Racists are Dumb
Study by the Journal of Psychological Science:

People who exhibit racism and prejudice may simply be dumb, according to a new study published in the Journal of Psychological Science. Children with low intelligence are more likely to hold prejudiced attitudes as adults, according to lead researcher Gordon Hodson of Brock University. Low-intelligence adults tend to gravitate toward socially conservative ideologies, which stress hierarchy and resistance to change, the study found, and those attitudes can contribute to prejudice. "This finding is consistent with recent research demonstrating that intergroup contact is mentally challenging and cognitively draining, and consistent with findings that contact reduces prejudice," he said.

according to the Wallstreet Journal the earth lost 50% of it's wildlife in the past 4 decades

I was journaling on valentines day like any other day then all of the sudden a started to feel a magnetic pull of my pen against the fabric of space. My heart danced, a gift from my spirit lover Lilith! Soon everything I touched felt magnetic and I could feel objects as part of my body and move my spirit within them. I held my journal and my spirit within grew heavier and lighter with each word I read. Then it happened, I started feeling sounds in the air as part of my body. It would slowly drive me insane with pain and beauty. Soon the whole world became alive inside of me, my eyes a fire that clung to all that's precious in the light. The universe demanded that an alchemy be in place. I dreamed that I was the sphinx of Egypt, a butterfly landed on my nose and gave me a kiss. The butterfly told me to fire an image with my neurons and it would be hard coded into the memory of the universe. So I sat there above the tree of life in the garden of eden. I looked out to the mountains of the cursed world and upon the burning souls there. I called them into my wings through the crack I sliced into the sky with my flamming sword. My wings, threads of spiraling mirrors, Held them all. I descended into the garden and plucked a fruit from the tree of life. Before I took a bite, I sheathed my sword and proudly said "I am a Snow Dragon, I breathe the light..."

On tuesday my older sis(24) finally moved out of the house, too bad because I always peek at her tight little ass while she changes haha, anyways she threw a shit load of girl stuff away and while dragging them out I found her college diaries and saved them. After hours of pointless reading hoping there would be something to fap to I came across "Discovering Myself At The State Fair".

Long story short she saw a horse backstage at the state fair with "it's huge manhood swinging up and down" and she was hooked, she watched/downloaded a bunch of horse movies blah blah and ramdomly signed up for an animal care class so she could get full access to an actual horse. It took forever for her to get alone with her team's horse hahaha, but after her class left the care station which is about 2 and a half hour drive away, "I got close, it was do or die, what i've been waiting for" but sadly never wrote anything else in detail other than "it was veiny, large and powerful" and "quickly rubbed the ky jelly I've been saving all over and just to see it shine and glimmer I began stroking him" that was pretty much all.

Reading further into her journals she did it a few more times and even took the horse's cum home in a ziploc bag and god knows what she did to it. After she turned 24 she started messing around with our dog, "After hours of trying it finally came out and dropped to the floor!", "it was lightish blue with a red tip", "I wasn't sure but I bent over and he entered me", "it was quick but good". Seriously, after I wanked off to this I tried bending over in front of our dog and he dropped his blue colored cock and mounted me, I'm not gay but yeah I jerked him off afterwards and yes he looked as if he knew what was going on.

My sis is super fuckin hot, she modeled for car expo and stuff to pay off her college crap. I'm not gonna post them up because she's kinda famous now but I found the videos she self took of her sucking off our dog and the horse, too bad hahahahaha and by the way the best video is a 52 sec clip of her sucking the horse really deep while looking at the camera then she threw up all the cum hahaha.

If you try to date girls who go for the so called "alpha" males you're making a BIG mistake right off. Studies have consistently shown that girls who go for this type of conceded, self centered assholes have considerably low IQ's (just check the american journal of psychology archives). Usually these "asshole" types have some kind of psychiatric disorder such as personality disorders (narcissistic, anti-social). so only deranged women will date them.

