So, here it goes.

I was a married woman, 41, and after years of persuasion, I have tried a cuckold relationship with another man.

I was hot when I met my husband, and I am aware that the degradation of my looks, might be the reason that lead up to this. I didnt get too fat, but I do not look good, and I never was some kind of a beauty, my body was my strenght. When our sex life started to lose traction, we tried different things, including porn (that is where I was introduced to ML), role play, light bondage, and it really worked for quite some time, but, eventually, he became obsessed with cuckold sex. I really wasnt up for it, I love him, but that felt like too much, but he was so into it, that after two or three years of all kinds of fantasy role plays on that subject, I agreed to do it.

We found a guy, online, and I liked the way he looked. Fit, handsome, my age, married, so no drama there, and he even had previous experience. He was very eloquent, soothing, and I began to think, this might work.

After meeting him for few times, we finally decided to go through.

Agreed on protection, and I was excited, I must admit. As soon as I started kissing him, and reaching down his pants, my husband started jerking off. That felt weird. He undressed, and I stayed in my little black dress, when he pushed me down, asking for a bj. As I started doing it, I gazed a few times in his direction, and he was moaning like a little bitch. At that moment, he looked so pathetic, that all my excitement, all the latent lust I felt for the man I was having sex with, died down.

I felt sick, but hubby was all red faced, breathing heavily, so as I was going down on my lovers testicles, I started reaching lower. The man, who was really quite polite and restrained, looked at hubby, but I pushed his legs up, and started licking his ass.

Never done it to hubby, never done it to anyone else, but I felt the desire to show him that he could have had this slut, he dreams about, but he was too much of a wimp to ask.

He came, I saw it, he was out of his mind.

As I got up, and on the bed, on my back, I just said "put it in my ass".

My lover looked at him - hubby was out of his mind. He could barely put the condom on, as he was excited as well.

It didnt last long, guy came in a few minutes. All that time, I was looking at my pathetic husband, with his hanging gut, and shrunken cock, looking at me in disbelief.

I filled for divorce the next day.

My Many Fantasies: My Job at The Max Security Prison for Black Men

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In this fantasy i am desperate for a job and find myself begging for anything i could do to a warden of a high security prison for the nastiest of criminals. Of course it turns out the warden is quite crooked and take total advantage of my situation. I am given a job in HR and find myself to be the only female and the only employee in the "prison happiness" department (in fact I'm the only employee in that department) and my job requires my services 24/7 for 3 months straight probation. During this time my first duty is to service the warden i am to serve him breakfast every single day at exactly 7am completely naked and of course offer myself to him sexually to use in absolutely ANY way he wishes until i have the honor of his sperm which i am to beg and grovel for like a dirty slut!

For the remainder of the morning i am to work in the showers taking care of the prisoner's hygiene. I am to be naked in the shower with only a collar that says "cleaning service". The prisoners are brought in one after the other and I am to lick each of them clean ... their entire body ... and every square inch!!! Then i am to lick out their asses ... inside too!!!! I am to pay extra attention to their balls and cock. I must tease them to the point of insanity but i must not let them cum. Part of my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to wash and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.

At noon i am to serve the prisoners their lunch. i am to do so on my knees. before serving their lunch i must lick thier feet and ask permission to serve their lunch and after serving it i must take their cock deep into my throat and wish them bon apatite while their cock is still deep in my throat! Again i must not let anyone cum and my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to serve lunch and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.

The place where all the prisoners eat is a very large area with a raised platform in the middle and places to sit in circles all around the platform. It looks almost like a setup for a boxing match for thousands of spectators but instead of a boxing ring there is an open platform. While the prisoners eat i am brought out onto the platform and tied down in some painful an humiliating way. It's my job now to provide entertainment and also thank the guards for their great work. They come in groups of 4 or 5 to fuck me in the most savage ways as i scream helpless in my bonds while the prisoners cheer and call for them to go at me even harder!! After the guards are done with me and the prisoners have finished eating and enjoying my gang rape the prisoners are brought to the platform in a line where i am still bound and trembling. They come up to me in small groups and thank me for the show by spitting on me. Most of them spit in my face or squeeze open my mouth and spit inside but some spit in my gaping ass and pussy. I must thank each one out loud for spitting on me and say that i hope he enjoyed my entertainment. For this part of the day my performance review is based on a satisfaction survey the guards fill out as well as how many of the prisoners i get to "thank".

Once they are done i am to clean the whole eating area. I am to stay naked an I am not to clean my self at all. I must clean the entire eating area dripping cum and spit from all my holes! For the platform i am only allowed to use my tongue and my hair. It usually takes me a while because of all the sperm from the guards and spit from the prisoners that leaked to the floor. It is difficult for me to clean the raised seating area because of the bondage and extremely rough fucking i am not able to walk or climb well the stairs so i must mostly crawl on my hands and knees. If while crawling sperm or spit leaks out of me and fall on the floor then i must immediately lick it clean! My performance review is based on how quickly and how completely i clean everything especially the platform.

In the mid afternoon i am to kneel naked in the toilet wearing only a collar that says "Urinal". It is my job to make sure the prisoners take their bathroom break. I must beg each prisoner to pee on me while licking their feet. When they decide to do so i must spread my legs wide, push out and present my breasts and open my mouth as wide as possible while always on my knees. Every so often it is one of the prison gang leaders or influential prisoners that take their turn and for these special prisoners i must beg for their pee while licking out the inside of their asses. They also have the privilege to pee inside my throat or inside my ass or pussy and i must thank them while licking the underneath of their feet!! As you might guess my performance review based on how many prisoners i relieve in the toilet but also how much pee i swallow!

After this i am dragged out to the court yard where i am setup up on a sybian machine which has an attachment which gyrates and vibrates deep in my pussy almost to the point where it pokes into my cervix. There are 3 lush vibrators pushed into my ass. Electrodes are clamped to my clit and nipples. My hands are tied hard behind my back and a noose is put around my neck and tighten just enough to hold me up by the neck and make it difficult to breath. The warden then proceeds to control the sybian, lush vides and electricity for all to see but i am always denied orgasm. The guards and prisoners take great pleasure in watching me break to the point i beg like an animal and offer to do the most disgusting things imaginable just to be allowed to cum ... but still i am denied no matter how i beg no matter how i cry no matter what i offer. Of course i am naked and all over my body is written my full name address and other personal information along with many humiliating things like i am toilet and i am only good for raping! The prisoners are allowed to spit on me and the guards are allow to take pics or vids of me. The guards really get a kick out of telling me how they will send copies to all my family and friends and how they will make me famous on the internet. i am in complete shock and distress the whole time, my body is overloaded with sensations and then repeatedly denied release while i struggle to breath as i lapse in and out of consciousness.

After a few hours of this i am completely broken, my eyes are glazed over and empty and my body is constantly spasming and trembling. the writing on my body is touched up so that it is clear to see and easy to read and i am fitted with a new collar that say "dog slave" on it. A leash attached and i am dragged through the mud of the courtyard because i can barely move my body let alone walk back to the platform in the eating area. I am told it is supper time and i must once again provide entertainment. This time it's not with the guards but with all the guard dogs of the prison!!!!! Even in my broken state my eyes showed fear and i started to plea for mercy when the warden zaps me long and hard with a cattle prod! My eyes shoot out of head and i scream so loud no sound comes out as i shake with pain and pee myself right there on the platform in front of everyone!!!! The warden speaks to me only to say "you are a dog, you will only bark like one and you will be mated liked one. Now should me how a true bitch begs to be mated while you clean your mess with your tongue!!!" If i had any shred of humanity or dignity left then it is completely destroy in that moment as i lean down with my bare ass high in the air and start to bark seductive and desperately while liking my pee off the dirty platform floor. From that point on i was only allowed to bark and failure to do so would be met with another hard shock from the cattle prod. Everyone cheered as the guard dogs took me one after the other while i barked and grunted on their huge doggie cocks. The roughness and rawness of these large dogs bred to fight off the most vicious criminals in the worst conditions is beyond anything imaginable. The hard trusts sent my little body reeling in every direction. Every dog without exception was make to knot me and every time their cocks ripped trough my cervix and filled my womb with their hot sperm! These dogs were huge and their knots enormous so once inside me i was completely stuck for however long i was knotted. To the delight of the audience once the dogs had filled me up and were well knotted in me the guards would call the dogs to them or throw treats around causing the dogs to run around and drag me behind them like a rag doll as i screamed and screamed. Because of the knotting and games this went on for quite a long time. Eventually they start bringing the dogs in groups of three having one take and knot my pussy, another knots my ass and the other is forced into my throat so his knot is stuck in my mouth!!!!! The crowed enjoyed this to no end especially when the guards had the dogs run in different directions tugging and ripping at my body as the pulled in different direction. The noise i made where completely inhuman like an animal begging fucked to death which i probably am at this point!!!! Once all the dogs were done with me i was placed on my knees in the middle of the platform, the dogs were all lined up and one by one they were brought to me to thank them for mating me by licking their asses and pushing my tongue dep inside as far as it could go! Most of the dogs also had to pee and when this was the case i was to take their cocks into my mouth and have them pee right down my throat!!! This part of the day does not go toward my performance review it is considered an obligation and i am made to endure until each and every dog is serviced.

After the dinner show i am allowed to finally wash up and i am allowed to eat the scraps left over by the prisoners ... anything i can find on the floor i am allowed to eat.

For the next 2 days i am allowed to recover (so i can be made to live through the same ordeal over and over and over). I am placed in a large dog cage out in the courtyard of the prison. I am of course completely naked except for a collar that says "your happiness is my life". I am given only dog food to eat and when thirsty i must beg for someone to pee in my mouth. Usually during this time only the prisoners with the best behavior are granted the pleasure to feed me my dog food and serve me thier pee to drink. My mandatory morning service to the warden is the only exception where i am not in my cage.

On the third day after servicing the warden i am given to the cell block with the best behavior for the day. I am to be their slave and doe anything ... anything ... they order of me. If i hesitate even for a minute i am to be penetrated with the cattle prod and shocked from deep inside my body until i do what they ask anyway!! Usually i am made to cook and clean for them as well as bath them and worship their bodies and usually there is not a minute that goes by where there is not at least 1 or 2 cocks inside me!! at 8pm i am to be returned to the warden where i must thank him for the wonderful opportunity he gave me with this job by licking his feet and deep inside his ass. The warden then cums on the dirty floor and i am to worship and praise him out loud while licking up his sperm off the dirty floor.

The next morning it all start all over again ...

I have to confess ive always been turned on by watching females in some sort of peril bondage. Awhile back my sons found some of my porn of strangling and asphyxia vids, they came to me about this, and I explained that its consensual, some ppl enjoy this, and they were fascinated and asked me if they should try it, so I told them the dangers of it, Fast foreward several months later. My sons started hanging around with a very cute girl with a smoking body ( I live in a very rural area, houses are several hundred yards apart). She started coming over the house, dressed like a prostitute several times a week. My sons informed me they were going to do some bondage with her,and asked me for some zip ties and rope, I told them be very carefull, they assured me they would, and I asked how they planned to do this. They told me they were going to tie her legs, zip tie her wrist and run a rope from her wrist to the sofa leg to keep her on the sofa, and put a zip tie on her neck. I said as soon as you have her tied, come outside and let me know, so I can peek in and make sure shes ok. They reluctantly agreed and went inside the house. Several minutes later my boys came outside to get me, I told them to stay outside until I come and get them. I walked in to find her struggling and gasping!, Watching her ass wiggle and the gasping of her struggle was very erotic, I pulled out my camera phone and watched as she begged to be let free. gasping she cant breathe. as her struggling went from intense to her legs falling off the sofa, watching her ass cheeks hanging out of her shorts till she could barely move, I had to cut the tie around her neck. I went outside and told my boys never do that again, untie her and don't let her know I seen!

