This is a cautionary tale.

I used to be hot, never a beauty, but I was slim,with big boobs, and I was interesting to men. I met him at work, we started dating, and got married soon after.

As it goes, after two pregnancies, I got a little overweight, I am not morbidly obese, but I am huge at the moment. Our sex life up until this point was, regular, nothing too kinky, nor edgy, but all of a sudden, he expressed the urge to experiment, so we started role playing, visiting lots of porn site, this being one of our favorites, and I noticed he really likes the cuckold stuff, but he still remained silent about it.

So we started talking, and he confessed that he likes the idea, but not being sure about actually doing it. So then, we spent months role playing this thing, and our sex became... Insanely good. Eventually, he started talking about a possibility of doing something, but we had no idea how.

So he suggested I should go out, and try finding someone, do a little snogging, but nothing more, no sex. I did not really like that, as I said, I am not in my prime, and going out alone to a bar, trying to pick someone up, to take me home, seemed, well, desperate.

So I suggested I might try to seduce one of our interns, and I can tell him all about it afterwards. He was hesitant, but after a week or two of thinking, he said yes.

Now, I should point out two important things, first one is, we are not in the US, so people here can have sex with their co workers, without fear of a billion dollar law suits, and second, all of this felt really interesting, pushed my libido to the heights it has never been before, and I genuinely enjoyed it, even though when first brought up, the idea of any kind of cuckold looked pathetic to me.

Seducing him was easy, he is a 19 year old intern, cute, boyish looks, and he always gawked at my cleavage. I told him that I need him to stay late, to "finish up something", then after everyone was gone, I texted my husband that it is on, but that I might have to do a little more than kissing and groping. He responded with "oh my God, please do"

He might be young, but he understood my hints early on, and he made the first move. Went down on me right there in the office, gave me a strong orgasm, but when he wanted to fuck me, I said "no, I am married", and went down on him. It was quick, he was tiny, but his load was not, and to my surprise he did not cum in, but pulled out and gave it on my face.

That night, after I got home, and told him what happened, he was elated, and we had the best sex of our lives, we did it three times, and I felt like I was gonna pass out from all the pleasure.

Tomorrow morning, he was angry. You can imagine, that was the last time we ever mentioned something remotely associated with cuckold, and I feel his resentment up till this day, and it has been more than a year since.

Now, I do not regret not going into cuckold mode with him, that was never the point, the point was in all those nights of passion that lead us to the point of no return, and indeed, it is, a point of no return. It has been over a year, and we didn't have sex since then, nothing.

I think he is disgusted by me, for doing, what he wanted me to do.

After trying every other roa for crystal im being drawn to slamming. I found 3 fresh sealed spikes yesterday in a family members dresser and its like i knew it was definitely going to happen soon.
I would love someone to help me but being alone is so hot and almost religious in the way that I knowingly accept and surrender myself to the constant need to have my mind fed and warped. I give myself away in exchange for constant elation and lust feeding
I know the hold it has on me will tighten and other things in life will lose their appeal as my life becomes a search for more and more and other addicts to share our love, fluids,and needles

I want to feel my addiction take hold and show that it will never loosen its grip on me. I will never consider life without it and it gives me purpose pleasure and satisfaction 

So I started embracing my bi fantasies about three months ago, watching a ton of gay and trans porn. I'm a little shy, so I had not sought out being with a guy or trans. However, I have had a really filthy fantasy of going to one of our local porn stores and having some fun in the video booths and theater. I was hesitant until recently, when a conversation I had with another bi guy got me so horny I said "Fuck it, let's do this." Last night, I got up my nerve, slid on some a little too tight pants with no underwear and went to my local joint.

I've been in before just to jerk off to movies, but I was here for a different reason this times. I went to the desk and got about $20 in tokens and proceeded to the back where the booths are located. These are decent size booths that have holes big enough to allow comfortable access to cock and balls, as well as ass. Several guys were hanging around outside the booths, and other booths were occupied. None of the guys were what I would call very attractive, but that was fine because I'm not either. I made eye contact with several, then went into a booth, popped in my money, and immediately got naked. I felt so dirty and elated, just couldn't wait for the action to start.

