It all started with my then favorite band, McFly. I loved the music and I was in love with the guys. As I searched fan sites, like the obssessed fangirl I am, I discovered ... Fanfiction. I love to read and so reading stories about my favorite people in the world really was the best way for me to feel like I knew them. Later on I found my next obssession... Twilight. By that time I was older, and so the fanfiction I read evolved with my way of thinking. I soon found myself reading Mature rated stories and touching myself as I read. But soon 'nilla stories weren't enough to get me by... And so I discovered D/s and BDSM. As I read these stories, I always identified myself with the character in the submissive role. I've always been a people pleaser and have always felt great pride in a job well done, and so
I soon realised I was submissve and I wanted to be trained, to be taught how to please a Dom/me, in the appropriate manner.
While Googling, Dominant and Submissive, I fell apon EP. But to read the stories, I needed an account and so I created one and soon my story was up. I later received a very interesting personal message from a certain young woman looking for a female online sub, in getting to know her I soon realised that this could work, and so when the question came : Will you submit to me? I only had one answer in mind. Yes, Mistress.
We've now been getting to know each other through daily emails. Since my return from Europe, I've been given a list of daily tasks, which I am to fulfill for my Mistress' pleasure.
�1) kim will use lower case letters when writing her name or using personal pronouns.
2) kim will not wear make-up without Mistress's prior permission
3) kim will not wear jewelry without Mistress's prior permission
4) kim will skirts or dresses as often as possible. Mistress will allow Her pet to wear jeans during her period
5) kim will never wear panties. Mistress will allow Her pet to do so during her period.
6) kim will keep her pussy shaved smooth at all times.
7) kim shall communicate with her Mistress at least every other day on EP or email.
8) each night when going to sleep kim shall meditate on her submission to Mistress
9) kim shall not date or engage in any sexual activity without Mistress's prior permission
10) kim shall not masturbate. her body belongs to Mistress and is for Her pleasure.
I Honestly expected most of these rules when I came into this, except maybe the No Underwear ever rule, but really it isn't scary or complicated, it's just less laundry.
Now we are to begin my real training, and I am to keep updating this blog, as I evolve and learn how to be a sub.
And so these are The Confessions of a Sub in Training... ahha no, but still I'll be writing about my experience and my Mistress's teachings here.. Let's see what happens next...