So I recently had the SINGLE GREATEST PARTY-GOING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE!

A male friend of mine knows of my "sexual proclivities" and approached me with a party invite. He said he was having some friends over and asked if I would be willing to be one of the "attractions." When I asked him what he meant by that, he told me: he wanted me to be the pass-around girl. I told him I was in!

I've never done anything like this before, but I admit that I've always been keen on the idea of getting gangbanged, plus I've known this guy for a couple years, so I wasn't really worried about getting mistreated or anything. Why not do it, right?

I got to the party early, only one of the guests was there. It was a bit of a surprise to him too. He thought it was going to be a "guys night" kind of thing (apparently my friend didn't tell any of them I would be attending, or why). I stood there, giving the guy a little smile as my friend explained the situation...which shocked him even more. (He blushed an everything...it was actually kind of endearing.)

I asked my friend if he planned on tying me up or anything, and to my surprise, he had gotten somethings specific for the occasion. He had bought an armbinder and a slave collar with a leash (even more surprising to me since I had NO IDEA he was into the whole bondage thing, and as I know I've never mentioned these things to him, I can't begin to imagine where he got the idea). So I stripped and he put them on me. The armbinder took a while as he really didn't know how to use the thing, but he finally managed. I've never worn one before either, so it was a new experience for everyone! (I fucking love that thing now...he let me keep it ^_^.) Sir Blushalot actually tried not to look as my friend tied me up, too. Fucking adorable!

I sat down on the floor (knelt, really) and waited. It wasn't too long before more people started showing up. I admit to being a little dissapointed that, in total, there was only 7 people, including my friend. I was definitely the first thing everyone noticed as they came in...but, then again I suppose the naked girl tied up in a corner is rather hard to miss, huh? The conversation centered on me for a while, mostly everyone talking about the oddity of it. Several of them actually asked me directly if I was cool with the whole thing (hell, one of them asked me if I wanted him to call the cops!). I told each of them that I was perfectly happy to be there, and my sole purpose that evening was to suit their needs.

It was almost an hour before one of them finally had the courage to try anything. He asked me (again, I might add) if I was sure about the whole situation. I told him I was his to use as he saw fit, and after a little bit of thinking on his part, he unzipped his pants and told me to suck his dick, so I crawled up to his as best I could and did my very best. He didn't take long to get into it and after a bit he grabbed my head and started to facefuck me. I'm not a very big person, so I definitely came close to gagging a few times. When he came, he shoved himself in balls deep and shot it right down my throat. It was fucking amazing!

With someone else having finally gone first, the others seemed to settle in to the idea and got down to business. The next guy who went (a rather muscley fellow) told me to bend over - which I did happily - and he got in behind me. Without being able to use my hands, I had to put my head on the floor and waited for him. I watched him pull his pants down and felt him enter me. He started slow...he kept it slow. I was getting frustrated, so I said "please fuck me harder." That did it, thankfully. He sped up and after a little bit, he grabbed a strap on my armbinder and really started to give it to me. He was grunting, I was grunting. I came twice before he finished and came inside me. I stayed bent over as I was, trying to catch my breath and he stood up.

It surprised me when I heard my friend say "You don't have to take turns, ya know. She's got more than one hole." I looked over at him and he had a wicked smile on his face. He was enjoying this as much as I was. I wanted to egg them all on, so I said "please, keep fucking me. Use me as your fucktoy. Take me however you want. I am yours." (I'd never done ANYTHING like this before, but shit, I was REALLY getting into it!) That's when I heard one of them say "I want her ass." So I said "yes, please fuck my ass. Fuck me hard."

The one who had spoken up - a chunky guy, but still kinda cute - got behind me, and knelt down. He spit on my ass and rubbed it a bit and I then pushed his finger in to loosen me up. I've only ever done it in the ass a few times, so I was hoping he planned to do that first. After a minute, one finger became two and his movements weren't very gentle. I moaned for him, pushed against his hand. I wanted him to know I wanted this. He pulled his fingers out, spit again and then he, quite abruptly, forced his way in...and fatty had a thick one. I couldn't help but cry out when he did that, and he didn't start slow. He pounded away from the start and I did my best - which wasn't really good enough - not to cry. It hurt, but I still loved it. That was when, much to my surprise, Sir Blushalot knelt down in front of me, lifted me up by the leash and put his cock in my face. I opened my mouth, and he pushed it in. Fatty was a shower, not a goer and he didn't last long - he came in my ass, pulled out and stood up. Sir B finished in my mouth and I swallowed it all.

They each took their turns - even my friend, who came all over my face - and when they had each gone, they left me alone. When they were done, they ignored me, and I sat there on the floor, covered in sweat, cum and tears. Perhaps an hour went by - I couldn't really tell - and they decided it was time to give me another go. Sometimes one at a time, sometimes in pairs, but each of them fucked me for a second time. And again, when they finished, they ignored me and talked among themselves. Drinking and laughing. I think they were watching a sports game or something, but I couldn't see the television and wasn't really paying attention to what was being said on it.

This went on for a while. They'd fuck me, then go back to their rabble-rousing. Then fatty came back over and said "bend over bitch, I'm gonna fuck that ass again." I did and he did. It didn't hurt - as much - by this point and they had all loosened me up pretty well. When he was done, he came around in front of me and told me to sit up, which I did. "Clean my cock, bitch." I leaned forward and did as I was told. When I finished, he said "God, you're such a dirty slut" and walked away.

We'd all been there for several hours, and it seemed that the evening was coming to an end, when one of the guys, I can't really remember which one - shouted "TRIPLE TEAM!" They all hooted and hollered at that. When three of them came over to me, I figured out what they meant. One of the guys laid down and pulled me over to him. I managed to straddle him (my legs were pretty weak at this point, and I still couldn't use my hands). The other two took their positions, and all three proceeded to fuck me. I'd never done three guys at once, and even as sore and tired as I was, it was wonderful. When they finished, three more took their place and repeated the process, followed by my friend, who again facefucked me, and came on my face.

They all chatted for a short while after, then everyone left, leaving me alone with my friend. He helped me out of the armbinder, and took the collar off. My shoulders were SCREAMING at me when that thing came off. I had no idea how painful that thing was until it was removed. Neither he nor I were much in condition to have a conversation, so he went off to bed, and I took a shower and crashed on his sofa.

I was still terribly sore in the morning, and having slept on a less-than-plush sofa didn't help matters. My friend was pretty hungover - which gave me a slight amount of pleasure. We talked for a little while, and I got up to leave. When I had gathered my things (and my shiny new armbinder and collar) he thanked me for what I had done. I laughed a little and as I walked out, I told him to tell me the next time he had a party planned.

When I was 15 my cousin made me his bitch.

One summer I had to live with my aunt and uncle while my mother was away on an international assignment. They had a big house in California near the Seirra Nevada area. The house was huge I had my own room that conected to my cousins by a shared bathroom.

My cousin was 14 but much bigger than me. I was very slim and had not yet gotten tall while he was huskey and had grown up sooner than me. Despite looking physically older he was super immature and had only a few friends.

At that age I used to masturbate constantly and staying at their house I had way more private time on the computer to look up any crazy porn I wanted. For some reason at the time I loved to watch sissy and shemale porn. I have also always had fetish for bondage. I had a pair of handcuffs I used to love to wear. I would lock them behind my back and then force myself to watch a long porn video untill my cock was raging hard and then i would find the key and furisously jack off.

One time my cousin caught me by sneeking in through the adjoining bathroom. He scared me when he came in so i tried to dive into been to hide the hadcuffs while yelling at him to close the door and get out. He laughed and rushed for the key. With the key in his hand he told me how he had spied on me before. He asked me is i was a cocksucker and I told him no. He then told me i was going to have to give him a bj or i was never getting the key back. I pleaded with him but he insisted and walked back into his room and told me to come in when i was ready.

I was paniced but i had no other keys so a shyly approced his door that he had closed behind him. I said through the door that "I want to come in".

"one second" he replied while i could here rustling from his room.

He opended the door wearing only his boxers, he walked to his desk chair and sat down and told me to get on my knees in front of him.

I complied and kneeled on the floor completly naked with my hands cuffed behind my back.

He told me to say out load that I wanted to suck his cock

I reluctantly muttred "i want to suck your cock"

"say it like you mean it, and say it in a girly voice"

I obliged his request and said in my most feminine voice that I wanted to suck his cock.

he said "good sissy boy" and stood up and started to lower his boxers.

His cock flopped out half errect pointing right at me. Even not erect i could see his penis was much longer and thicker than mine. he was uncircumsed and I could smell his cock now.

he slapped me with his cock and told me to open my mouth and stick out my tounge.

I did and he started slapping his member on my tounge. he ordered me to lick his balls and i quikly started licking his hairy sac while he jerked off. His cock was now fully errect and it was even bigger than i tought.

he pulled away and then guided his big dick into my mouth. I started sucking and i could feel him twitching in my mouth after only 30 seconds of pathetically trying to suck his large cock. I could sense that he was getting close to cumming already and i must have slowed down becuse he barked "faster"

he started to grown and then hot cum shot in to the back of my throat. It made me gag so i pulled away. He kept cumming and more shot on my face.

Out of breath he sat back in his chair and threw the key accross the room through the bath room door and told me to "get out of my sight you little cum dumpster."

I ran to retreive the key and quickly unlocked my hands and then locked myself in my bedroom. My cock was so hard, i started jacking off and i cam almost instantly. I hid in bed feeling shameful and masturbated two more time thinking about what had just happended.

This was far from the last time I would suck his cock this summer. Little did i know at the time but he had set up his camera when he closed the door for a minute and secretly filmed me sucking his cock. My whole summer was about to go on a very different path/

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I have always fantasized about women kidnapped and tied up. It probably started with the old "Batman" TV show, then police shows with sexy young victims. Back then, we didn't have serial killers, we had psychopaths. I would check out the TV Guide for that word, hoping to see some young lovely abducted, tied, and helpless.

As the years went on, I discovered detective magazines, with their bondage covers and lurid headlines: "Let's Rape the Girl Next Door!" The mix of the fear and helplessness of the victims, and the fact that they almost never got away alive, mixed together to turn my fantasies darker. I especially enjoyed strangling, but also liked hanging and bagging. The idea that you could stop, let her get her breath, then resume the fun, prolonging her agony indefinitely really turned me on.

I tend not to like scenarios with female assailants, only because I like to imagine myself in that role. I also generally don't like more than one attacker, for the same reason. I'm a solitary predator, and I'm selfish about keeping my prizes for myself.

Fantasy confession.

When I first became a slave, 3 years ago, I thought, that I enjoyed bondage as much as I could. That has changed so much. When I first started I didn't crave it all the time. There's not a second of a day that I don't wish I was bound or even just had my collar on. I even now love to have pain inflicted on me. I have recently discovered my love for punching.

Back to the fantasy confession part...