MY SECRET JOURNAL AS A SLUT

IThe follow is an excerpt from one night in November lst year.I posted something in CL in an area close to the glory hole bookstore so i could met up with any CL guys as well anyone that showed up a the gh. I wrote it as each encounter happened using my phone. there are typos, grammar issues etc because i was writing as it happened and my mind was focused on other things at the moment and didn't bother editing it later.

NOVEMBER 18th

Load 1:
J from the boat docks-gave him my # after he fucked me at a gh to call wheneve he needed me. sent him a text that i was available for use so we met up at some unlit dead end street with a small park-he hiked up my dress and my tits spilling out of my bra he fucked me over a jungle gym-felt so good to feel the presence of hot cum inside me again-it's been nearly 2 weeks since I last made myself available to be by used by anyone in the general public who was interested in fucking me like the filthy public cum dumpster whore i am

LOAD 2:
At the gh, but I grew desperate and decided to go against my better judgment and drive about 15 minutes south of the bookstore to meet some guy in his garage… I showed up and after a few minutes was worried it was going to be a bust but after I got him excited and hard he alerted me he was about to come turned me around and punched his dick into my body and I felt his hot load shooting in the me… There's nothing like that second load entering me and adding to the already volume of cum already inside me from the first guy… It's a sensation few women experience given how disgusting most women would consider The notion of multiple men… Strangers no less…shooting there hot loads of cum into them. I on the another hand am the total opposite I don't think it's possible for me to have too many men come inside me in one night if I could have one wish I would love it if I could have 100 strangers come inside me in one night

LOAD 3:
this was the best one of the night an email responder from my craigslist posting at four in the morning… Some guy is like, let's get together I want to fill u cunt with come… I replied to that email telling him I would love nothing more than to feel his hot cum being pumped inside of me. He told me I had to come pick him up because he didn't have a car and that we would have to go somewhere outside because he didn't have anywhere to fuck me. I drove to his house in the old part of downtown . not a very good neighborhood picked him up… He was a person of color in his 20s we drove a couple blocks down and found an alley. I parked he pulled his cock out I started sucking it and then told him I wanted him to fuck me over over the hood of my car. We proceeded to get out and I pulled my dress up I pulled my tits out from my bra and grab his cock and pleased it against my body and pressed until the tip of his cock pierced me… I felt his large black cock slide deep into me pushing the come already inside me further into into my body. He told me he hadn't come in sometime and that he had a huge load for me he slammed his dick in me several times…..the pace quickens and I knew he was about to abrupt and I could feel the hotblast of seamen shooting to me… He came an amazing amount totally filled me up and it feels unbelievable I'm still tingling over it I have three loads of cum inside me… And I can't tell you the indescribable desire I have to have so many more pumped inside of me its still dark but early in the morning and I'm going to do the best I can to stock as many people as I can in the shortest amount of time possible before have to go back home I would love it if I could get another 7 to 10 loads inside me that would be a victory!!

LOAD 4: (R):
turn out to be one of my regulars … He came up to ABS around 5ish... I showed him videos of me sucking other guys cocks at the Gloryhole and then rode him reverse cowgirl in the sitting position… I told him in detail as he fucked me how indescribably amazing it felt to have his cock penetrate me... Only to be outdone by the overwhelming sensation I experience as his load pulsates down his shaft and pours into me… His load is extremely hot…leaves me tingling me quivering… It's always a good day when R’s load takes its place in my body along with all the other ones already inside

LOAD 5: (T):
another person that is fucking me on a semi regular basis every time I'm in town! And oh so how I love having his cock inside me it's a powerpack punch of eight solid inches with a bit of a curve on the shaft that sounds me into next week and I love every single Power packed penetrated thrust into me… He could fuck me all night long and I would be a happy camper I love his cock so much… I'm so happy that we reconnected because it's been too long… since the lst time when he dumped an enormous load into my body! He was so turned on by having his cock buried inside me … I must've felt so unbelievably cummy and wet from all the sperm already inside me… If you're going to fuck me you better love putting your cock inside me knowing that there's been multiple men been there before you and he definitely fits that bill… As he fucked me I could feel some of the come running down my leg from earlier encounters that morning and while I thought our session was coming to an end it was at that moment that he began fucking me at a quickening pace and told me that he was about to come inside me for a second time… I was in heaven. I drove to where he was working… And that he fucked me in an abandoned vacant government subsidized housing development. I'm currently sitting at at TB parking lot trying to line up a new person from CL to come and put dick inside me and come in me