It didn't take long. A stubby, fat cock appeared in the hole, nice big balls. I touched it, loving the feel in my hand. The guy stuck his hand in and fondled me as well. He whispered for me to turn around, and then he groped my ass, sliding a finger into my crack. It was fucking amazing for a guy who had only used a small dildo back there before. The desire to suck him overcame me. I dropped to my knees and started licking his cock and balls before taking his whole cock in my mouth. I was in heaven. I sucked him hard, slobbering all over his dick. I must have sucked his cock for 5 minutes, enjoying the feeling in my mouth. Then he whispered he was cumming. I kept licking and waited for the shot. When it came, it surprised me at how hard in hit my throat, and I nearly gagged. But I chugged a nice load. I have tasted my own cum, so I was prepared for the saltiness, and it was SO FUCKING GOOD. He pulled out, then whispered if I wanted some. Never one to turn down a blowjob, I stuck my cock through the hole. He was all over it, sloppily licking my balls before throating my cock. His technique was damn good, his tongue wrapping around my dick. It was the best BJ I have ever had. I moaned and shot my load down his throat within a couple of minutes. He whispered thanks and was quickly out the door.

I didn''t have to wait long for more fun. I learned not to lock the booth door if you were interested in a more ... personal ... experience. Just as I was finished cumming in the strange mouth, I heard the door open behind me. I turned to see a guy who appeared to be in his mid 50s. He was rubbing his bulging pants, looking at my ass. I knew what he wanted, and I was ready. I pulled away from the hole and started rubbing his bulge. I turned my back to him in away I could still rub him but give him access to my fat ass. He groped the hell out of me, grabbing my cheeks and sticking a finger up my hole. I writhed with pleasure, then begged him to fuck me. He unzipped and dropped his pants to reveal what had to be at least a 7" cock. I smiled devilishly, then got on my knees in that filthy room. I have never felt more like a fucking slut. He got down behind me, no condom, and licked my asshole, spitting in it. He spit several times on his cock, then slid in my tight ass. A small amount of pain shortly turned to absolute euphoria. I WAS GETTING FUCKED! He was slow at first, then sped up. I could feel his balls smacking my cheeks as he buried himself all the way in my man pussy. I groaned as softly as possible, loving every inch of his dick. He seemed to pound me for hours, though it was probably only about 10 minutes. I heard his breathing get faster, and I knew I was about to be bred. He got to the breaking point, stopped stroking, and with an audible "Oh fuck baby" he blew a huge load up my no longer virgin asshole. It filled my bowels, all warm and sticky. I was on cloud 9, so euphoric. He stayed in me until he got limp, then he pulled out and wiped the remaining cum on his cock on my ass cheeks. I immediately wiped this up with my hand and licked it all off, loving his jizz. He whispered thanks baby and told me how good a fuck I was, then left. I stayed in that position for a few seconds, loving how slutty I felt and reflecting how in the space of 15 minutes I had given my first blowjob, received my first from a guy, and gotten fucked for the first time. I felt filthy and happy..

The story is getting long, so to keep it short, I actually got fucked one more time that evening, taking a short cock from a fat guy. It wasn't quite as good as it was a little shorter than the first guy, but it still felt good, and he shot an even bigger load. This time, as it leaked out my ass, he fed some of it to me. Yum. I also got to give three more BJs and swallowed one small load and two large ones that nearly choked me. So my tally for the night: four loads of cum in my stomach plus the remnants of two more; two cocks in my ass that left two fucking huge loads; one very happy fucking slut.

I'm not done with this place. I'm going back this weekend. I think I may have also worked up the nerve to meet guys one on one. I'm looking into Grindr and other apps/sites that offer hookups. I just want to be as filthy and slutty as possible.

OK below is Part 2 from the previous post at: http://mlos.pika777.eu.org/VF0C208F

So after our first 3sum and getting to see how hot Lisa is, I basically started begging Chelle to do it again. It took a good month or so, but it finally happened again.

I was up in the apartment working on an assignment when Chelle and Lisa came in drunk. Chelle started giving me a hard time about not being fun anymore and that I should drop some courses and party like the old days. I was not in the mood to hear any crap and told them to just go and fuck and leave me alone! Which, of course made them both start digging into more! I was just starting to get very aggravated when Lisa said, "awww poor *****, Looks like he needs some sexual release, maybe we should help him Chelle!"