My fantasies go in circles and this week we're on the gangbang. But these days it's not just your everyday gangbang. I'm always bound and hung as the men have their way with me and then I'm turned into their human punching bag. They continue to beat on me until I black out when they're done they leave me hanging until I am unable to breath any longer and die.

Kittikat's 7th Photo Session: 3 Day Roadtrip
Part 1 of 3

Preface:

During many previous modeling sessions with Kittikat, there were times to chat about topics and sometimes to fool around. On a few times she remarked that she hardly EVER could have an orgasm. That it would take way too long to "get her off". As normal modeling sessions were only timed for "photo shooting", I did not have time to commit to actual full personal pleasure. At least this 3 day session held a hope to have some free time to test her words!
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THREE DAY ROADTRIP

The drive down was long but a real pleasure. I almost thought that I would be driving alone but she showed up at the meeting place just 5 minutes late. She was all in a panic with thoughts that I had left already. A good sign that she was willing to enjoy the weekend together. She was dropped off by a car load of friends and they left right away.

As it was, Kittikat had planned to fly out to Ohio on business and wanted to schedule a flight out of a major city. Living in the Northeast, connecting flights made the costs higher. So when I asked if she wanted to do a weekend photo session near a major city, she was happy to arrange it. Our plan was to have me drive her south Friday night, shoot photos on Saturday, and then drive her to the local airport Sunday morning.

I myself had other business going south, but could manage to do both. Being late in March, the roads were clear of problems and traffic. For me to have a beautiful companion for a long trip was heaven. Our previous photo session was almost a year ago, so we had all the time to catch up.

Hours later and many rest stops made, we reached the hotel just after midnight. We unloaded our gear and placed our refreshments in the mini refrigerator. Wanted to unwind and also set the pace for events, I started the water in the 2 person tub. Back in the bedroom, I pulled out the paperwork and tape measure, saying "time for updating your measurements". I told her to strip to her underwear. Taking the measurements, I wrote them down and filed it away. Kittikat then finished undressing and entered the bathroom. I then entered as she was getting ready to climb in. I told her that we could share the tub as it was big enough, so I removed my remaining clothes and sat next to her. As I reached out to touch her breast, she remarked that she just wants to soak and not start anything right then. Fine with me as I was also not up to full speed yet.

Exiting the tub, we went to the bed area where I started to show her some outfits. Talking and cracking open a few bottles, helped to get her turned on. She opened her case and modeled a long sheer night gown for me. After a short time, she said she wanted to get some snacks from the hotel lobby machine. I said "don't you want to change?" and she replied "I can just go like this!". So off she went and 5 minutes later, returned with a couple items. (She has balls!)

By that time it was almost 3am, we were both wide awake. So I told her to strip and we could do some photos for fun. As she was taking the night gown off, I asked if she brought a pair of panties to model and then give to me as a present? She said yes, pulled it from her bag a slipped them on. Wanting to get them wet, I pulled out a few items to add to the panties. While she was getting snacks, I had unpacked the leather items. I set them out on the bed and asked her to turn around. I hooked the leather collar around her neck and adjusted her hair into a ponytail. Then the leather cuffs on her wrists, and a leather belt with metal rings at her waist. Hooking the cuffs behind her back after standing her on the bed. She still had her fancy earrings on from modeling the night gown. To top off the look, I had her open her mouth, as I inserted a red ball gag and fastened it behind her head. Shooting a few photos, I posed her and moved her around.

After posing her and showing her which way to look, I ran my hand down her chest. Lightly touching her nipples and then down to her crotch. Firmly rubbing her mound, I worked a finger into her lips. She held the pose as I got them wet.

Pulling her panties down a bit on her butt, then in the front, and then all the way down. All the time keeping her nipples hard, tight pinch on one and then both. Removing the panty from about her feet, I helped her get into the knelling position. More photos and then I lowered her face down on the bed, facing the side for closeup shots. Rolling her onto her stomach, I spread her legs to get a straight on pussy ass shot.

Her lips were stuck together so I had the pleasure of wetting my finger and thumb to spread them. Rubbing her clit also in the process, and then tasting my fingers. With my finger good and wet, I slid it into her vagina and moved it around to open her inner lips. Again no protest. Moving to her chest area, I used my wet finger and thumb to roll her nipple a little. A low moan came from her throat.

I wanted to see how she liked the bondage action, so I went to remove the ball gag, but she was able to spit it out on her own. She had played along nicely. Unhooking the wrist cuffs, she brought her arms around and stretched. With her all smiles, I took a couple photos and then replaced the ball gag into her mouth. A few more photos and she spit it out again.

It was almost 4am and we needed some rest to function in the second part of that morning. Kittikat slipped into bed nude, and I spooned behind the same way. I held her in my arms and she fell into dreamland quickly. I on the other hand was beyond happiness and wide awake. For me, it was a point in time that I wanted to last FOREVER. Feeling her breathing, my dick warm in her crack, and her back in my chest. Every touching part was in Bliss. By 8am, I had to wash up and leave for an appointment. I had zero zzzz's but was functioning on pure adrenaline.

I returned to the room at 11:00am with food, to find her still in the same position. After packing up my equipment, I ended up returning to bed to hold her once more. Oh, Heaven once more.

At 11:15am, I had kittikat wake as we had to check out. She told me that she had not been able to rest like that in a long time. She dressed fast and we loaded up the car. We only had one night at that hotel and had planned a second night at a different one. Switching hotels had a few reasons, most of which was in not knowing if Kittikat would actually show up for the trip.

Driving a few miles up the road, we checked into the new hotel. As I unloaded the equipment and bags, she took a shower. I finished the setup and set out our meals with drinks. As I heard the water shut off, I entered the bathroom, camera in hand.

All smiles, she posed as she dried off. Seated back in the bedroom table area, we opened our food wrappers.

The food seemed to disappear quickly. Kittikat sat in just a towel and all I could think about was doing more photos of her. As she smoked and checked her phone, I cleaned up the papers from the meal. She placed her laptop computer on the table and checked her emails. I asked her if she uploaded the photos she had done at a studio yet? She then said that she had them on a photo site and would show me. I asked her if she wanted me to upload her last modeling session with me to that site too, as I had the disk with me? Then she thought about it and said she would. I told her I could do it sometime this weekend, so she gave me the password to do it later. So also said that I could copy off her studio shots too then.

We looked through her studio shots and they gave me some ideas. She then asked what shall we do next? I had her remove the towel and sit on the bed. Turning on the studio lights, I posed her and took shots.

Many positions, all nudes, and then I wanted to get to the real action. I handed her a rubber dildo of a dick. She took it but said that she did not want to insert it. So I told her to position it so it just looks like she is using it. A few photos later and I wondered if she will touch the real thing later?

Wow, how I hope my dick will get into that.

Looking at the time, I saw it was 3pm and we had been goofing around for some time now.

I told Kittikat to lay on her back so that we can do a few photos. When she was comfortable, I started to place the Leather Gag around the back of her head. She had a sly smile as I finished up by placing the Ring Gag in her open mouth and strapping it behind her raised head. I was getting very warm so I removed the last of my clothes saying "I may as well be comfortable too". I posed her on the bed with me standing over her taking pics, I could see her looking at my dick. I said to her that I was standing over her like this a couple sessions ago and you asked if I was going to fuck you? Well back then it was just for photos, now may be something different!

I then stepped off the bed, then stood above her head and started to direct my dick to her open mouth. At first her gaze was at my balls but then shifted to me eyes. No objections or words spoken thru the ring gag, she was silently watching. First into my eyes, then my dick, and then focusing in the distance. As my dick got closer to her lips, her eyes closed. My camera was at my outstretched arm clicking shot after shot. Her face had a look like she was ready to take all the Cum I could shoot, but again I held back. Somewhat I wanted to see if she would act on her own, but she was being fully Submissive. My dick was resting on her open lips and she made no protest. I slowly slid my dick across her upper lip, teasing her. That was such a turn on and yet I knew I had to stop. If the head entered her mouth, I would have to go all the way. Stepping back, I removed the ring gag. I leaned down and gave her an open mouth kiss. I think that made for a better ending, for now.

To calm myself down, I posed her again in the leather waist belt, cuffs, and ball gag. Various poses on the bed, that lead to my next idea. I positioned her on her side, facing the foot of the bed. Removing the Ball Gag and unhooking the wrist cuffs from the waist belt, I had her move closer to the foot of the bed. I then stood at her face and told her to hold my dick. Giving me a Sly Look, she reached out and took hold of it lightly. I told her to squeeze the base and aim it towards her face. She squeezed the base and I felt it filling with blood. Reaching my right hand out, I pulled at the back of her head. I held the camera out at arms length and shot a few selfies as her face got closer. There was no resistance to my guidance.

I told her to open her mouth, as I drew her head closer. She looked up into my eyes, closed her eyes and then drew it between her lips. Photo after photo, I prayed that I was shooting straight. Holding her head loosely, I waited to see if she would take over, but she did not. Neither did she pull away. She just waited to be told what to do. I wanted to cum right then, but I had so much to try next that I did not want to blow a load too soon.

Touching the side of her head and placing my thumb on her forehead, I tilted her head back and she opened her eyes. I told her that we needed to get dressed to go out for a normal dinner. So we dressed, and she stood topless at the mirror doing her makeup. Grabbing my camera, I got some good mirror shots.

Exit the motel, go to restaurant for a nice dinner and chatting. All the time all I could see was my dick in her mouth.
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Kittikat's 7th Photo Session: Fun Break Time
Our Second Day

The best part of a full weekend photo shoot out of town, is when it is time to relax and have some fun. After washing up, we headed out for a nice dinner. The restaurant was nice and we had a couple drinks. After that we stopped at a Liquor Store for some bottled drinks to take back to the hotel. Kittikat wanted a bottle of Gray Goose Vodka so I got a small bottle for her. Our next stop was a local convenience store for snacks. She wanted to wait in the car so I did a quick run in. When I exited the store, I saw a large guy leaning in my passenger window talking to Kittikat. It was clear he was hitting on her and she was being receptive to the stranger's advances. I got into my driver's side and started the car. The guy was still leaning in the open window asking to party with us. She started to answer him "that sounds great", but I put the car in gear and said "we got plans". There was no way in Hell that I was going to share her with a stranger! Making a direct route back to the hotel, I was a little pissed off, but I did understand that she was just getting into "Party Mode" and it should be to my advantage anyway.

Returning to the room, we placed the beverages in the mini-refrigerator. Kittikat wanted to make a drink with the Vodka, so I just opened one of the premixed bottle drinks for myself. I turned on the TV's music channels and set it low for the background mood.

As we relaxed, we talked about all kinds of things. Our interests, hopes, and plans. At times she would open up and even cry a little. Pausing our talk, she said she wanted to call home. She then called her mother, that was watching her son, to see how he was doing. Getting a little emotional on the phone, I could see she had other issues going on. She told her mom she was with a friend till getting her flight out. She ended the call still a little emotional.

She then wanted to call her boss about some issues but I told her she was a bit emotional for that, plus it was late. But she was headstrong and I just let her do what she wanted. Another short call, a little crying, and I have no idea what is up, but I just sit and have a drink. She hung up, dried her eyes, and washed her face in the bathroom. I think the water cleared her head a little. She then said we should do so photos to change the mood.

I told Kittikat to undress and change into a couple of the outfits that SHE had brought, so that we could do a few photos. When she was naked, I had her wait as I sucked her nipples. I told her that I could not ignore them and she laughed. The first outfit she had on top in her bag was the black sheer/stripped long night gown so I said to do that one first. After slipping it on, we shot a few poses around the room.