LOAD 6:
back at the gh….ball guy that came into my booth and had a hard time coming but jerked off and slammed into me at the last moment

Load seven:
another stranger that came in my booth and I sucked him off then he spun me around and jerk his cock off and shot a very nice very hot load of come all over my ass… I'm pretty sure some of it made its way into my body which is always a bonus

Load eight:
another anonymous Gloryhole load of the night… Beautiful cock sucked him then out of the clear blue he declared through the whole I want to come in your ass😊 I turned around, arched back, k slid my panties down and slowly inching my way back onto his cock unfurled and hard all 10 inches. I chirped with the delight as his dick slowly disappeared into my body. I must say there's something special and sinfully delightful about riding a cock through a Gloryhole… Every single thing about that complete stranger is an unknown I don't know how Talley is I don't know what color hair he has no idea what he looks like sometimes I don't even know what color he is all I know is his kayak is the treating through a hole and that's all I need to know do you spread my legs and let him put his dick inside me until he is ready to shoot it into my body… There's nothing comfortable about it ir convenient or easy but being a Gloryhole whore committed to always having unprotected sex is one of the most gratifying things in my quest to truly be an unspeakable whore… I reject condoms and refuse to allow people to fuck me with one.

LOAD 9: …
C from the gangbang with his amazing cock that looks like a ….. he was so excited to see me and I too was equally excited to know that he would soon be deep inside me again pumping me full of semen as he had done all throughout the summer. Suck this cock for no less than 30 seconds before he couldn't wait any longer… I was on all fours with my face buried on the floor of the bookstore well he hovered over me and drove his dick balls deep into me… And what a prize he delivered into my body a big ass load of hot thick cum

LOAD 10:
in the best was yet to come my favorite regulars for the gh….RC man he fucked me for a while in there was so much cum n me and leaking out all while he was working me but in the end he deposited a nice load in the me and I was very thankful

Load 11:
some CL responder not far from GH.... I showed up at the house and he fucked me and his couch and I got a nice load put inside me… As I told him I was so grateful to have his load take its rightful place in the pantheon of other loads buried deep inside me tonight

LOAD 12:

CL responder Meet up at Glory Hole: What a small world… It just so happened to be the maintenance man from the Days Inn where I used to get a hotel room meant to fuck men when I posted on craigslist I so remember him too… I remember him always eyeballing me just a little bit too long… Like he was really interested in me… Most notably I remember when he asked me, The very first thing he ever said to me about my boobs…..Not withstanding the very reason why I had a hotel room there to begin with which was to indiscriminately fuck is many strangers as possible… I still found his question rather rude and irked me even though I was still friendly to him afterwards… Well it turns out he knew more than I thought and he was quite attracted to me. He told me that He was aware that I was meeting with men from the craigslist to have sex… He told me he desperately wanted to join in. He told me that he would go in the room next-door and listen to me get fucked and jack off . That whole story ended up being rather an erotic part of our entire first encounter.... He told me all the times that he jacked off thinking about me and I told him that finally at long last the next load that he shoots thinking about me is going to go where where it really belongs inside my body… He fucked me until it hurt he laid me on the floor of the ABS. and fucked me until into next week… He repeatedly told me how much he could sense all the cum that was inside me…it seem to excite him until he came and filled me up Ive never seen anyone run out of the gh booth faster than him after cumming to his senses……lol

I joined a gym to stay in shape but when I saw the sexy Marine personal trainer that works there I signed up with him immediately. I have a Marine fetish and I'm a submissive so it's amazing for me. I get so wet when he bosses me around for an hour and when he pushes my physical limits especially with pushups and planks. When he starts yelling at me "Don't you dare stop!" I have to not only try to keep going but try not to cum.