After a little playful reluctance, the two of them took my hands and walked me to the couch, pulling off my shirt along the way. As we got to the couch Lisa kissed and licked my neck while Chelle got down on her knees and undid my pants, pulling them down along with my boxers.

Lisa just kept kissing my neck and rubbing her hands up and down my chest and stomach. Chelle was stroking my cock and I was already hard as a rock just from Lisa's lips on my neck. Then, Lisa moved around to my right side and turned my head towards her and started kissing me on the lips, (Gawd she was a good kisser) Then she slid her hand down to My cock and started stroking me. (This was the first time, she's ever kissed me, let alone touched my cock...I was elated and didn't know what more to expect!!)

While she stroked me, Chelle started sucking and licking My balls. Lisa then pushed me down onto the couch so I was sitting and she stood next to Chelle. THIS WAS IT!!!(I thought) Lisa leaned down and took my cock in her hand, then pulled Chelle over and pushed her head down on it. Chelle let Lisa do all the work, moving her head up and down. She took her one hand off my cock and forced Chelle down hard and held her there for what seemed like a good solid minute. All the while we were staring right at each other while Chelle choked back her gags.

Lisa let go of Chelle started pulling off her clothes. Her nipples were rock hard and I could see her pussy lips almost glistening with wetness between her legs. With her left hand, she started to slide her fingers in her pussy while with her right hand, she started to move Chelle's head up and down again on my cock. I was in heaven. Chelle knows how to suck my cock, knows what I like and I was trying not to cum already. I was just staring at Lisa, and licking my lips. I'm pretty sure I might have been drooling too.

She pulled her fingers out and I could see the sweet sticky cream on her fingers. I said, "Give me some of that!" But instead she lifted Chelle's head and slid her fingers in Chelle's Mouth. Chelle licked and sucked her fingers clean. The disappointment on my face must have been extremely apparent, because right after that she climbed up on the couch and straddled my face!!

I grabbed her ass (Finally) and pushed her into my face, slid my tongue out and started licking and sucking her clit, which, to my surprise was a good 1/2 inch long! Her legs started shaking almost immediately, and she was mumbling, "oh shit", "God Damn", "oh fuck!" etc. I slid my tongue in and out of her pussy with the speed and enthusiasm of a kid who might have his candy taken away at any moment! I nearly forgot that Chelle was even sucking my cock still.....Until for some reason, which I found out later, she bit me...and not gently, either!

I jumped when she bit me, but Chelle kept going...she was just sucking the head now and jerking my cock fast with her hands. I could tell she was wanting me to cum, and quickly!! So I grabbed Lisa's ass in my hands and pushed her hard into me and started sucking and pulling and nibbling her clit harder and faster. Trying to concentrate on that and not cummm. But it was a losing effort, because just as Lisa started to thrust her hips into my face, I lost it and came hard in Chelle's mouth.

Part of me felt amazing that I just came, but I was also kind of bummed because I thought that meant Lisa would stop too. But to my surprise she didn't. Once I finished with my own, oo's and ahhh's she said, "DON'T STOP!" and pulled my head into her pussy and pressed into me. She was grinding and thrusting, I just laid there with my tongue out and let her fuck it...which she did!!

She was pressing that hard ciit on my tongue and sliding back and forth moaning, "oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuckkkkkkk" ON the last "Oh fuck", I felt a wave of wet warmth cover my face and fill my mouth. At the time I had no idea that was her squirting orgasm, and kind of closed my throat so I didn't swallow anything.. LOL

She sat there, shaking and twitching saying, Oh my god, oh my god. Then I tried to lick her clit one last time and it made her literally jump in the air off my face! (not a wise move)

She fell off the couch and landed on the floor next to Chelle who was apparently just sitting there watching us after I came.

Lisa started laughing/giggling immediately, along with Chelle because she fell, while I tried to exercise the cramp out of my jaw and mouth. Then I licked my lips and tasted the sweetest cum I have ever imagined. I swear till this day she tasted like strawberries.

I sat up and looked at them and said...."we need to do this more often!" Chelle shot me a look that said, HELL NO, fuck you!! But Lisa said, "I'm free next weekend!" then laughed.