As she was posing on the bed, I had here start to hike up the hem and show her pussy. Kneeling on the bed, I had her start to rub herself for a few masturbation shots. I stopped shooting few a time to enjoy watching her get into it.

She stopped before getting off herself, and then removed the outfit. Placing it on the chair, she asked if I had something to model as well? I pulled out a 2 piece bra/panty set that was light violet lace. After putting them on, she went to the bed and started poses in an erotic manor. I think that she wanted me to have her continue self pleasuring. I then figured that I better get a few more types of outfits done SOON. I showed her a black and fuchsia dress, a night club style, and had her try it on next. She started posing from a standing position on the bed, but soon laid down and started to look into my eyes with a hungry look.

I told her to start to rub herself again, and she went right to it. I just kept shooting as she stroked away, looking at me at times waiting for me to say more.

I watched her rub for a few minutes and then she slowed down. I had her remove the dress, shot a few more, and then asked her for another outfit which she had brought. I jumped off the bed with a little energy and showed me a sexy 2 piece nightie, sheer black with a small flower at one nipple. After putting it on, she got on the bed and reached for her bottle. Posing with the bottle, giving a "thumbs-up", you could see she was having fun. A few more erotic poses and then she laid down, her hand going right to her pussy. I told her to kneel on the bed and start to slip her top off. She knelt with her legs WIDE spread, pulled the top off, and quickly took off the bottoms as well. Her hair was showing signs of sweating and removing clothes was not cooling her down yet. Setting the outfit on the bed, she again knelt with WIDE spread legs and her hand went again into her pussy. The angle I was at, I could see her driving 2 fingers into herself. She was really looking for relief.

Lightning fast, her hand took over and she was in full gear. The sounds coming from her pussy were the sweet sound of juices flowing.

When I stopped shooting pics, she sat back on the bed. I took her wet fingers and sucked them into my mouth. They tasted so good that I wanted to taste from her source. "Soon" I thought to myself, "very soon". She looked excited, but I could tell that she still needed to go over the edge. She had told me many times that she had a hard time actually cumming and that it takes a long build up for her to do it. So I took a little break and told her how great the pics looked so far. Hearing that she wanted to see them, I hit the camera to "play" and handed it to her, telling her to scroll using the wheel. As she began looking, I saw her open legs and wet pussy starring at me. I then said "what the hell" and drove my face into her pussy. My arms spread her thighs wider without any resistance.

Quickly she laid my camera down, leaned back on her elbows, and threw her head back. This was what she was waiting for. I ate her like a mad creature. Her hands were gripping the bed sheets and pulling hard as her head went side to side. I was in heaven as I ate her and reached up to squeeze for nipples. Rolling them in my thumb and finger, they were rock hard. I moved the other hand down to finger her pussy, shoving in two fingers. She started to lift her hips up, so wrapping both of my arms under her thighs, I held her legs down. Her waist shot up at times but I still held her firm so that I rose up eating at the same time. Working my tongue around her clit like a straw, I sucked her hard and drank all the juices she threw at me. At that point she went into a loud orgasm, and she grabbed the back of my head. Half pushing me off and half holding me in place. I worked my head side to side as I sucked her clit hard. At times lightly biting her lips and then fucking her with my tongue. Her orgasm seamed to go on and on, till she finally released my head. With eyes open, she was panting, watching to see what I would do next. I kept my head right at her pussy kissing and lightly sucking.

As her panting slowed down, I timed my eating to her erratic contractions. I did not stop but pressed into her. Her eyes opened, smiled, and was breathing hard again. We made eye contact and then I said "here we go again". I dove into her again and this time I used one free hand to 4-finger fuck her as I ate her. By leaning my upper body on her one leg, my arm still wrapped under it, I was able to again hold her hips down on the bed. I had all 4 fingers fucking her as I tried to actually fist her as I ate her. The speed of the ramming into her quickly made her go over the top again. The sound of "AHHHHHHH" came from her mouth and I could only see the whites of her eyes. After that she held up her hands in surrender so I knew not to try for 3 times yet. Once she was done, I removed myself from her as she was panting hard. I smiled a crooked smile at her and said "there is no deigning YOU CAME TWICE". My left hand was soaked as was my face. I slid up the bed and we French kissed for some time. All of her juices were fed right back into her mouth. I had started to squeeze her hard nipples as we kissed, and then I stopped to suck them for a time. Biting softly was so much fun for me, seeing the bliss in her eyes as I did.

At times, I would grind my dick against her wet pussy. I loved teasing her.

I got up and took a drink. I then returned to the bed and laid on my back. Kittikat got up and took a drink herself. She went to her bag and took out a strip of 3 condoms. Breaking them apart, she placed each across the top of the bed headboard and then laid next to me. There were no more words spoken, it was like everything was said in Actions. Leaning over me she kissed my chest and sucked on my nipple. She was facing my erection as she held it upright and touched the precum on it's head. I could see that she was thinking of sucking me off next so I pulled her up and we kissed open mouthed till her lips were super puffy. Driving my tongue into her mouth, she sucked it hard as if it was my dick. Pausing to catch her breath, she then placed her arm over my chest and she held onto me. Lifting herself up, she moved down my body and looked at my dick. I could see she wanted to do something for me, but wanted me to direct her. Maybe she was considering "Bareback or covered?" Looking directly into my eyes, she lifted up and straddled me in a Cowgirl position, all the while holding eye contact. She had decided that she was going for a full fuck.

As she sat on me, she placed my dick into her wet clit gap. She ground her clit head into my dickhead and slid back and forth. At times my cock-head would pop into her, but she gave no reaction, just starring into my eyes. She leaned down and rubbed her breasts into my chest as she moved her hips. Lifting up on her arms, she continued her hip's motions, sliding only my dickhead into her pussy.

What a great feeling, I was being ridden "bareback" and this was not fucking, but was slow hot passion. I reached up and held her breasts, as I squeezed her nipples hard. Her juices were soaking me as she rode in a steady pace for about 5 minutes. She closed her eyes, held still for a second, and then lifted up. Turning around, she was now in a Reverse Cowgirl position. I reached down and with my thumb, lifted the erection to a 90 degree angle upwards. As she was pressing down again, she was inserting my dick head inside her.

She held only the head in there and rocked her body. As she did this, I placed my thumb along her pussy lips getting it soaked. Using both hands, I spread her butt wide. Then driving my thumb into her ass, I could feel her pussy tighten around my head. At the same time, I lifted up on her downward drive, getting a full seating inside her. She paused her motions and I saw she was tightening her legs against me. It was then I felt the spasms inside her ass in time with her pussy. She was having an orgasm and trying not to show it. My adjustments may have altered her timing but she was getting the unexpected pleasure. So I let her enjoy it without my cumming in her yet.

When she had finished, she got up letting me slip out. My dick was covered in her juices. She balanced herself still knelling on the bed and then sat next to me on the bed. I had shot photos at times thru all this and when she left to go in the bathroom, I saw where her juices had dripped onto the bed. I figured that she was also checking herself in the bathroom for any load of cum that I may have silently placed into her.

I cleaned up the sheet and pulled the covers back up on the bed.

While she was in the bathroom, I kept my erection hard by squeezing at the base. As I had not cum yet, I wanted to make it last till the right time. So I opened a condom, unrolled it on my dick, and applied pressure to keep the pressure in the erection. I laid on my side, under the sheet, to hide my intentions. When she exited the bathroom, I asked her to lay next to me. I turned her so that we "spooned" with my dick in her ass crack. I had one arm under the side of her head so that I could still reach around to her breast. The other arm was free to feel all over. I held her in my arms and slowly rocked my dick thru her pussy lips from behind. She held her legs at a gap that made for an easy plowing. Arching her back, she gave me a better angle and my dick was actually entering her as we were fucking. Slow and controlled, we kept up a steady pace for about 5 minutes. My orgasm was building, so I started squeezing her nipples firm, but in a slow pace. I think she may have been half dozing off or cumming when I lost control and started to cum. I did it quietly and kept up the same pace as before. Strangely, just as my cum stopped, she jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I wondered if she detected my cumming and thought I was Bareback, thus rushing to get the cream-pie out of her. While she was gone, I removed the condom, wiped with a tissue, and placed both on the night stand (out of sight).

Returning again, she stood at the foot of the bed to take a drink. I then thanked her for making me cum in her and she then had a puzzled look. After a short pause, she said that I did not cum in her, but I then showed her the condom. Then all she did was to shake her head and say "ok".

I got out of the bed and turned a video on in the DVD player. Both of use laid back in the bed and started to watch. After 10 minutes, she curled up next to me and fell fast into dreamland. I then turned off the movie and also curled up with her.

I stirred awake and aroused a short time later to find my dick nicely warm in her butt crack. Pulling back slightly, I then reached overhead to a waiting condom wrapper. I opened it, unrolled it on my fresh "wood", and returned to my previous position. Placing my arm around her waist, I pulled her tighter. As the condom was lubricated and my dick pointed downward (with help), it nestled near one of two places. I pulled back a little and moved my hips to change my angle. Pressing my cock-head forward, I felt the resistance of an opening. Pushing a little more, the head popped in and it was held in place. It was nicely tight but the lubrication did the trick. I reached my hand up and cupped her breast. Her breathing was normal and relaxed, so I moved in and out in a slow fucking motion. It did not take long for me to lose control and pump a load into her. Just holding still and feeling it empty in her was "perfect". As it backed off, I waited and felt it lose erection. Reaching down, I held the condom in place so as not to drip and pulled out. Quietly going into the bathroom, I removed the condom and cleaned myself up a little.

Returning to bed, I found she had turned herself over and her arm laid across my side of the bed. So I laid next to her with her arm under my head, face to face and went to sleep.

Four hours later I awoke to find she was still holding on to me in her dream-state. This was one of those times that you want it to last forever. I peeled out of her arms and bed to retrieve my camera. I am so glad I have photos to remember it all so well.

End of Part 2.

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Kittikat's 7th Photo Session: Day 3/ Final
Part 3 of 3

As it was Sunday and Day 3 of our Road-trip, we had to finish up shooting and get Kittikat to the airport. Before she awoke, I had packed up some of my things.

She had given me her password to Photobucket, so that I could upload photos from our previous session. She also let me copy photos she did while on a trip, where she had studio work done. With her ID copied and signed model release done, all there was left was to do a few more outfits and then checkout.

I took my shower and let her sleep a bit longer. When I finished cleaning up and dressing, I woke her up. The first thing she did was sit on the bed and light up a cigarette. As we then chatted, I asked her how she enjoyed our late-night play time? With a puzzled look she said "nothing really happened". I smiled and said that I did not put the condoms on the bed headboard and you should notice only one is left. She did not reply to that, so I figure she wanted to just drop it.

I told her that we still have time for shooting a few outfits before leaving. I pointed them out on the chair and she inspected them.

The outfits left to shoot were a Red Lace Body Stocking, a 2 piece black sheer babydoll that unhooked in the front and had a G-string made of pearls. Final shots were topless in that same G-string. The very last modeling shot was of Kittikat sticking out her tongue at me. Typical of her.

The final packing done and car loaded, we went to the airport. I did a short side trip to the beach to try to get a few last photos, but she did not show any interest.

