I don't know where to start this post.
A few years back I met a girl online, I talked to her for about 4 months and we did the cyber nasty a couple times. but that's not what matters to me, I fell in love with her, which really isn't much of a surprise, I shared everything with her and for awhile I was happy.
I guess I should explain a little, I am a fairly shut off person, I don't share a lot of myself with people. So for me to really open up to someone means a lot. She destroyed whatever I had for emotional barriers and I shared everything with her.
Eventually she had to leave, she was moving and promised to write. After over a year and no word I had admitted to myself that I would never see her again. Then one day I was derpin around my old stomping grounds and noticed that her account had had recent activity.
She had logged on when I wasn't around and did so twice more, but she never answered me.
This was a year ago and I still don't know how I feel. Guilt is a big part of it, I guess a part of me feels that I must have done something wrong, for her to leave and never want to talk to me again.
Idk, I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading and any advice or anything is welcome.
