily I didn't answer and just rammed it deep to shut her up.
I fucked her good and hard for a while it was amazing because I just dominated her completely. After sex she just went straight to sleep because she was still drunk which suited me fine because I didn't want to answer any questions. The next morning she woke up and she didn't have any recollection of sex so I was free and clear and got away with it which made me very happy and also made me want to do it again.
Now I can't wait to do it again but I think I'll just focus on her mouth but I don't know I just can't wait for it to happen again!
Just had a kiss and cuddle with my mother in law on the grounds of mothers day....she didn't have a bra on the little slut i could feel her hard nipples against my chest , my cock went stiff straight away she noticed it prodding her cunt and smiled at me her nipples got harder and were sticking out like clothes pegs so i run my hand up her back inside her top she liked it and i then started to kiss her neck she responded with a groan and her hands started to touch my ass. My cock stiffened so much i thought i would cum.....then she pulled away to look at the bulge in my trousers and she smiled and said that needs some attention....then the wife walked back in and i had to sit down with a cushion on my cock to hide it but MIL whispered to cum back later she had something she wanted to give me so role on 8 oclock.
How do I initiate a 3some?
My question is as above, basically my fiancee is bi but from a long time ago, before she met me she had a little bit of a fool around with some girls but nothing really more than oral.
When we watch porn, it tends to be Lesbian porn because that's what she likes and I'm not going to complain. If it's lesbian anal porn (either dildo's or strapons) or even just normal straight MF anal then she gets fucking soaking wet.
I've said a couple of times, can we have another girl in the bedroom some time and she usually says 'yes but you can't fuck her'. I think that would change in the heat of the moment, but I've no idea how to get to that point, she's not willing to go and fetch a girl and I'm fucking hopeless at picking people up.
The whole anal thing is a funny one, whenever I try to prod her arse with my cock she doesn't let me get very far and says it hurts, but she can easily take the head of one of her toys which is not *quite* as big as me (yes, I know, lube etc - not that daft).
Any advice?
When I was eighteen I was visiting my grandparents in Florida with my mom. They didn't live in a retirement community, but the town they lived at was generally full of older people. Most places around closed at 9PM even though they were only minutes from the ocean. My mom and I were on and off getting into arguments the entire visit. She was nagging on and on about everything I did, what I wore, who I talked to. Now being eighteen I did give a lot of sass back to her and talked back all the time which did not help the situation.
On the third day, I managed to get to borrow my grandma's car and spent some time at the mall. While there I had a one sole goal of figuring out how I could make my mom mad. I made my way over to Victoria's Secret and checked out what they had to offer for bathing suits. I managed to get a black thong and matching top that barely held back my 34DD tits.
The next day we went to the beach. My mom, grandma, and grandpa. We claimed our spot on the beach and set up the umbrellas and beach towels in the sand. I then proceeded to take off my shirt and shorts to show off my new suit. The look on my mom's face has been forever engraved in my head. The sheer disappointment from her just filled me with pure happiness. The top barely held my tits back and my pierced nipples definitely showed through. My ass was exposed for everyone on the beach to see. Without hesitation, she grabbed my arm and tried to covered me with a towel, but the damage was done and all she did was cause a bigger scene.
I walked away and made my way up to the tiki bar on the pier and sat down up at the bar. An older gentleman approached me, easily in his late 50's if I had to guess. He was taller, very tan and tone, had peppered hair and a short trimmed peppered beard. His hair was a few inches long and slicked back. He sat down next to me and ordered me a vodka and cranberry. He started talking to me about what just happened on the beach and started complimenting me on my outfit. I played along with him and we kept chatting about everything. By now I was tipsy after he bought me a few more drinks. I noticed him staring heavily at my chest and when I looked down, I had my left nipple exposed to him. The glimmer of the jewelry attached to my nipple just prodded out there for him to see. I let him look more and didn't even bother to cover up. I asked if he liked them. He blushed and choked up when he tried to speak, but he murmured out that he never has seen pierced nipples in the flesh before. I smiled and said maybe you can see more sometime. We exchanged numbers at this point just in case.
By now I was not sober. I asked this gentleman if we could go for a walk as the sun started setting. We walked along the brush at the top of the beach. Then I heard from behind us, my mother. Screaming out my name and rushing her way over to me. The older gentleman covered for me and said that we were out looking for her. However, she was not impressed by smelling the liquor on my breath. She stared at the older gentleman and yelled out "she is only eighteen for god's sake" and grabbed my arm and took me away.
The drive home was silent. I ended up passing out in the back seat of my grandma's car. I woke up around 8:30PM and it was dark. I had a missed call and a text message from an unknown number that said;
"Hey this is Ron from the tiki bar, just wanted to make sure you were able to get home safe. Your mother reminds me of my wife with our kids too."