Asking if she was hungry, she just said no. She did not want breakfast as she would be flying and thought it better on empty stomach. At the airport, she saw the direction to go in the airport and we said goodbye. She did not look back and that was fine with me.

I later looked over the photos that she gave me a copy of and saved them to disk. My good fortune later was to do business with the owner of the photos and obtain their copyrights. I also later found others with copyrights and made deals.

(Carpe Diem)

A couple years ago, I met a doctor that specializes in the unique physiology of shit eating. He is gay and has been active in the scat scene for a long time. Almost all of his patients are shit eaters and he has a lot of experience with the problems that shit eaters' experience. He stays familiar with the pathogens that are going around in the area and what preventative treatments are needed. He offers a program for shit eaters that start with a variety of vaccines and a supply of prophylactic antibiotics, anti fungal and stuff for parasites and worms that you take before eating shit at scat parties from a lot of anonymous men during group sessions. The program includes regular checkups every 2 weeks to every 2 months for overall health, proper nutrition, checking for parasites and a list of other things.

I heard about him from another shit eater at a scat party I attended in West Hollywood and I was given his office number. When his office opened, I called and made an appointment to see him. On my first office visit with him, I thought I would make an impression and dressed very slutty in my scat party lingerie. I wore a very short tight light brown pleather skirt with a thin yellow belt over brown string bikini panties that had SCAT BOTTOM printed in bold pink letters across the butt. My skirt did not completely cover my panties and it was easy to read it. I always wear a tight silicone cock ring and balls stretcher that makes my 7-inch cock look bigger and it pushes my balls out so they are always easy to grab. With a soft cock, my scat bottom panties just barely cover my cock and balls. I went braless and wore a skimpy tight sheer yellow tube top over my 38DD boobs so they could bounce around and be seen very easily, the finishing touch was my SHIT EATING SLUT necklace.

The waiting room was crowded and everybody just stared at me when I walked in. There were a few guys, two girls, and one cute T-girl waiting to see the doctor. I checked in at the counter, then turned around and introduced myself to the group that was eyeballing me. I said "Hi I'm Kelly" and two guys said they knew me from some of the parties they went to so I started flirting with them. They were telling me how impressed they were when they watched me under the toilet chair at a scat party and they let everybody in the waiting room know all about my performance that they witnessed. When the nurse called one of them in to see the doctor he asked for my phone number and the other guy wanted it too. I told them I did not have any of my cards on me and asked if they had a pen. They did not but this cute petite blonde girl with huge boobs sitting next to them said she had a pen and handed it to me. After I gave my number to the two guys, the cute girl shyly asked if she could have my number too. I smiled and wrote my name and number on a piece of paper and underneath wrote, "You're hot! Call me for some hot dirty fun." When I gave her the paper, she looked at it then looked back at me and smiled and told me she would call me later that day to set it up. She was staring at my boobs and I asked her if she liked playing with big boobs and she said "oh for sure I do." She said she liked the way my boobs looked under the sheer tube top. I told her that she had bigger boobs than I did and she was much smaller than I was too. I sat down by her and we started talking about our shit eating experiences. She had a lot of experience eating big dumps from guys and she was so cute too. Hard to find beautiful girls that really get into eating and digesting big loads of shit. She told me that she had seen many of the professional scat vids that I did for Hardcore and she said I was her favorite shit eater. I asked her where she was staying and she said she just lost her apartment and was on the streets. I told her she could stay at my place if she wanted to but I would want to be fucking her a lot. She was okay with that then I told her about the young boys that hung out at my place. She asked how young is young? I told her they all have ID that says they are 18.
Then the door opened and the nurse called my name, when I walked behind the door the nurse gave me a look of disgust and told me she was glad I did not dress like a slut. I just smiled and said thank you. She led me to the exam room, handed me a gown to wear, and then told me that I probably did not need it since I was pretty much naked already. She told me the doctor was very busy but he would see me in a few minutes and walked out closing the door. I removed my tube top and skirt and sat on the edge of the table wearing just my bikini panties while I waited for the doctor. For some reason while I was sitting there, my cock became rock hard and my panties were so small they would not cover it when it was hard so it was sticking out the side of my panties and the balls stretcher I was wearing made my balls easy to see under my panties. The nurse popped back in and took my blood pressure and pulse without saying a word, when she finished she said the doctor would be right in and I'm sure I heard her whisper "what a slut" as she walk out the door. By the time the doctor walked in my hard cock had softened up and it was back under my panties.

When he walked in, I noticed his eyes went straight for my boobs before he looked at my face. The doctor asked me to describe my scat activities to him so he could have an idea which treatment I needed. I started to describe my activities in a very graphic detailed way while I watched the doctor's eyes keep glancing down at my boobs, which made my cock start growing. While I described the intimate details of my shit eating, I noticed his cock was also getting hard and it quickly got huge and was bulging out in his pants. By that time my cock was as hard as a rock too and it was sticking straight out of one side of my panties with my balls sticking out the other side. The doctor knew I could see his huge hard cock and I could tell he did not know what to say about it so I broke the silence and asked him if he would like me to eat his shit sometime. He smiled and went on with his interview and both of our cocks stayed hard the entire time. After a few minutes, he stopped and told me that he was sorry for being unprofessional but he could not get the visual picture out of his head of me eating his shit. He told me nobody had ever done that to him and he had to either end the exam and reschedule or we could just go for it and I could eat his shit right then and there. I told him I would love to do it for him and promised to not make any mess and keep it all in my mouth. He told me he would love to see me do that and hoped I was hungry because he had not shit that morning and his colon was full of shit for me to eat. I told him I was actually starving for exactly that and would devour all of it. He walked over and locked the door then took off his pants and opened a drawer and pulled out a big syringe and filled it full of water. He handed me the syringe and told me to put the water in his ass while I sucked on his hard huge cock and balls. I ended up filling his ass with three full syringes of water and sucked his cock for about 5 minutes while the water loosened up all the shit in his colon. I could hear his colon rumbling, it was building up pressure, and doctor told me to lie on the floor and get ready to swallow. I laid down on the floor, opened my mouth wide and watched his huge cock and big balls bouncing around over my face as he lowered his ass to my mouth. I started stroking his cock with both hands and he demanded that I keep my lips sealed tight around his ass and not allow any leakage. He told me the exam would be free if I did not let any out of my mouth and he did not want to smell it either. I had my lips pressed tight around his ass and moved my tongue to the side so the flow could go directly down my open throat. Then the deluge was released and it was blasting out like a fire hose. The doctor was not kidding when he said he had a lot for me to eat and it just kept flowing out as I was gulping his colon full of thick brown shit juice filled with gobs and gobs of heavy sticky turds down my throat like a hungry wolf. I even surprised myself by swallowing it all with just a little brown juice coming out at the corners of my mouth along with a small amount of shit juice that came out of my nose when I choked for a moment at the very end when a large gob of solid shit plugged up the entry to my throat, which is pretty normal when I swallow gushers like that. After he served the main course of my meal, I jacked him off while I kept sucking out the remaining packets of shit that kept exploding out of his ass for a few more minutes. After a few of the packets blasted out, he had a massive orgasm and completely covered my boobs with cum. While he shot his cum all over my boobs he blasted out another large amount of shit down my throat. I came right then too and blasted a big load of sperm over my belly and on my boobs. I started to clean his ass up with my tongue but he told not to bother, grabbed my tube top, and wiped his ass with it. Then he stood up and washed his shit down my throat with a long hard piss. He got dressed and handed me my tube top to put on. I slipped the skimpy sheer top over my boobs and it was covered with shit from wiping his ass with it. He said I looked good with the top stained like that and he continued the exam like nothing happened. At the end of the exam he mentioned that he had me fill his ass with the water to see if I was telling the truth about my abilities and he was very surprised that I swallowed it all. Before I left, he wrote his personal number on the back of his business card and handed it to me. He said he would love to take me out to dinner and if I spent the night he would have a big breakfast meal for me to eat. I told him I was very attracted to him and would love to have dinner and I was available that evening to spend the night with him. He said that was perfect and he asked if I was submissive. I told him very submissive and would love to be treated as his slave. He said I was exactly what he has been searching for a long time. He told me he was into the gay BDSM scene as a Dom and had posts on craigslist and ads in various gay publications looking for a submissive Tranny that was into BDSM and heavy scat play. He said he did not have any success finding anybody that had a look that got his cock hard until he met me.

The doctor asked me what my limits were. I told him it depends on the relationship I have with a Dominate man. I said when I am in a serious Master/slave relationship I had absolutely no limits to the point that I was willing to die for a Master's pleasure. He looked surprised I said that and I added that I never expected that to happen but if for some reason it became necessary I would never deny Master that use of me after I agreed to it. I reminded him that I had only agreed to that in two serious Master/slave relationships that required full control of every aspect of my life. I told him it certainly would not apply to causal dating and BDSM sessions. In those circumstances, I would prefer to not end up in the hospital when it was over. The doctor told me he was very surprised that I was willing to die for a Master. He heard stories of slave agreements like that but did not think it was true. He told me he would definitely enjoy using me in some very disgusting and sadistic ways. He said it would be a very interesting experience to be with a submissive willing to let things get to the level that I just described. I told him he did not seem like the type of man with a sadistic mindset and it excited me that he would like to explore that with me. He said I would be very surprised with all the sadistic fantasies he wanted to explore with me. He was excited about using me without limits and he was very impressed by my looks and attitude. He told me I really made his cock hard and gave him a very hard orgasm, and added that he had never considered the aspect of using a subs life but he often fantasized about getting close to that point and bringing the sub back to life. I told him that I could see myself becoming very intimate with him and we could explore that at some point. The doctor walked over to me pulled down my tube top, cupped my breast with his hand and pinched my big nipple and he kissed me passionately. After we kissed, he told me he would love to become very intimate with me. I kissed him back and told him I would love that very much Sir. We ended our talk with him telling me to show up at his place wearing some slutty leather BDSM lingerie under an elegant evening gown and that he had a fully equipped underground dungeon that I would be very impressed with.

When I got home I did not know if I should be scared or excited with the possibilities that might happen that night. I prepared myself in every detail to look the best I could for him and got my head in the proper perspective for a night of sadistic painful torture and I was sure he was going to enjoy beating the fuck out of me. When I thought about that my cock got rock hard and I started thinking about all the ways he might want to beat me. I started shaking in fear about him getting carried away and possibly end up going all the way with it. Part of me said let him but the other part said wait until he becomes my Master.

The doctor sent a beautiful big limo to my place to pick me up early that evening. I was wearing a sheer black elegant evening gown and wore a 1/4 cup purple and black bra that displayed my big boobs and hard nipples in a sexy but elegant way. The limo driver knocked on the door and I invited him in for a moment and introduced him to my cute 18 year old lover, Ellen that was in the front room playing video games with two cute boys. Ellen is a very cute and petite Fem Boi that is hung like a horse. She came over, shook his hand, and told him she was glad to meet him. He told her she was very pretty and then escorted me from my door to the limo and complimented me on how sexy I looked. I asked him how well he knew the doctor and he said he was the only driver the doctor used and they were personal friends. He helped me in the back door of the limo and as we drove I asked him if he was by chance gay and played around with the doctor. He hesitated for a moment not knowing what to say and I told him I knew all about the doctor's personal life and he sort of loosened up and told me that yes he was gay and played around with the doctor. I said and scat too? He said of course he did scat with the doctor and that was what the doctor was mostly interested in. I asked him about the doctor's dungeon and the driver told me it had many types of torture devices and bondage equipment. It had an area set up just for scat, which was used quite a lot. I asked him why it was underground and the driver said probably so the screams would not be heard. I asked Screams? He did not say anything for a few minutes then said he was sorry but he could not talk about the things that went on there.