I even get turned on that he tells me what I can and can't eat and makes me keep a journal for him to see. I love being in his control and following his orders throughout the day. After every session with him I rush home to masturbate and have such intense orgasms. I wonder if I should tell him how attracted to him I am. He probably knows since he's pretty much every girl's fantasy. The thing is I'm much younger than he is and he always points it out. But then he says stuff that just drives me bananas. Like saying he loves his job because women have to listen to him. But he's also so sweet, he always lets me know he's there for me if I need anything but I'm too damn shy to tell him what I REALLY need. LOL *sigh*

Feb. 2009 Obama's "Stimulus" plan passes at an inital cost to taxpayers of $787 billion.

Dec. 2010 Obama rejects the report given to him by his own self-appointed bipartisan Debt Commission, which called for drastic spending cuts.

Jan. 2011 Obama proposes yet more Federal programs to add to the national debt, over and above the current .40 out of every $1 (source: Fox News) that goes to pay for his debt.

Feb. 2011 Obama submits his budget which drastically increases his own spending & would plunge the U.S. into further debt. His budget is defeated with all 97 members of the Senate voting against it (source CNN).

March 2011 It is revealed that Obamacare is loaded with $105 BILLION in hidden special interest spending (source: Washington Post). Which is why Pelosi wanted to, "pass it so we can find out what's in it."

Now that Obama has racked up more Federal debt then all 43 previous Pres. combined (source Wall Street Journal & CNS news), he is stomping his feet, threatening that the elderly may not get their Social Security checks (which by the way is THEIR money, not his) unless he gets the debt ceiling raised (which SEN. Obama was against!), and gets major tax increases.

The whole point of this thread is that "Hope & Change" is really the same old liberal "tax & spend" bullshit. Those of us with brains & a knowledge of history knew long before he was elected that all of his give aways of tax money was planned so that he could plunge the country into debt in the trillions and try to FORCE moderates and conservatives to raise taxes drastically to support the explosion of government.

Harry Truman said, "The only thing new in the world is the history that you don't already know". Well Obama, since you didn't learn a damn thing from last fall's election landslide... you're going to be doomed to a Jimmy Carter legacy of being a one term pres.

Research Reveals Oral Sex May Be Leading Cause of Mouth, Throat Cancers

Mouth and throat cancer, called oropharynx cancer, used to be a disease seen most commonly in elderly persons. Tobacco smoking and alcohol use were known to be the leading causes of oropharyngeal cancer. Today, oral sex is listed as the leading cause of cancer of the mouth and throat.

New research, published in the Journal of Clinical Oncology, demonstrates that human papillomavirus, HPV, is the leading cause of cancer of the oropharnyx in the U.S. The number of people diagnosed with HPV-related oral cancers in the U.S. tripled from 1998 to 2004.

Currently, as NPR reports, almost 10,000 new cases of oral and throat cancer are diagnosed each year, with a 28 percent increase in incidence since 1988. Interestingly, the majority of those who are being diagnosed with the HPV-related oropharyngeal cancers are men. This leads researchers to wonder if the vaccine against HPV that is recommended for teenage girls may be affording that gender with protection against oropharyngeal cancer, as well as the currently known protection against cervical cancer.

Researchers have noted a marked drop in non-HPV-related mouth and throat cancers since the American population has begun to turn away from tobacco smoking.

The oropharyngeal cancer most commonly affects the tonsils, palate, base of the tongue and the upper throat. Whereas this type of cancer was previously seen most often in aged patients, it is now more common at younger ages, including baby boomers and their juniors, reports Bloomberg News.

HPV is the most commonly transmitted sexual disease, but as Dr. Gregory Masters, an oncologist at the Helen Graham Cancer Center in Delaware reminds us, research is not yet clear that oral sex is the main or only transmission factor in this cancer,

Dr. Maura Gillison, author of the research published in the Journal of Clinical Oncology states that persons who have had six or more partners on whom they've practiced unprotected oral sex are eight times more likely than those who have not had oral sex to develop the HPV-related mouth and throat cancers, reports CBS News.

Merck, the pharmaceutical company that manufactures the HPV vaccine, has issued a statement that there are no current plans to research the usefulness of the vaccine against oropharyngeal cancers.