I messaged him back and ended up unveiling my plans to him. We talked about how my mother and I have been at each other's throats the entire trip. I revealed to him that I liked him and wanted to take him to a spot on the grassy knolls to give him head as a repayment for his generosity. He then asked if we could still meet, and I couldn't say no. It rolled around to 11PM now and everyone was asleep in my grandparent's condo. I snuck into the living room and grabbed the keys to my grandma's SUV and walked out the door. Ron messaged me to meet him back at the same spot before the fun was interrupted. He ended up sharing his location with me so we could link up easier. I pulled into the beach lot, there was 1 other car there. A newer Audi sat in the front row next to the handicap spot. In the driver's seat was Ron. I walked towards the car and Ron exited with a blanket and bottle of wine.
We walked along the beach and he was telling me how embarrassed he was for buying an underage person drinks at the bar. Then talked to me about how he would let his kid's drink as long as they were under his supervision. He told me he had a daughter named Katelyn that was in her second year of college at a Big Ten school in the Midwest. We found our spot and he laid out the blanket. He opened the bottle of wine and we took turns drinking out of it. At one point, I leaned into getting the bottle from him and we started to make out. His hands wandered up and down my body. I held mine on his face as our tongues danced in each other's mouth. He grabbed him wrist and guided my hand down to his groin where I felt his erection. I took off my shirt and unclasped my bra for him, exposing my tits for him to see under the moonlight. He leaned in and started working his mouth all over my nipples, getting the taste of metal in his mouth. I proceeded to undo his pants and expose his massive dick to me. He had short pubic hair that was identical to his beard. His cock was easily one of the largest I have ever seen at being just eighteen. It was veiny and his head was the size of a mushroom. I lunged over him and straddled my legs around his, rubbing my pussy along his erect cock through my shorts. Still letting him taste my nipples in his mouth. My pussy was aching wet as I grinded along his hard shaft, trying to get his erection to slide in a gap in my shorts so I can feel it between my pussy lips.
He asked me to continue with what I was going to do to him earlier. I nodded and worked myself down between his legs. I grabbed hold of his cock in my hands and started stroking his shaft. I used my tongue to start from the base of his shaft up to his head and then stuck his entire head in my mouth. The precum from his cock tasted salty like ocean water. I couldn't take it any longer and needed him. I proceeded to give him a blow job while I worked my shorts off down at my ankles. His head was leaned back and he was moaning as I sucked. I made myself back up to his face, then guided his large erection into my pussy.
His moans began to pick up pace as I grinded myself on top of him. I was so turned on taking him all inside of me. I leaned myself back and gyrated my hips on his dick, holding him all inside of me. He told me he was getting close, but so was I. He grabbed my hips and pulled myself over him. From underneath me he started thrusting deep inside of me, stretching me out at he pulled all the way out then re-entered balls deep into my eager pussy. He then surprised me and said "oh fuck Katelyn I am going to cum soon" then as he fucked me, he would not stop saying Katelyn's name. I picked up the hints that this was a fantasy of his, and I wanted to make sure I fulfilled it. I then said "fuck me daddy" and he kept going on about how good "Katelyn's pussy" felt wrapped around him. I proceeded to tell him to fuck me, then asking turned into begging. I was gushing juices all over his fat cock and then started to beg for it. "Fuck me harder daddy." and "cum deep inside my pussy daddy" were repeated over and over. He tried to pull me off of him so he could pull out, but I stood my ground and kept riding him, begging for his load inside of me, then it happened. He thrusted one last time and held himself deep inside of me. I felt his balls unload everything he had into my fertile teen pussy.
I got myself off top of him and noticed his throbbing cock still going. I wasted no time to continue giving him head. Tasting my pussy juices and his cum all over his shaft. He was still erect and throbbing and I kept on sucking. His juices seeped down my thigh and spilled onto the blanket. He didn't lose his erection and he was ready to go for round 2 now. I bent over on all fours for him and he got behind me and slid into my cum-filled cunt. I kept up with the act, but instead of just calling him daddy, I asked how much he enjoyed Katelyn's pussy. He grunted and moaned as he kept calling me Katelyn. I begged for him to knock me up. He kept up the pace and announced to me that he was going to cum again. So I stayed there on all fours and let him has his way with "Katelyn's pussy". His second load inside of me, was as big as the first. I felt the power of his shaft throb as his balls were emptied again.
We finished up and he walked me back to the parking lot. The entire walk back, his loads were oozing out of my pussy and down my legs. We made it to our cars and went on our separate ways. I glanced at my phone with a dozen missed calls and tons of text from my mom asking where I went. I responded back with "just hanging out with my friend."