About an hour later when Lisa left, Chelle punched me and said "NO MORE 3 SUMS WITH LISA!" I asked Why, and she said, "Because until this night she has never let a man touch her pussy, let alone lick it. Hell, I'm not even sure she's touched a dick. And I like her and would prefer to keep her that way!" She added: "You want to fuck, fine, we can fuck everyday, but no more with Lisa!"

I was bummed, of course...I was becoming quite fond of Lisa. But I could see Chelle was kind of in-love and didn't want to ruin it. So I agreed, no more 3sums with Lisa!

That is......until one last time! (Part 3 soon!)

I struck gold.

I am 40, divorced for five years, and after the end of my marriage, I didn't really have much action. So, my friends, who are a married couple I know for over 20 years, suggested introducing me to their friend, a 45 year old divorcee, like myself. Of course, I agreed, expecting some beat up woman, but hey, pussy is a pussy, and I have been dry for too long.

We agreed on meeting at a restaurant, all together, to pretend like it was a meeting by accident, but both me, and her, knew it was a set up. Before the said meeting, I realized I could've asked for a photo, from my friends, but since I grew up and dated in a non digital age, I forgot about that option.

Oh man, was I surprised! When I got there, they were sitting with this, slim, hot brunette, with big boobs (found out later she did a boob job after divorce), and cute on top of it. Successful, cardiologist, it felt surreal. We talked, drank, had some fun, and exchanged numbers.

I thought she will be a tough nut to crack, thinking, she was out of my league, but she responded to my first call, and we decided to go on a date.

Fucked her on the first night. Man, was I elated, thinking, that I am such a hunk, and I was only not aware of my raw sex appeal...

Well, of course it wasn't like that.

We are seeing each other now, for around five months. Sex is amazing, she is so hot, and opened, and, all in all, a great fucking catch.

But, in that time, I found out a bit about her. She got divorced more than 15 years ago. Felt like an ugly duckling (she is not the prettiest woman in the world, but very, very cute), got a boob job, and after that, her life was a stream of bad relationships. She lived with two guys in that time, and both of them dumped her in a really bad way. Tried dating casually, but as she said, that felt bad, and left her feeling even worse.

So I started feeding that urge, to feel loved, appreciated, wanted. She fell for me so hard, that now I have this gravitational pull towards her. One time, I fucked her missionary, while kissing her, and told her I love her, and that I want to put a baby in her (I had a vasectomy after divorce), so when I started cumming in her, she came so hard, that she started shaking and crying.

I can do whatever I want with her, and I have pushed some limits, she responded without hesitation.

Now, here is my dilemma. She started talking about me moving in with her, after her younger son moves out to college, next year. I kind of want to do it, I like her, everything is going great, but my fear is, that after we do it, the magic will disappear.

I am a bit naive, believing that it won't, but my experience so far, proved me other wise. And in the end, how shall I say no to her, since I feel that might make me lose her.

Hey Everybody

A few weeks ago I posted about my wife and I never having sex (or anything really) and that she basically has no libido. Thought I'd give an update..

She finally talked to a doctor. She had to schedule an appointment with her gyno for birth control renewal and discussed the situation with her. Honestly, I'm just elated she even did this. That she is finally showing initiative to straighten this out. Anyway, the doctor asked her the usual questions: Has he done anything to make you spite him? (no), when you do have sexual activity do you orgasm (yes), etc.

She told her that sometimes the birth control can be the cause of her lack of libido, but it's not nearly as often as people think it is. The doctor prescribed her a birth control with a lower hormone level to see if it would help. She suggested that she get in an exercise routine as women who exercise have a higher sex drive due to a more positive body image. She also recommended reading 50 Shades of Grey and erotic literature in general in order to increase her sex drive. Finally, she suggested setting aside time specifically for sex/foreplay. That if she knows, say on Tuesday night, we are having sex that she would be thinking about it throughout the day and make her want it. However, I think this is retarded because the problem is that she already doesn't want it... shes not going to be excited for it... shes not going to even think about it. Oh, lastly, the doctor seemed to basically tell her not to worry about it. That it happens to all women from time to time and that it will eventually go away and that when it usually comes back it comes back in full force.. but that eventually it will probably happen again and then go away again. That womens hormones are always changing.

Soooooo... my wife goes to pick up the new lower hormone level birth control and it was incredibly expensive... so she didn't get it and got the usual stuff. So yeah... back to square one I guess. Kill me.