Smack dab in the middle of the baby boomer generation , L.L. Woodard is a proud resident of "The Red Man" state. With what he hopes is an everyman's view of life's concerns both in his state and throughout the nation, Woodard presents facts and opinions based on common-sense solutions.

I confess that I was able to encourage and control myself to have frequent wet dreams.

I sent what is written below to Jackin World and since it contains a confession and is a subject that I haven't seen here, I thought I'd post it here, too.

Nocturnal Emissions

I saw your response in FAQ to this subject. Yes, doing without
masturbating for a time is quite necessary. But I know from
personal experience that there are other ways to encourage
nocturnal emissions and to increase their frequency and intensity.
The key is to train yourself to become aware of your dreams. A book
on dreams or dreaming will help, and especially an understanding of
dream symbolism so that you can learn to interpret your dreams and
become fascinated with them. There is usually some connection to
the things happening in your waking world, the dreams being the
subconscious reaction. And the subconscious is an amazing thing. If
you have repressions or prejudices they show up in your
subconscious and express themselves in dreams.

Keeping a dream journal will help to increase dream awareness. You
can start by keeping a notepad on your night stand so that if you
wake from a dream you can write down a few key words to help
remember the dream. Don't get up and write the whole dream down.
You need your sleep!! And besides, you are still close to the dream
state. You may have another dream right away. Or resume the same
dream. You don't want to miss the ending or the sequel. If you have
awoken in a coitus interruptus you will definitely want to press
"Resume"! Using the key words you wrote down you can usually
reconstruct the dream when you have the time. With practice you'll
become very good at remembering your dreams.

Once you have had your first wet dream and it is a dream that you
remember, you will learn something about how the dream affects the
bodily reaction. You can reach a level of dream awareness where a
certain part of your subconscious becomes the observer of all your
dreams, one of the characters in your dream-play. He may even
become a director, a director who can say, "Okay, wet dream, now!!"

I had my first wet dream when I was 33. I had masturbated regularly
since prepuberty and it was only a trauma in my life that caused me
to stop long enough for a nocturnal emission to occur. I remembered
that dream and it was what put me on the path to dream awareness.
It also helped me in the recovery from my trauma.

And, by the way, wet dreams are awesome! We read in porno stories
about hands-free orgasms. They are real. But the most common
occurrences in males is in wet dreams.

Once I had trained myself I was able to increase the frequency and
intensity of my nocturnal orgasms. It was not uncommon for me to
have 3 or 4 in a week, once even twice in one night. I could go to
bed some nights thinking "Tonight's the night!" and I would be
correct. And a few times I was able to have orgasms while half
asleep, noticing then that I hadn't even become fully erect when
these occurred.

I'm in a relationship now with regular sex (and occasional
masturbation), and, of course the real thing is more fulfilling
than dreams. I have less time for my dreams and more time for my
real life. I am happy. It's been more than 5 years now since I've
had a wet dream. Do I miss them? Yes. But I look back on that time
with fond memories. It was a good time in my life.

"Polly" - (One of my dream personalities.)

Daddy Don't Play That (Hard Limit 01: Passive Aggression & Ignoring)

This journal entry was written in response to a post and its subsequent discussions in in two FetLife groups. Posting it in full, here, because though most will attempt to say it isn't so, there's no denying for me that the DD/girl relationship is quite different from other D/s relationships and before you respond with the usual aphorisms, yes, indeed I know that every relationship is different.

It's my hope that this will spur a discussion that will help Dominant Daddies and their girls broaden their communications and deepen their understanding of each other. Selfishly, I hope, too, to strengthen my resolve to never expose myself so arbitrarily again.

Please forgive the heavy I/me/my's as I work through the pain and confusion of a difficult breakup. Feel free to internalize, as this really isn't a fishing expedition for sympathy or attention. Your thoughts about the subject of ignoring and trust are welcome, greatly anticipated and met with much gratitude. Either way, thank you for reading and thinking.