I performed cunnilingus as well as other things on my sister, who was 6. It was back when I was 8, we were in the bathtub together, and I asked her what her crotch looked like up close. She responded by sitting against the edge of the tub, spreading her legs, and waiting diligently. I quickly proceeded to prod and lick it for some reason I can't quite recall. She started moaning and shaking, and I asked if she was okay. She said she was okay, it just felt good.
I then told her to get out of the tub and lie on the floor. She did so, and I got out as well. I started sticking my fingers inside of her, asking if it still felt good. She barely managed to say yes through all of her moaning and gasping. I then asked if I could put my crotch on hers. She agreed, and I started to lie on top of her. Whilst I did, however, my genitalia slipped and slid into her vagina. I gave a slight moan of pleasure, asked her if she wanted to do it again, and she nodded her head. I then proceeded to thrust in and out of her rather sloppily, and after a bit, she moaned really loudly, locked her legs around me, and I started to cum. I told her that I was about to pee, but she didn't seem to release her hold at all.
A few seconds later, I cried out, thrust once more back in her, and came. We were both lying on the floor for a bit, recuperating, and she said it was the best thing she had ever felt. The same goes for me, and I can still remember it vividly.
I've been slowly finding myself more and more attracted to my coworker. For reference, I'm in a ldr I and her fiance is in prison for another few years. It's just little things and I'm sure my brain is just fucking with me, but I get the cutest fucking smiles, she's always making sure to tell me to be safe and checking on me when I'm late. .she uses my name as often as she can seemingly. Again sure it's othing but ugh fuck just bring near her and seeing her lovely hands work the computers or writing things as we speak to one another ...I'd love to prod and see if she thinks any similar but if she doesn't I'm kinda fucked with the fact it's my workplace. Fuckkk I can't stop thinking about her though
Confession:
About a year and a half ago, me and my now ex-gf went to a small music fest in my home town, she got a lot more wasted than I did, even though I asked her to wait til after my friends set, but she got so smashed she was ready to go before he was ever close to playing.
Back story, my exgirlfriend had cheated on me about 3 weeks prior, though we had no resolution to the argument thus far. She also had a really easy g-spot, and if she came before me, chances were she wasn't about to work hard to make me cum. The majority of the time she'd just go to sleep on me.
But back to the sorry, she was smashed. The drunkest I'd ever seen her, and so we left the fest, I drove her home, and we immediately start fucking once we get in my bed. She was such a slut like it didn't take much to light a fire under her pussy, but we go at it, and she is so drunk she starts FALLING ASLEEP MID FUCK. So she tells me she just wants to go to bed and rolls over.
I was so horny, and pissed off at the cheating situation. I wanted my rocks off then and there. I was cuddling hella close, my dick in between her thighs, and I start to pop a chubby. It pokes her pretty hard in her pussy and she says nothing. Since we slept naked this left a great opportunity to not get blue balled. I start slowly rubbing her lower back and ass, while jerking off. I touched her pussy and she didn't flinch a bit, so I finger her for a few minutes. Then the most important thing I could have imagined clicked: I've never had anal sex before....
So I lick my fingers, and start massaging her asshole. It's so fucking tight, she was barely 19 and had never had anal sex or even a finger in there. I continue massaging and barely prodding my finger in that fucking paradise of an ass. I couldn't help myself, so I slid a finger in her ass, it was so tight it felt like it was about to pull my finger off. I keep fingering (at least an hour) and eventually get 2 fingers about halfway in.
I couldn't take it. I had to be in her, so I spit on her asshole, and on my cock, and got set up for entry. I had to hold one ass cheek up and slide in kinda slow (probably didn't have to.) It usually takes me a while to nutbust and literally I was immediately having to fight myself not to cum because of how tight her ass was. I fucked her ass for about 2-3 minutes but she must have barely felt it cause I felt her ass pucker up. Man I know I won't shut up about it, but seriously she squeezed my dick back out. I get it back in 2 more times and on the last one she pulled away. I thought she woke up and was so paranoid, but she never asked a single sideways questions about it. I could hate fucked her in the ass, could have creampied her butthole, and fallen asleep with my dick in her, and she would never notice. I have pictures to upload from this encounter but they are on the hard drive of my old phone- but they will be here
So I have been pondering whether I should tell anyone
this for a few weeks but fuck it, I need to tell someone. So a few weeks ago in Canada was our Thanksgiving. My mom and her boyfriend were in and I was cooking a thanksgiving dinner and my mom said she would help. So while we were peeling and cutting my wife took the kids out for a walk because it was a nice day and my mom boyfriend took my mom and her dog for a walk. So me and my mom were talking and she was asking how everything was because it seemed like I was down about something. At first I wouldn’t tell her that mine and my wife’s sex life as gone to the gutter but after her prodding I told her what and she was like understanding I guess. Anyways we finished up with the veggies and sat down and ya I dunno why but I did it but I asked her to help. I think she meant lie talk to my wife but I also dunno why but I sat next to her and took my dick out.
