Bondage pain, and torture Sub. Looking for a Sadistic Dom to make me scream, and fuck me into oblivion. Located in Perth Western Australia.
I have the week off to be used as someones Bondage Sub.
I have useless clitty between my legs which is caged and only good for CBT, I exercise and am healthy.
I can't host but I'm not fussy where you use me even better if I don't know.
3 limits only
1. No visible marks if I wear a t-shirt.
2. No permanent changes (tattoos or hair cuts)
3. I have to be tied up all the time, the less movement the better.
Let's plan a hellish time for me and a heavenly time for you.
Groups also welcome.

1: Violate Holy Mary's Virginal Mouth
2: Apator's Stiff Cock Points at the Heavenly Sky
3: Cum on Mohammed's Holy Face
4: Satan Only Comes to Destroy
5: Trample Down All Pregnant Women
6: And God Looks Down in Disgust
7: The End Will Be in Hellish Fire
8: Apator Wants to Suck Cocks in Hell
9: Satan, I'll Be Your Whore
10: Your Precious child Suffers in Hell
11: Shut Up the Woman's Cunt
12: Apator's Glorious Cock Enters Jesus' Sweet Mouth
13: Prophet Mohammed Was Truly Impotent
14: Holy Mary Had Down-Syndrome
15: The Woman's Cunt Is a Fucking Trap
16: Apator Fills Up Holy Mouths
17: Let Satan Rape This Dying child
18: Satan Appears in Full Glory
19: Craving Satan's Violence

1: Er Gaan Doden Vallen
2: Rapor Satan
3: Satan, I'll Be Your Whore
4: Rise of Antichrist
5: Apator's Stiff Cock Points at the Heavenly Sky
6: Holy Mary Had Down-Syndrome
7: Apator Wants to Suck Cocks in Hell
8: This Hellhomo Is Going to Hurt You
9: Apator's Sweet Cock Enters Jesus' Sweet Mouth
10: Apator's Sweet Cock Enters Jesus' Sweet Mouth (live)
11: Murder, the Glorious Way to Dark Satan
12: Fuck Jesus off His Wooden House
13: Entrance of Hell
14: Drag All Children to Moloch's Fire
15: Your Mother Should Have Had an Abortion
16: Girlie Mohammed Had a Nice Suckmouth
17: Girlie Mohammed Had a Nice Suckmouth (live)
18: Your Neanderthal-Father Fucked Your Retarded Mother
19: Homosexuality and Murder and Then a Great Reward Called Hell
20: I Am Jesus, There's Blood on My Shitface
21: Buddha's Mother Was Knocked Up by a Backward Nigger
22: You Would Love to Suck Apator's Cock! He Won't Let You Do It!!!
23: Braindead Mohammed Had the World's Smallest Cock
24: Dying Christ Had Just One Thought: Help!

Suicide. Do It.
2: One More Starving Imbicile
3: Apator's Stiff Cock Points at the Heavenly Sky
4: Girlie Mohammed Had a Nice Suckmouth
5: Circle of Fucking Life
6: Er Gaan Doden Vallen
7: Dying Christ Had Just One Thought: Help!
8: One Hell of a Homo
9: Apator Hates You
10: Murder, the Glorious Way to Dark Satan.
11: God Has Horny Servants
12: Your Mother Should Have Had an Abortion
13: You Are Normal
14: Your Neanderthal-Father Fucked Your Retarded Mother
15: Satan, I Will Be Your Whore
16: Mohammed Sucked Cocks. She Was Good.

So I would like to share something I haven't told many people until now...

Living a hedonistic lifestyle, where pleasure is my holy grail, and being quite emotionally dysfunctional, led me all the past years to experience intense moments of pleasure and satisfaction by not hesitating to indulge in any carnal or mental desire coming upon me. There is a part of myself, a really dark part of me, that is drawn by evil in such a way that I get pleasure and satisfaction from it, instead of abhorrence. And I mean sexual and mental pleasure. Things that average people consider taboo, sick or immoral (not only related to sexuality) have such a hold in me that, after all these years, I have come to the conclusion that darkness and evil are my natural environment, or habitat. I feel so much more comfortable, free and full exploring and living my dark side, than when trying to be "normal".

One of the things that really make me feel alive, turning to the dark side, and I mean spiritually. Many people probably don't believe in the existence of spiritual entities, but my experiences prove otherwise. I love to turn my back to the light and follow the dark entities. The reason is simple. I am a hedonist. All I crave for is pleasure. And those dark beings, which people call demons, are giving me this pleasure that I could not find in the other side. I have observed that the more deep I dive in darkness and evil, the more intense this pleasure is and the more of it I want. I speak literally of carnal pleasures. I am extremely more horny when indulging in a most sick, and evil act than in "normal" sexual acts. There were times when I would have orgasms lasting for more than 5 or even 10 minutes, during which I couldn't control my body, thoughts or speech!