The driver then told me he was surprised that the doctor was having a lady over since he was usually picking up young teen boys for the doctor. I laughed a bit and told him that I was a lady but I also had what the doctor liked. I slipped my panties to the side and exposed my hard cock, which had been hard the entire time I was getting ready for the doctor. The driver looked back over his shoulder and saw my hard cock and he could not believe what he saw. He said he had no idea that I had a cock and that was incredibly hot. I told the driver I was also into the young cute boys, especially the boys into scat. I told him the cute girl he met at my place was a submissive fem boi that just turned 18 and moved in with me. The driver said to me "you are kidding me? Right? That cute little girl has a cock? I thought she was your daughter or niece something like that." I told him yes she has a cock and she is my girlfriend and is very much into the scat scene and so are the cute boys you saw hanging out with her.

The driver told me the thought of Ellen and those cute boys eating shit just got his cock rock hard and he apologized but he needed to stop and jack off to get his cock down. I told him I would normally offer to suck him off but I could not do that since it would ruin my make up, then I told him he could fuck me if he wanted to. He liked that idea and quickly parked the limo and jumped in back with me and I quickly got my panties off and put my ass in the air for him fuck. His cock was nice and big and he got in me right away and started pounding my ass hard with his heavy balls slamming hard against my balls as he bottomed out in me. I started talking dirty to him about how nasty the boys at my place got when they were eating shit. He instantly had a huge cum blasting orgasm in me and shot a huge load of cum in my ass. He filled my hole full of cum and his huge thick cock had opened me up so much I could not close my hole to keep his cum from dripping out of my ass as I put my panties back on. I did not know what the doc would say about my cum soaked panties but I assumed he knew I was a slut and could not pass up a hard dick to play with.

When we got to the doctors place I was amazed by the size of the estate. The place was completely hidden from the road and from any neighbors with a tall security fence around the estate. When the limo pulled up to the front door a cute boy came out, opened the limo door and very politely invited me inside. The boy complimented me on how I looked and told me the doctor would be very pleased with me. When I walked in the main room it was decorated in a medieval type of setting, with wrought iron staircase and furniture. The boy told me to make myself at home and he wandered off. I walked around and checked out the authentic medieval antiques that the doctor was collecting. I did not know what some the devices were but they seemed to be used for some type of sexual torture or chastity. My cock was hard, tingling thinking about what the doctor was really like, and what possible latent sadistic things he planned to use me for.
The doctor walked in and I stood there for him to check out. He had me do a 360 and then told me I looked fabulous and just perfect for the night of fun. He had in his hand a leash and collar and told me he needed to put it on me and he had a script written in Latin for me to agree to and sign. He said we could dispense with the dinner and get things started if that was okay with me. I agreed with him and told him I was excited to get things started. After he put the collar and leash on me, I got on my knees before him, handed him the leash, and begged him to use me as he desired. He slapped my face hard on both sides and asked if I was ready to be put in my place as his slave. I responded Yes Sir please use me as you desire. That made him smile and he snapped his fingers and had two young boys come over and remove my evening gown. I stood there in my leather BDSM outfit and he noticed the cum on my panties. He asked me if the limo driver fucked me and I was hesitant to say anything not wanting to get the driver in trouble. He then slapped me hard over and over and told me he would not stand for this type of insubordination he demanded that I tell him the truth. I quietly told him yes the driver fucked me but it was my idea. He said that he was disgusted that I asked his driver to fuck me before he did. I told him I figured he knew I was a slut and got fucked a lot. The doctor said it was not a problem for him but it was definitely and problem for me now and he asked me what punishment I deserved. I did not know what to say and told him that it was not up to me to make any decisions about those things. He grabbed me by my collar and twisted it until I could not breathe and told me he didn't ask me to decide how he would punish me just what I thought I deserved. He began to slap me very hard and said to answer him. I calmly told him he probably should beat me for doing that. He asked me to what degree? I said I was not sure but I did not think I would deserve a death sentence for it. He said, "Oh you don't do you, well what if I feel you deserve death for that serious mistake you made. I looked at the ground and told him then I guess that is what I must deal with." He asked me "so are you giving me that option right now? I started crying as I told him I did not want him to do that but I felt that he probably should have that option. He slapped me again and told me that was not a specific answer, he demanded that I answered yes or no if I gave him the option to snuff me as his pleased. . I dropped to my knees and started crying like a child, I apologized repeatedly for being a slut, and then finally I looked up at him and said yes Sir I want you to have the option to snuff me any way you please. He twisted my collar again and asked me if I wanted him to do that to me now and to look him in his eyes when I give him my answer. . I looked up at him in his eyes, began to cry even more, and shook as I told him Yes Sir I am so sorry for being so disrespectful to you and asking your driver to fuck me. I deserve to be immediately disposed of, and I beg you to do it. . Both of our cocks got rock hard when I said that and he told me he was glad that I wanted him to do that. He told me he would hold that offer in abeyance but it would not happen that night.

I thanked him for his mercy and he told me that I did not need thank him. He then called the boys and told them to escort me to the dungeon and secure me under the toilet. He told them they could both shit and piss in my mouth all they wanted and they could smack me around all they wanted too. The boys pulled my hands behind my back and handcuffed my wrists. They both went and got electric cattle prods and took turns shocking me on my ass and boobs as they lead me to a hidden door to the dungeon. The door opened and an elevator was behind the door that took us down to the dungeon. Before we got out of the elevator the boys took turns jamming the cattle prod on my balls repeatedly, electrocuted my balls until I was screaming in pain, and begging them to stop. They told me they did not need to stop but they would this time.

Then they gave me a tour of the dungeon. It was decorated in the same medieval decor as the main room. But this place was lit with burning lanterns and had rings on the wall to secure people to, there was a whipping post and a rack. There were a few stocks to secure the head and arms in with various things behind them for either whipping or fucking. Then we came to something that made me freeze in fear, it was a real guillotine with a very sharp and shining blade on it. I asked the boys if it was used much and they answered it was just one of the antiques the doctor collected and it was just for show. They never knew of it being used but it could be since it worked perfectly. They said the doctor had called them from work that day and told them to get it cleaned up and oiled properly. They told me they had just finished getting it dialed in when I showed up. They walked me over to it and showed me how everything worked. There was a sliding board that the person was laid on and tied to and the board was slid forward and stopped with the head by the wooden stocks that automatically dropped around the neck when the board hit the stops. They demonstrated that to me and then pulled the rope and the blade came down quickly. Then they saw that my cock was rock hard and they asked me if that turned me on. I told them it is weird and I cannot explain why but yes it does turn me on.

Right at that time the Doctor walked in and saw me standing by the guillotine with my cock rock hard. The doctor reminded me that nothing like that was not going to happen so do not get your hopes up. You will be getting a severe beating which will start right now. He told the boys to take this filthy shit eating bitch to the toilet and fill her full of your shit and piss down her shit filled throat right now. I want her full of shit before I beat the fuck out of this disgusting shit eating whore. The doctor walked over to me and slapped my face very hard. Then he told me, "Oh you think you are so cute with your big boobs and sassy attitude" He slapped me again even harder, "I promise you will be begging for the guillotine long before I finish torturing you in some very sadistic ways, and I can assure you that killing you is not one of them, at least not until we have some spectators to watch. Do you understand that, bitch?" I said yes Sir I do. The doctor told the boys, "tie this bitch under the toilet, and don't be nice about it.

The boys took the cattle prods and started to fry my balls with them until I fell to my knees. Then they dragged me to the toilet chair started to secure me to it. My head was placed in a clamping device that held my head firmly in place with foam plates that tightened against the sides of my head; my mouth was held open by some coated hooks on my teeth. My wrists were secured to the back of the chair and my legs were secured behind my shoulders, there was a sloped foam device place under my ass to hold my asshole in place for easy fucking. One of the boys started fucking my ass while the doctor gave me my first load of shit to swallow, when he finished the other boy sat down on my mouth and started to shit. He had filled up with a piss enema while the doctor shit down my throat. His enema was massive and full of shit, he told me he had not shit for a couple days and it felt great to have me suck it out of him. He just keep shitting and shitting for almost an hour before he felt cleaned out. Before he traded places with the other boy he stuck his cock in the other boy's ass and filled him up with piss. Then he started fucking me while the boy lowered his piss filled ass to my mouth with brown piss dripping out. As the boy lowered his dripping ass to my mouth, he told me to expect a massive amount to very raunchy shit to eat and it will be like diarrhea since he caught some parasites and worms at the last scat party they had there. He hoped I did not mind him giving them to me. I did not have time to say a word before his asshole pressed down hard on my open mouth. I stuck my tongue inside his ass and mumbled to give me his filthy shit to eat. He yelled at me "eat my worm and parasite infested shit you filthy whore and you better get sick from it." I was tongue fucking his ass and begging for his filth in me and when it just started to gush out, It smelled and tasted utterly disgusting and I could tell it was full of clumps of worms and other parasites, I was gulping it all down and towards the end he pushed out some big clumps of some foul tasting parasites that I could feel moving around as they went down my throat and they kept moving around in my belly. The boy asked me how I liked it and I said it was perfect and asked for more. He told me he was a bit put off that I liked it because he would have beaten me if I said anything else. After the second boy finished I was filled up and my belly was full of shit and protruding out as if I was 5 months pregnant.

Then the doctor came back and saw that I was properly filled full with shit for him to begin torturing me. He had the boys untie from the toilet and they tied my balls up tightly to make them protrude out and be under pressure from the rope wrapped between my balls and cock. A foot long probe that was 3 inches thick with wires attached to it was shoved in my ass and secured in place with a harness, another probe with wires on it was pushed in my piss hole and it was secured in place with a small harness. A long and thick hollow dildo was stuffed down my throat and secured with a harness around my head to keep me quiet and it also had wires attached to it. Then they grabbed my balls and I watched as they clamped a metal balls stretcher between my cock and balls with wires attached to it. They told me they were going to electrocute me like that and it would most likely fry my balls until they sizzled like bacon. Then they took me to a rope that hung from the ceiling. My wrist cuffs were attached to the rope and it was pulled it up until I was on my toes. Then a real noose was placed around my neck and it was pulled up until I could just breathe. The wires were connected to a control box and the boys waited for doc to tell them what to do.

The doctor came over with a leather strap, ran it across my face, and told me he was really going to enjoy fucking me up good that night. He asked me if I wanted to be beaten to a pulp and I nodded yes. He replied, "That is very good and you will get what you want". Then he started to take the leather strap to my balls in a wicked way and told the boys to turn on the control box and the electric charge went started electrocuting my cock ass, balls, and it was excruciatingly painful. Then it started pulsing with a high energy that made me jerk around in a violent way. The boys laughed at how it affected me and kept turning the power up real high then back down. The doctor kept smashing my balls with the strap until I could not feel them anymore. The doctor said "you want your balls sliced off don't you bitch?" I did not do anything and he kicked my balls hard and said, "You better answer me, you want to be castrated don't you?" I nodded yes. The doctor said "good girl I will have them cooked in a shit filled omelet for your breakfast in the morning." then he started beating my body and pulled the noose up tighter until I was choking and barely able to breathe. My cock ass and balls were starting to get very hot as the electric current was starting to barbecue them. I truly thought he planned to kill me like this and after a couple hours, I did not think I would last much longer and started begging to be slaughtered. Just before I blacked out, I thought it was over and that was it for me.