I am 35, married, and a nymphomaniac.

Not really sure when exactly I realized this, but I think somewhere, after college, it became clear to me. That was the first time I had a close friend, who was comfortable talking about sex. She did most of the talking, I kept my mouth shut, but from her insight, I realized, that my urges are just my own, and that these things aren't something all women go through.

At that point, I was already masturbating at least two times a day, for over ten years. This was especially hard in hs, since I never was a looker, and had no real life sexual experience whatsoever. I had my first boyfriend in college, and we would have great sex, almost every day, sometimes twice a day, but yet, I had to help myself at least one more time, daily.

I became looking for any kind of stimulus, so I watched porn, read erotic stories, whole nine yards, and I still do.

Married my 2nd boyfriend, at age 30. When I suggested porn as an extra stimulus for our sex life, he was elated. We had a good run, couple of years of non stop sex, porn and all kinds of toys, role play, fantasies...

After our first kid, this died down, but my needs remained.

So I started running. That was the only thing that pushed the devil out of me. In two years, from the beginner, I managed to finish two full marathons, and a dozen of half marathons. It helps, but does not heal.

Didn't want to cheat, since he doesn't deserve it, but my nature prevailed, and I found a young guy on tinder, who I use from time to time. We don't have sex, he just goes down on me, and he is happy about it. I suck him off after he is done, even though, I really want to have sex with him.

And, I eventually will, that is inevitable, but I just want to feel, for a bit longer, that I am not doing anything wrong.

My body is waging war against me, and I can not do anything about it.

Hey fellow pervs, tonight a girl that I have known since she was born graduated early from high school. She also just turned 18 and I mean like on Jan. 10.

I have wanted this girl since she was in pony-tails and bobby-sox, but would never do anything to entice such a young girl to do anything sexual. Still I remember getting sly funny smiles from her after I would be carrying her across busy intersections at a trotting pace and wondering to myself why. Only later realizing the reason for that sly little smile that her little panty covered crotch had been pressed up against me as we were bouncing along. This and other memories always fueled a desire for her after this first time.
I also remember another time after she had started to grow breasts. We were playing tickle wars as we did most every time we would see each other. My hand accidentally cupped her new firm little breast when she suddenly closed her arm down while I was tickling her underarm. It made her REALLY laugh, when she saw the expression on my face as I pulled my hand quickly away as to not offend her or anyone else in the room. Secretly though I could hardly contain my excitement or my hard on. She did a good job of helping me after that as she proceeded to lay atop me on the couch in a bit of a half-hearted attempt to subdue me.

I remember wondering later as I thought back and masturbated if she had felt my growing erection in through both the fabrics in our pants. When she climbed onto me with her but to my crotch as luck would have it is when I noticed the shape of her ass in her corduroys. I noticed her beautiful shape fully, visually and physically for the first time then.

From then on it seemed like ever time I saw her no matter who was in the room, her family, my family it didn't matter, she was in my lap playing the tickle game. I mean I think she may have enjoyed it as much as I did. Her being still a young girl, it made me terribly nervous being around our families because I'm sure it was obvious that I wanted her. So for awhile now I have been purposely not engaging in those types of activities with her. Tonight though, at her after graduation party, she started poking me and giving me that old familiar sly grin that I remembered so well. One thing led to another and in-between talking to her and my families she would flirt with me. I mean she was blatantly giving me those looks and telling me quietly little sexual things she liked to do and stuff. Making me hard right there in front of everyone, luckily I had on a hoodie. When I told her she was bad, she said she knows, then as I had to cover myself and catch my breath I said, "I'm bad" she says, "You need to give me your number, so I can text you sometime." Of coarse I gave her my number.

After leaving her party I went to my familiy's house and hung out for awhile, chatting, smoking, drinking and stuff, but the whole time I am there I can hardly contain my excitement to the reality of the situation. I mean I almost had to tell my brother because I couldn't contain myself. I could have I guess but she is the younger sister of my brothers wife and their oldest daughter is but a year younger. I don't think they would approve. That is why I had to come here to my fellow pervs and share my elation and excitement at what I am hoping is going to be the beginning of the best years of my life. Wish me luck all. ;)

And before any of you assholes say, you wish, you lie or pics or it didn't happen, FUCK YOU!!! I know it did happen, and I know what is about to happen and that is all that matters. And as much as I'd like to show you what does happen for your jerking pleasure, I won't be taking pics (unless she's into that)if only so that it keeps on happening. :D

I almost got in some pretty big trouble last night while thinking with my dick instead of my head. I was on my way home and had 20 bucks burning a hole in my pocket, so I figured I'd take a ride through the shady part of town and see if there were any girls just hanging out. Yes, I understand that my dick could fall off and I'm sure to enjoy all the clever little quips regarding it, so get them out of your system if you have to.