When I speak about demonic entities, I speak about real personal beings. I have had some experiences that I won't go into details here, but I can say that those beings are really willing to help us achieve our dreams and goals, provided we offer them some kind of serivce. As I said I won't go into details now, but for certain reasons, some of those beings made clear to me their demands, what my service to them would be in exchange of even more intense sexual experiences. And from my part I do my best to please them and I am really thrilled by their rewards.

One of my experiences, which is pretty recent, was a mid-sleep sexual intercourse with such a being. Now some may not believe it. I can't actually say that it was real or a dream. I don't know what it was. All I know is that, during my sleep, I felt my ass violated suddenly. It was really painful, but to my surprise, it was also immensely pleasurable! My body was in pain and extreme pleasure at the same time. I couldn't see who it was. I can't even recall if I was awake or asleep. But there was a deep reassurance in me that it was not a human being, it was certainly a spiritual being. I could feel the presence in all my body's cells. I could literally feel a second entity within me, clearly distinguishable from me, another person. It was extremely powerful. It got hold of my whole body, even my internal organs!! It was as if each cell of me was moving and obeying this creature's will! I could feel a cock penetrating my ass, but not of human size. This was something from another world. I could feel it reaching to my lungs and I remember thinking how is it possible that I don't die!! I was literally getting ass raped in the most heavenly (or hellish?) manner, and even if I wanted to escape I couldn't. But I did not want to escape. I was controlled by that being.

What surprised me positively, is that most of my pleasure was drawn from the fact that I was captive to a dark demonic entity that was having it's way with me with no ability or will to resist from my part!! I was having multiple orgasms the whole time, and I found my self willing to surrender even more to the darkness. I wanted to dive deep into the demonic abyss of lust and pleasure. I forgot to mention that this demon was also stinking awfully and it was piss and shit. Again, in spite of the hellish smell, (part of my self was tortured by it), I was still experiencing even more pleasure, I was getting even more horny, and I was thrilled by the fact that I was turned on by this filth, this stench and this torture. I remember thinking that if evil and darkness can be so pleasant in spite of the torture, then I would certainly love to dive deeper and deeper and see what more do demons have to offer me. I don't remember if it lasted 5 minutes or 5 hours. I can't tell. I remember the demon pulling out of my ass so forcefully I felt my guts spilling out. Then I just dropped my body on the bed.

I DID feel my guts where hanging out of my ass, but I remember I was about it too and masturbating, and I didn't even care. After a while I slept. When I woke up in the morning everything seemed like a dream. My body was... intact. My ass was my everyday ass, and my guts... well inside me, in their place. There was only one thing. I could still smell piss and shit. Not so strong smell as it was with the demon. Not even the smell of ordinary shit. It was a soft smell of piss and shit. It was enough though to make me horny and rub myself once more. The second thing that remained was the bliss. I was feeling empty and full at the same time. Empty as in I was used body, mind and soul. Full because the memory of the intense pleasure remained still, and a great joy of entering a world unknown to me until then! I was thrilled by this unexpected visitation and deep inside me I was hoping to experience it again.

Until that happened to me, my inclination to evil and the dark side was more like an inner urge for me than something imposed from the outside. All I knew was only from personal experience and nothing more. It happened that a few days ago I talked with a really nice guy. Extremely perverted and also drawn by the evil side. At some point I came to tell him about this experience. It seems this guy had some knowledge of these things and told me a lot about what actually happened to me.

It turns out what I experienced was indeed real, not physical though. It happened in a spiritual dimension. He told me that I was contacted by a demon he named incubus. He told me that certain specific things i did in the past had actually been an invitation to the demons and that I have opened doors to them granting them the right to free access in me. To sum it up, he told me that I am actually possessed by certain demons (demons of lust) who use me for their own plans and in exchange they reward me with extreme pleasure for my services. A great part of my services to them is to corrupt other people especially those who cling to the bright side.

Given my love and attraction to evil and darkness, I was overwhelmed with joy when I learned I am possesed by the demons of lust. It was and is a pursuit in my life to dive deeper and deeper into it, and now I feel so blessed (or cursed??) to have experienced an intercourse with a demon and I hope for more and more demonic sex in the future and with more fetishes included. I realized that this demon "offered" me some of my sexual fantasies, like lung-deep penetration, snuff and internal organ destruction. I came to understand that in the spiritual realm the limitations of the flesh have no power. Your ass can be ripped apart while the demonic cock enters it and exits from your mouth, or the demon can shit directly into your extremely dilated urethra filling your bladder with demonic turds, while your body stays intact in the physical dimension, and still you get all the pleasure of experiencing the fantasy.

This guy told me that I should call the incubus demon and also other succubus demons which are like "female" or "shemale" demons of lust and sex. Eventually they will come and I know it will be an awesome experience.