I woke up early in the morning tied to a table with a fuck machine ramming a huge 3 inch thick dildo in my ass with a full 10 inch stroke. The machine was ramming it in me at a furious rate, cycling a couple times a second. Each stroke was lifting my body up tossing me violently around. The dildo was covered in my shit that was getting flung all over the place and there were piles of shit on my boobs and belly that other guys had left on me while I was out. I just laid there and my ass got fucked by that huge dildo for at least an hour before one of the boys showed up. He said the doctor was at work and they had control over me now. They told me that they have made about a hundred calls to guys to ask them come over and shit down my throat. They expected the first guy any minute. They stopped the fuck machine and untied me from the table then tied me under the toilet chair again and this time they brought over the fuck machine and replaced the dildo with a much larger one. The dildo was 3 1/2 inches thick and the stroke was increased another inch to a full 11 inches. They lined it up with asshole and rammed the dildo in me. When they turned in on it was lifting my body up and thrashing me like a rag doll. Just then the first guys showed up and shit down my throat, while they were shitting, I heard more and more guys talking and laughing about my predicament. The fuck machine was thrashing me so hard that it was hard to swallow all the shit from my guts getting pushed into my stomach from that monster dildo slamming into me. About 15 guys had shown up to take part in the ordeal. I could not eat all that shit so they just kept piling it up on my face until I was choking on it.

I could still feel those things moving around in my gut and they felt like they were getting bigger as they fed on me. The boy that gave it to me was ready to give me another load of his parasite infected shit but he wanted me to beg for it first. I begged him to give it to me and give me his filthy shit right down my shit eating throat. He sat down and blasted out another filthy load of loose shit down my throat. It was still filled with worms and other things and I just gulped it down, as a shit eater should. After he finished they untied me and told me to get dressed without cleaning up. Then they took me to the front of the building and the same limo driver picked me up. I was a total mess with welts all over me and covered in think lumps of shit and some was dried on me. He laughed when he saw me and asked me if the doctor found out he fucked me. I told he did right away and beat the fuck out of me for that. The driver said the doctor was going to beat the fuck out of me anyways so it didn't really matter too much did it?

The driver told me he would like to fuck me again after I was cleaned up if that was ok with me. I told him sure. When we got to my place I invited him in and introduced him too Ellen and the cute teen boys that were there having sex. I went and got cleaned up and when I came out he had Ellen and the boys lined up on the floor with their assholes in the air for him to fuck like musical chairs. When he saw me he told me he had already cum a couple of times and doubted he could cum again, but he still had his morning dump in him and he would love to put it down my throat. I got under our toilet chair and he sat down and gave me some long thick raunchy tasting turds to eat and finished with a blast of loose chunky shit that blasted all over my face. He got up and had one of the boys lick his ass clean and left. I saw the doctor again at his office but he never mentioned that night again and I did not bring it up either.

So I confess that this fantasy came from my head...

Sitting at the end of the block I could see the driveway of the boy's parent's home. It was about two hundred yards down the little street, and I was excited to see the boy peek out from the driveway and walk towards the car. I had brought a small camcorder to record the boy's walk from his house, and also to record the boy telling me out loud that he was going to totally submit to my will twenty-four hours a day, three-hundred and sixty-five days a year, until I see fit to release him from his enslavement.

Just eleven days ago he had been a completely naive, virgin, eighteen year old boy who struck up a conversation with an older man on a random chat site just because he was horny and wanted someone to talk to.

He had no idea what he was getting himself into during that online conversation, stupidly agreeing to come to my front door with his thin body shaven totally hairless to let me use him "however I wanted to." I can still picture the boy pulling that tight black winter hat over his eyes, unknowingly enslaving himself to me. He'd probably thought that the wildest thing he was going to do that night was pull his pants down outside the entrance to my place so I could look him over through the peep-hole. As he found out almost immediately, he was very wrong

Over those ten days the boy was changed permanently. As soon as he had entered my home he was restrained, collared, and very deeply ass-fucked while blinded by the hat with his arms secured tightly with handcuffs behind his back. He was then asked if he consented to what was happening to him while being video recorded to which he responded that he was. As soon as he nodded his consent he was throat-fucked and made to drink piss while kneeling in the shower. For the remainder of those ten long days, the boy was totally restrained, drugged, abused, and manipulated by multiple men, women, and toys.

I had kept the boy blind and deaf the whole time, making the young teen wear a video headset that forced him to watch and listen to a continuous feed of severely degrading and depraved bondage porn. whenever he wasn't blindfolded and being used by anyone, he would be tied up tightly in one of many painful positions, then he would have large rubber dildos and butt-plugs taped tightly in his mouth and perfectly shaved asshole that were meant to choke and gag his throat and keep his asshole stretched wide open.

I saw the boy at the end of the driveway looking around and realized he had no idea what my car looked like, he had been blindfolded the entire time. I waited till he looked back in my direction, then flashed my lights several times.

The boy turned and began walking towards my car slowly. As he walked he hung his head, completely disgraced and feeling totally worthless. I turned on the camcorder and began to film the boy's slow walk. As I filmed my little teenage slave walking towards my car, I narrated.

�This pathetic skinny boy walking towards my car turned eighteen a couple weeks ago. That means he's legally allowed to consent to all kinds of kinky sex. This is the same boy that has appeared in all of the teen slave video I made recently. This morning, I dressed him in tight young girls clothing and put him in very uncomfortable bondage, tying him to the bed in his bedroom at his parents home just before they arrived home from a vacation they had been on since before I even met this boy."

I paused in my narration and zoomed in on the boy's ashamed face.

He had obviously been found by his parents in the tight bondage I'd left him in this morning. The look on his downturned face was a mix of shame, obedience, and fear.

I then continued to narrate the video I was making as I recorded this boy choosing completely voluntarily to contact me again, completely cementing his position as my permanent, live-in slave boy who I could treat however I wanted.

"I gave him the choice of staying with his family, or coming with me. It looks to me like he's chosen to give his life to me, but I'll ask him once he is sitting in the back seat of my car so I can have videotaped evidence that the boy is totally consenting to what I want to do to him. If anyone comes looking for him, all I have to do is show them the video, that's why I've chosen to explain all this on video.�

Finishing my narration, I continued to film the small boy walking closer to my car, the limpness in his body and the shame in which he hung his head conveyed to me that his will and his self-esteem were just about gone. As the boy walked up to my car, I reached back and unlocked the back door. He got inside the car and shut the door.

I noticed that he was wearing sweats, and wondered what exactly had happened in that house over the last few hours. I mentally reminded myself to videotape a full confession of the boy later, explaining exactly what had happened when his parents had gotten home and seen him tied to the bed wearing the tight black shirt that said �Whore� on it and the little white spandex shorts that were probably supposed to be worn by a 14 year old girl playing volleyball. They were stretched so tight around his crotch that his little shaved cock made a large bulge. I wish I could have been there to see the reaction of his mother and father.

For now, I turned the camera to face the boy. He was sitting quietly in the back seat, his head hanging low as he stared down at the floor of my car. I pointed it at him for a few moments without him noticing and filmed the small, thin teenager sitting there cold and scared, then shut it off.

�Boy, I see that you have made the right choice. I hope you know that you are totally my property now, and that all of the perverted, painful, and horrible things that I've been doing to you so far are going to continue for as long as I want. In a few moments I'm actually going to allow you to talk, so listen very carefully to what I'm about to say.�

I grabbed the boy roughly by his neck and squeezed it tightly with one hand while yanking his hair back with the other, forcing him to look me directly in the eye. In this car was the first time he had seen me without a hood covering my face. Looking at him coldly, I spoke firmly and without emotion.

�You are my possession now. I own you. You are going to do whatever I tell you to do, right?

The boy nodded his head up and down, knowing that he wasn't allowed to talk until I told him to.

�I am going to turn on this camcorder and point it at your face. You are going to look directly into it and say your full name, your age, and your parents home address.�

The boy nodded his head up and down as he listened.

�You are then going to say that you consent to become a 24/7 slave to me, and that I permanently own you. You are going to say that you like being tied up and abused by older men, and that you will let any man who wants to abuse your body have full and total access to do whatever they want to you, as long as it's OK with me. You will tell the camera that you want nothing more than to be abused and bound and fucked in your little teenage mouth and that tight little asshole of yours. Do you think you can remember that?�

The boy nodded his head.

I took the camera, pointed it at him, and turned it on. He began to talk, but his head was still bowed in shame. I shushed him, then I put my hand under his chin and raised his face to meet the camcorder head-on. In the camcorder viewfinder you could see his face being lifted gently towards the camcorder by an obviously older and mature man's hairy arm, but nothing more. This was the first time he had been allowed to speak in my presence. His voice was high-pitched and very soft, almost like a young girl's. I nodded and he began to speak.

�My name is Jesse Rogers. I am eighteen years old, and my birthday is March 3rd, 1994. My parents live at 5429 Birmingham street in Royal Oak Michigan.� He paused.

I gave him a very dark and somber look because of the pause, and then I saw tears begin to form in his eyes. It was at this moment that I knew I had total control over this little teen boy. Not wanting him to cry on camera, I smiled at him and saw a calm look enter his face. He began to speak again.

�I give my full consent to become a 24/7 slave to my master, and he now permanently owns me. I enjoy when he ties me up even though it hurts a lot and gets really scary when he blindfolds me, and I love when him and his friends abuse me and choke me and put their cocks into my throat and my asshole. I promise that every man who wants to fuck and abuse my body will be allowed to do whatever they want with me as long as it's OK with my master.�

The boy fell silent. I turned off the camera and put my large hands around the boy's soft neck. As I felt the smoothness of his eighteen year old skin on the palms of my hands, I began squeezing his throat tightly while I looked him in the eyes.

His face began to turn a dark purplish red and he started gasping for air and struggling around on the back seat, terror growing in his eyes. I held his throat tight and yelled loudly at the little teenager who was struggling not to pass out.

�You forgot the best part boy. I'm going to turn on the camera again, and you are going to look right at it and say that you want nothing more than to be totally abused by as many men as possible. Say that you want to be bound and fucked hard in your throat and asshole. Tell me that you want men to choke you unconscious while they fuck your shaved little eighteen year old body. Say that you are totally worthless, that you were born to be a slave to a man, and that you will do anything I say.�

I released the boy's neck as he began to lose consciousness and he slumped over in the seat. I leaned over the front seat and slapped the boy hard repeatedly on his cheeks and face until he fully regained consciousness and sat up in the seat. I turned the camera back on and zoomed in on the boy's face, which was now bright red from getting choked almost to the point of blacking out and being slapped so hard over and over. The boy began to speak again in a very submissive, pathetic voice.

�I want nothing more than to be totally abused by as many men as possible.�

I nodded.

�I want to be bound, and then fucked hard in my throat and my asshole.�

I felt my erection growing in my pants.