I don’t have any attraction to my mom but I guess I was so horny I honestly don’t know why I did and she was kind of taken aback and was straight up no. It took some convincing and a lot of begging but she gave in and started to stroke it and I did convince her to suck on it. However she only did it for like a minute and was like “ya that’s enough” and got up and went and washed her hands. I guess reality of what she was doing set in. Told me let’s just pretend it never happened and said she was sorry I didn’t finish but she didn’t want to bring it that far. I haven’t spoke to her about it at all and I am still in disbelief it happened. I don’t think I’ll pursue it again or anything she seemed like she did legit want to forget it happened but hey I am one of the few who got their cock in their moms mouth which is kind of ironic in a way because like I said, I have no attraction to her and I know there are others out there who would kill to have their moms suck on their cocks.
My wife and I were having sex last night and being slightly drunk we started talking about naughty stuff, what we liked, what we wanted, etc. She doesn't like to talk this way too much, so I kept prying for more and the topic of porn vids came up and I asked her what she liked and she said MF, FF, MF MF in same room, and what really got me was that after a little more prodding she said she really liked couple swapping vids. I asked her if she liked that idea in real life and she shyly said kind of. I asked what about it turned her on and she said the whole swapping thing was hot. I asked her if she wanted a different set of hands touching her, a different mouth kissing her, a different cock penetrating her, fucking her, cumming in her and while she didn't answer, she closed her eyes and just moaned and said mmmmmmm and told me to fuck her harder. I told her that I'd love to watch her get fucked and she asked how I'd like to slide my cock into a different pussy and I just moaned too.
So I'm wondering how to get this to happen, but first to push it a little more with some good vids of couple swapping. Can anyone post links to some vids like this? I found a lot doing searches, but someone else has to know of some really hot ones?
I confess that I am a complete panty slut living in persistent denial. It all started 8 months ago when my girlfriend of 4 years left me to go back home - a party school style atmosphere total shitshow of a town. Well I had begun to grow a little submissive to her - not outright, she wasn't interested in my attempts at having her 'fuck me' with small vibrators and dildos - and I was becoming a compulsive masturbater because I had these fantasies of her dominating me in some way. Never direct, never like 'Oh I want to be feminized' or anything like that - but alas.
Well she moved, and we were on good terms - we intended to make it work, and had some pretty good opportunities to hook back up in a new town and make it work. She dropped hints about like, 'You should go out and meet new girls hehe' and I would always think I was being tested and reply with 'Oh you know I'm only interested in you.'
Little did I know her intentions: She went back home and within 2 weeks sleeps with 3 guys - one night it was two in the same evening, slept with a guy she went out with around 9pm - he was too drunk by 1am ( she and I can party pretty hard ) and so she picked up a black guy that had been staring at her all night and he took her home for the night.
I found out about it - kind of a pry, had a feeling sort of thing "what did you do last night" - its not like the first time it's happened, I had slept with about 10 girls during out 4 year run - some of them were for a few months at a time kind of flings, we operated on a don't ask don't tell basis.
She told me about the whole thing - and I said it was fine, as long as she was still only interested in me emotionally - she said of course she was, promised that she loved me etc.
Well, when we had moved away, our side sex lives dried up - as we were living together, it was very hard to get away with the deceit and just keep on loving eachother . So here she was, back in the home town - with a plethora of options, while I was stuck in a very limited option
So this continues - she telling me she loves me while she's fucking other guys, but now she doesn't tell me about it - and I pretend I don't know. One night I am talking to her on the phone and she says she has to go - well I told her I'l call her later to chit chat and she says don't bother I will be at home all night just staying in.
Well I do call later, she doesn't pick up - I insinuate she has gone out, and it rings true - apparently she's at her new boyfriends house and had let him fuck her in the ass (our sacred thing) and that it was over -
This is the same girl on the phone that was flowery and sweet and said she loved me yesterday.
Corrupted, but access - and when the leash gets too long, they lose that delicate center of I can be free today and still be in love with the familiar.
Alas - what this has all created - is a monster. Me.
I am now completely addicted to the idea of being cuckolded - I ride huge black dildos every time I shower - I eat my own cum and pretend I'm doing all of it for her.
I want to be someone's sissy - but I want to be someone's man. I want to be treated with respect, but also in charge of sucking a man's cock and getting pounded like a slut.
I want to find a guy or girl who wants to prod my fantasy along, a mentor of sorts - someone who can motivate me possibly.
I'm a pretty average looking guy, not overweight - I'm not interested in sending you pictures right off the bat or anything, more interested in fielding questions for the time being.