XOXOX,
Rain

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Post Mortem
That he would inexplicably ignore me-- sometimes for days at a time-- instead of communicating with me like a grown-ass man is the reason I broke it off with my Dom/DD. This happened five times over the course of our ten-month, 24/7 relationship. Each of the first four occurrences ending, in typical batterer fashion, with his heartfelt apology and the promise that he would never do it again, and eventually, in typical batterer fashion, of COURSE he did it again, becoming more petulant, pouty and sulky with each escalating occurrence.

Having communicated very clearly and articulately to him that my top two hard limits are dishonesty (including withholding the truth and not keeping promises) and passive aggression (including ignoring, pouting, sulking and disappearing) during our first conversation about whether or not we should enter into a relationship, and reiterating these limits every time he disappeared, it is clear to me now that he was pathologically incapable of honesty with himself or others, much less of controlling himself or communicating like an adult. And, obviously, he clearly did not really want to be in a relationship with me in spite of the sweet talk, promises and verbal assurances to the contrary.

Cause of Death
Ignoring is not "punishment," nor it is "correction," or even "dominance." It is passive aggression. Passive aggression works because there are no visual marks left in its wake, and especially for the plausible deniability it affords the cowards who wield it. It is the tactic of the lazy, the weak and the powerless. It is the tool of the malignant narcissist who is only ever concerned with how he appears, and is incapable of the empathy and self-reflection required to maintain a healthy, openly communicative, mutually beneficial relationship.

There is no possibility of an honest examination of one's own motivations and behavior (much less those of one's partner) in a relationship, or of working through to the other side of any obstacle when one of the partners involved is not communicating-- even if it's simply to hold the other's hand (or even temporarily change the subject or activity) while they collect their thoughts, calm down or reflect before carrying on.

Symptoms
The result of his abrupt and unexpected disappearances was that the following diminished incrementally for me over time and with frequency and length of disappearance:

* trust in him and in his word about EVERYthing;
* respect for his strength, manhood and masculinity;
* trust in his power, self-control and dominance;
* belief in his abilities and skills as my Dom/DD, as a professional in his field, and as an honorable man;
* trust in his intellectual and emotional stability;
* belief in his commitment and integrity;
* trust in his ability to think critically and to make informed decisions;
* my physical attraction to him and his sexual magnetism.

It should be mentioned here that I rationally and in no uncertain terms informed him of this erosion he was willfully creating, to the point of even foolishly asking for his help with my own reactions to it.

And, in spite of an innate recognition of my own value, my personal inner reactions as his sub/lg to his infantile disappearances were that I felt:

* unheard, unseen-- invisible with no voice;
* utterly abandoned, cheated and isolated;
* devalued-- unworthy of being loved, cherished or appreciated;
* disregarded, discarded and rejected;
* crazy, as if I'd imagined our powerful connection and his promises;
* unsteady and unable to determine where I stood or to gain secure footing;
* ashamed that I had been so taken with, manipulated by and had given myself so easily to someone of such low character and obvious mendacity;
* abused-- deliberately hurt, repeatedly betrayed and painfully beaten down.

Lessons Learned
All the while, it was actually he that was unworthy of the considerable trust, power and control I relinquished to him too early and unwisely.

The responsibility for this pain is mine for my prolonged, continued acceptance of his behavior and forgiveness of his less and less understandable betrayal and abuse, and of his less and less plausible lies.

Most men who call themselves, "Dominant," are really sad, sometimes sweet, often cruel, frightened, insecure little boys who are constantly seeking approval, attention and validation in all the wrong places.

These fauxdoms wouldn't recognize an authentic Good Girl if she came in a great white bag labeled in enormous red letters, "g-o-o-d g-i-r-l."

Afterlife
The upshot is that I will never again abuse myself by ignoring my own warning bells about the men in whom I choose to invest my time, energy, love, faith and power. These gifts, astonishingly, are enough to keep me warm and sustain me while I wait patiently for a worthy grown-ass man, should He come along. In the meantime, I'm going to keep on living my beautiful life being the me I keep growing into. Thank you, ex-daddy for teaching me patience, and to never settle for less than I truly deserve.

XOXOX,
Rain