�I want men to choke me unconscious while they fuck my limp little eighteen year old body. I am totally worthless. I was born to be a slave to a man. I will do anything you say.�

With that, I turned off the camera and took the hood from the front seat. It was a very tight leather hood with only a large mouth-hole. I put it over the boy's head and strapped it tight around his neck, plunging him into the familiar darkness. I took my handcuffs and secured the boy's wrists tightly behind his back, then I took a thick leather dog collar and strapped it tightly around the boy's neck. I leaned down and attached the collar to an O-ring I had installed in the floor of the back seat. I then drove straight for home.

Arriving at my place, I parked and got out of the car, then went around the side and opened the rear door. The boy was curled up in the fetal position with his neck attached tightly to the floor. I reached in and unlatched his collar, then roughly dragged him out of the car. I walked him to my front door, opened it, and led him inside.

I closed the door behind me, and turned to face the boy. He was wearing a sweatsuit, the collar, and the hood which made him look like the perfect example of a helpless young boy. I grabbed him by the hair and dragged him roughly towards the basement.

Once we reached the basement room I got behind the boy and pushed him so his face was pressed tightly against the concrete block wall. I tugged his sweatpants down to his ankles and was amazed at what I saw.

The boy was still wearing the little white shorts I had put on him this morning! I reached down into the back of the shorts with one hand and felt my huge butt plug still in his asshole. He must have had in the entire time, so I put my hand around it and slowly began to work it in and out of his cute little bubble butt as he began shake and cry. After moving the plug around in his ass for a moment, I grabbed tightly and pulled hard.

I felt his asshole try desperately to keep the plug in, so I pulled harder until the boy began screaming and I heard a pop as the plug came out of his ass. I pulled it out of the white boy-shorts and threw it in the corner. With my other hand, I reached down into the front of the shorts and grabbed his hairless little cock. He still had the tight cock-ring on his hairless little teenage penis but it had gone kind of soft.

I knew he was still on the two Viagra, so I began to fondle him with my one hand while the other was holding his head tightly against the wall. I could feel his soft little cock getting harder in my hand and I squeezed it tighter and tighter until it was rock hard.

I could hear the boy whimpering through the leather hood, So I leaned in behind him and put my elbow around his throat, holding him tightly against me as I abused his teenage cock. Putting my lips to his ear, I whispered to him.

�It turns me on so much to see how scared you are boy. I am so glad that you chose to become my slave. I can't wait to see how the torture affects you, I'm going to do things to you that you will never forget.�

I felt as the boy's muscles became rigid, and his body began to shake.

�I'm going to choke you now. I'm going to put my hands around your neck and choke you until you are unconcious. Then I'm going to hang you by your collar from the ceiling. I am going to slap your body until you wake up from the pain, and right when you wake up I am going to force feed you the stimulants that I kept you on all week, but I'm going to give you a very high dose. After that, I am going to invite all of my friends over to have a little party. I am going to fuck your throat with a dildo until you can't breathe while my friends take turns fucking your little asshole and shoving toys inside of you.�

The boy was sobbing heavily through the hood, and as he cried I ripped the rest of his clothing off of him. Once he was nude, I unlatched one of his wrists and quickly re-latched it in front of his torso. I grabbed hold of the boy and lifted him a few inches off the ground, then attached the tight handcuffs to the large hook I had in the ceiling.

With the boy hanging by his wrists, I stood behind him and noticed that with the him hanging at this height, my cock lined up perfectly with his ass. The boy was crying loudly through the mask as I stuck my fingers into his mouth and gagged him while gathering up his saliva in my hand. I reached down and coated my hard cock in the teen's saliva, then grabbed him by the hips and slowly pushed myself into his hairless asshole as the boy cried and moaned

Once I was as deep as I could get in the boy, I took one hand and reached around the boy's smooth waist and began masturbating his little shaved cock. The boy was still crying, but I could tell he was becoming more calm. I wanted to make the boy terrified, so I squeezed his cock extremely tight as I began to fuck his asshole as hard as I could. The boy began flailing around and sobbing louder, and as I fucked and groped the teen I took my other hand and brought it up to his neck.

As I fucked the boy brutally, I began to choke him by his throat, stopping his airflow and sending his body into a state of panic. I was getting very close to cumming, so I choked the boy with both hands as tightly as I could and felt his body begin convulsing. As he struggled and shook, I felt his asshole begin to tighten around my cock every time he tried to breathe. As his asshole convulsed around my cock, I felt his body begin to grow limp.

Just as the boy was making his last attempts to breathe, his asshole clenched tightly around my cock and I couldn't hold back any longer. I gave the boy's throat a last squeeze and felt his body go slack as I pumped my cum deep into his eighteen year old ass. With the boy unconscious, I slowly pulled out of him, then grabbed a large leather belt and began slapping him all over his body. When he woke up, I wanted every inch of his body to be in excruciating pain, so I spent a good ten minutes whipping the boy's hairless body as it hung from my ceiling.

By the time I was finished, the boy had dark purple welts running up and down his entire body. I took a few pictures of the boy, then went upstairs to print them and put them in the mail to be sent to the boy's parents. Along with the pictures, I had previously written a well though out thank-you note to this boy's mother and father. I read the letter to myself out loud.

�Dear Mr. and Mrs. Rogers,

Thank you so much for raising such wonderful son. He is everything I could ever want in a teenage boy-slave. I have included several photos that I have taken of your son since he left your home to live in my basement and be a fuck-toy for my friends and I. He will be kept in severely painful bondage whenever he isn't having his throat or his asshole fucked, will be permanently collared.

I hope you enjoyed finding him when you arrived home from your vacation. Being tied up in your home was entirely his idea by the way, he didn't know how to tell you his true feelings about his love of submission so he decided it was best if you just found out accidentally.

He is mine now. I am going to abuse your son in every way I can think of. I'm going to put a plastic bag over his head and tape it tightly around his neck, then watch as he struggles to breathe. I'm going to take him to an adult movie theater that I know of, and I'm going to chain him by his arms and legs to a small table, then videotape different men fuck him in his ass until he screams. When he screams, a man will shove his cock deep into your son's throat and hold it there as he gags and slobbers all over it. I am going to attach muscle stimulators to your son's shaved little teenage body and turn the electricity all the way up. I can't wait to see his little body tied tightly to a table, convulsing as the stimulators torture his weak muscles until he can't even stand. I am going to take your son to Mexico with me the next time I go too. I've been wanting to make him fuck different things, and I know some men in Mexico that can help me with that.

Anyway, thanks again for raising the best slave a man could ever want, I will use him well.

Sincerely,

Master

Hi. I'm a married guy who has always harbored an inner slut. I've always fantasized about being a man's submissive house slave. Ready to serve at his pleasure. Recently I've been kind of reliving all my illicit homosexuality encounters mentally and wanted a place to keep track. Kind of a game I'm playing with myself, I put in a large buttplug and write everything I remember about being fucked by men in my life. I doubt anyone reads this stuff, but seems like a safe place to keep this at any rate. Here's some of them. Maybe more if I feel like it. DMs are open if you have thoughts or questions.

Dash - sucked dick / 69 / sucked my dick too. Not great, he had a hard time cunning because of his meds. Little dick. He always kind of wanted to be bottom but I always did it. Sucked him off numerous times, would sometimes make him jerk off in my mouth when I gave him a ride home.

Hempabuser - sucked dick/anal . older divorced guy who lived in an apt off elm hill pk. Met him several times. Would give me 25 dollars and an eighth of weed to suck him off. One time I asked if he wanted to fuck me and we did. Lasted a little bit then I asked if we could stop. It kind of hurt. He jerked off all over me.

Weird Arab- sucked dick (no cum). Older Arab guy. Demanded to see my ID when I went to his apartment off harding Pl. After I showed him he took me to his room. He had a huge uncut dick. Sucked him off and told him I wanted to fuck. I had brought lube. He said with a hungry look in his eyes "yeah you want to fuck baby" and proceeded to lay me down with my legs closed and start to fuck me. It hurt so fucking bad. I told him I had to get something from my car and ran off. Never to return. Saw him once at Cafe coco. We didn't speak.

Man in the dark - sucked dick. off of Piccadilly in Antioch. Met a guy in his house. All the lights were off. He was naked in bed. I got on bed and sucked his dick. He came in my mouth.

Mexican - Mexican guy off of harding place. Got ready to suck him off and he had herpes scars on his balls. I left.

Black guy in Antioch - sucked dick, anal. Met at his apartment. Sucked his dick awhile then he wanted to fuck. His dick was very big and when he penetrated me he got shit on his dick and kicked me out.

Black guy near Percy priest - sucked dick / anal / possible video - met him on lunch break. Went to his house. Sucked him off awhile, I noticed he was positioning his laptop like maybe he was recording. He told me to get naked and turned me around. He fucked me with no rubber and came in my ass. When I left his cum inside me felt amazing.

Black guy near the airport - sucked dick / anal / almost forced. Met a guy while the girls were out of town. Near airport. Large black guy, hairy, drunk. I started sucking his dick. Very large, long and girth. He said very drunkenly that that wouldn't work and turned me around. I took my clothes off while he got behind me. His breath smelled like alcohol and he put his lubed up dick in me with no condom. It hurt a lot and I tried to stop but he just laid his weight on me and told me to relax. Eventually I did, and after what seemed like 30 mins of him pounding me he came a huge load inside me. My asshole was literally wrecked for 2 weeks after. I tried to meet him again, even begged him to let me have more of that BBC but he told me I wasn't his type.

Therapist Phil- met him numerous times. Would go to his office in Franklin and suck his dick. He always gave me a 20 "for gas". Met him probably a dozen times. He always came in my mouth and on my face. One time after he had cum all over my face I laid down naked with my legs spread. He said "yes" eagerly and laid on me and fucked me with no condom. He came in my ass and it made me jump because it felt like I had shit but it was just his huge load all over my asshole. The whole time his first load was drying on my face.

Pedo at my parents house - met him when I was 16. He was maybe 25? He was nervous about being caught. Really small dick. Sucked him off, he came in my mouth. Said "you did it!" And left

Black guy in Antioch #2: met him at his house. Seemed like he was in a relationship. Decent sized dick, used anal ease, worked amazing. Used a condom. Came from my ass.

Cop: met him maybe 10 times. Apartment off blue hole rd. Looked like bran, big dick, messy apartment. Would talk really dirty to me while I sucked his dick. Called me a "pig" an a "slut" and made me tell him how much I loved sucking his dick. Always wanted to fuck me. I let him twice. He didn't use a rubber but was weird about my body fluids. Came inside me, tiny load. Liked to keep the windows open so someone walking by could see.

Other keith: met him 3 times. House in Antioch. Nice looking, played the hobbit while I sucked his dick. Liked to cum on my face, picked me up one time and said "I'm going to fuck you" and did just that. I started to say no, but he just pounded himself in me. Came inside me.

Red roof bondage: met a guy at red roof inn. Paid for the room myself. Massively obese guy, had a lot of bandage stuff. Chained up my hands and feet, put clothespins all over my nipples and dick and balls. Made me suck him off. Told me he was going to take pictures of me and make me drink his pee. Called his friend to come over to fuck me too. Was getting really horns, blindfolded and tied up at this strangers mercy who intended to fufk the shit out of me, at least him. My duck, usually soft with men, was rock hard. He started slapping the clothespins off of me, hard. When he slapped them off my balls I thought I was going to cum but I didn't, I don't know if he saw that but he hit me with an open hand really hard on the dick and I blew a giant load all over him and my chest. I told him I was grateful but I was done. He untied me and I left.