So I'm driving along and see that there's more girls out there than normal. I thought it was just a lucky day. I actually saw this one girl that I'd played with before. She's about 20 and doesn't rush you like a lot of girls do. However, just as I went to approach her, another guy picked her up. Considering the number of girls that seemed to be available, I didn't consider it a total loss.

Further down the street, I saw this relatively hot latina. Great tits, nice thick ass and a pretty face. I pull over by a park entrance and she walks over and says "hey baby". This is going to sound funny to some of you, but the first thing I noticed was "wow, she has perfect, white teeth". Now, one thing you might notice about girls who suck cock for $20 a pop, they don't tend to have perfectly symmetrical white teeth. I just figured it was a bonus and asked her if she wanted a ride.

She then said that the street was hot with cops and asked me to pull in further down the park. I thought that was strange, but then strange went to concern when she said the magic words. "It's gonna be $20 for a blowjob, $40 for sex, baby."

I looked her up and down and she was just too clean cut. She didn't ask if I was a cop. She didn't ask me to touch her and then proceeded to lay out the menu for me. She was hot and this was all too good to be true. Way too good to be true. I told her that I thought she just needed a ride and that I was all set. She got all pissed at me and I got the hell out of there. I figured better safe than sorry.

I read the news in my town online this morning and, lo and behold, there was a sting on that street that netted a shitload of arrests. I was really close to falling for it and I'm sure some of you here would have been elated by it, which is fine. All I'm saying is that, for those of you who go on these types of trips, be very careful of who you're dealing with.

Something for the Sub to look forward to every morning: The Start of the Day for a Sub of the PleasurDom

The day's starts as always with your old breakfast treat. You slide under the covers and very carefully make sure you don't wake the PleasurDom up. Last week you did and as always you had to chose your own punishment - you slept 2 nights on the floor. Your hand finds my leg and then my limp cock. You start sucking and as it is fully hard the PleasurDom wakes up and lies back and enjoys his start of the day. Once fully awake he pushes the duvet aside and your eyes interlock. The PleasurDom expects his sub always to look in his eyes when his cock is in her mouth. You hear he starts panting and already anticipate what is next. With each hand he grabs some of your hair and holds your head firm and slowly pushes up until his cock disappears and waits. You eagerly await that feeling of panic, but then he releases - it took quite some time for you to learn taking his cock slowly without gagging but now you are proud that you manage it perfectly. In and out.. Each time he gets a little firmer until he is thrusting hard and fucking your face as saliva drips down on the bed. Soon he is ready and blows his load deep in your throat and lies back as you lick his cock clean. You smile and are happy.
He says "good morning my little Pleasur Doll" and gently strokes your face and you are elated your don is happy. You think to yourself - I a where I belong..

I became a reverse hooked today.  I've been missing the feeling of cock in my mouth, so I stopped at an adult bookstore on the way home.  I bought some condoms and lube, then headed off to the arcade, stopping in on of the glory hole equipped booths.  Inserting cash in the machine began the video of a hot transwoman getting pounded in the asshole, and drew a live cock to the hole. I was elated, and went straight to work.  This Latin example was quite wide, and was probably scraping teeth the entire time, despite my best efforts.  It was also a little short, so I really had to get my nose up to his belly to hit my uvula.  About five minutes in, the clerk came by and knocked on the door, stating that my new friend had failed to insert any money in his machine, and he'd have to leave if he didn't.  He pulled out of my face, preparing to leave, and stated that he lacked funds.  I promptly fished more cash out of my wallet and shoved it through the hole, so he could stay.  Today I paid another man to suck the delicious cum out of his cock, then continued home to my wife.
And I all I can think is how I should have let him move to my booth instead, so he could have filled my asshole with his short, fat dick.