You know, this moment when you are at work, doing a very important and serious job and all you can think of is being fucked on the spot... Its been 2 years now I haven't had a dick up my pussy and I just cant thinks about something else. Sure I have some lame dildo but its so small and oh so boring (too poor to buy a better one). I need to feel some real flesh and juice. Each night I can spend hours just walking around with my fake penis in my panties and a small butt plug in my ass. But I keep dreaming sometimes my neighbor would rush in fuck me and leave without any verbal exchange. It is 10:10 am and I'm getting so wet against my will and seeing many cute guys walking past my desk. I guess its the spring effect.

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Part 3 of gyno story

The doctor was seriously waiting for my ass to get tighter. He said that my anus is turned inside ouf after fisting and it wouldn't be fun.
After about 5-10 minutes, when I had calmed down a bit, he came and said "I finished my coffee, now we can start".
He put his gloves back on and started lubricating that 40"inch colon tube that starting with 1" diameter and gradually increases to 3" in diameter with two 3,5" retaining balls before end.

The doctor started pushing that thing in my asshole. The first few inches weren't that painful, but after about 10 inches the pain started to increase sharply. I started screaming through the gag and started shedding tears. He didn't care, he just kept pushing deeper and deeper.

About 15 inches from the end, he couldn't push it any deeper. I kept crying and snot flowing when I was in pain.

 He was pulling out and pushing deeper inside little by little. It got bigger and deeper in my body and it hurt more and more. It was probably a soundproof room because it was impossible for anyone to hear my crying and screaming.

When he thrust the entire 40 inches into me, including the larger 3.5" ball part, nurse connected it to the hose from the water bag.She turned it on and my stomach started to get bigger as my anus filled with water. He slowly pulled colon tube out of me. 

When he pulled it out of me, he quickly thrust 9" long huge 4" diameter butt plug in. He couldn't push the end in anymore, so he pushed with all his strength to get it in. It was an extreme pain, that I could feel my pelvis expanding.

I cried so much that my whole body was shaking. I was so tied up that it was impossible to get out of that chair. 

After a while, they pulled plug out of my anal and told me to empty it all into a bucket.

The doctor said we're going to finish but he still wants to try the new DP fucking machine with "horse" dildos. The nurse brought the machine in and spread the lubricant all over dildos.
The doctor came in and stuck one in my ass and the other in my vagina. Set machine to 30min with full insertion. It was really painful in both holes, but I felt a pleasant sensation in my vagina a little, but still it hurts a lot.

After 30 minutes, both huge dildos were pumped fake cum in my holes. Doctor pulled out dildos from my pussy and ass. Cum started to flow out of both holes. I was relieved that it was all over.

He looked at my tearful and sobbing face with a gag in my mouth for a moment and then said "One last time". He put all 5 fingers together and shoved his hand into my ass with all his strength. I started screaming and moving around with my whole body (not much because I was strapped to gyno chair)

When he finished fisting my asshole, he quickly pulled out his hand. It hurt terribly but at the same time I felt relieved. My ass was turned inside out. 

He shoved a tampon the size of a penis up my ass after the hole was a little tighter and then gave me a diaper. It was so humiliating.When the doctor finished his work, he told the nurse to "clean up and untie her" and he sat down at the table. He began writing papers evaluating the performance of experiment.

When she untied me, I wiped away the tears and snot, that were both all over my face after this 4 hours hell. I didn't say a word, I just kept sobbing and crying. After this "experiment" of theirs, I was almost unable to walk. When they saw me, they gave me crutches and helped me get into the taxi that they called. Thanked me and waved at me. When I got home, I was glad it was over.

I'm posting this because I'd like to hear other peoples' thoughts.

I confess that although I'm a complete loser in real life, my fingers are Don Juan. They might have a bit too much power.

I used to flirt with ladies my own age, which was fun but inevitably futile when they'd want something more in real life (i.e. AFTER they got a look at my cam/photo). Eventually I just started keeping to online encounters, making them more imaginative to get myself off.

I started playing games of Truth or Dare with ladies, though it was a thin excuse to just get them to follow my commands. (I used some initial Truth-questions to learn what I needed to know about them to have some spectacularly fun dares.)

Here's the awful part: although I started with ladies my own age, I crept down to less-than-strictly-legal women whose level of sexual experience (or lack thereof) matched my own. I would realize that a few of these encounters were fake .. gay guys passing themselves off as girls to play me .. but I'm patient and most of the gay guys would get bored and fail early in the "Truth" period. (I dropped several games when my "gaydar" would be tripped.)

I've had many "successful" encounters with genuine girls. Here are a few of my favourite ones:

I'd gotten a 13 and a 9 to try a few things, ending with a 69. (It was cute because the 9 wasn't sure what to do, so mirrored her sisters actions, right down to each pussy lick).

Another one, I'd gotten a 14 to play a bit before slyly involving her stepfather in sex (well, sort of .. he didn't fit so they had to try a few different things).

One hilarious one: I'd gotten an 11 sister and 13 brother. I tried to get the brother to pull the sis's panties off from underneath the dress she was wearing but he was too nervous at first. So instead, she did some flashing and removing of her own underwear in front of a window. While she was busy doing that, I finally got the bro to remove his underwear in the bathroom, but dress up again fully. Parents were in the living room. The final dare was to have the two of them sneak into the kitchen and have sister pull down her brother's pants. They did it but almost got caught, because bro's now-erect penis sprang into her face and she yelped in surprise. They came back to talk but stopped playing the game after that.

There was one other scary incident, I'd gotten a 13 to try some exhibitionism at 2am, that went so far as her walking (naked) out to a nearby highway, strutting her stuff, ALMOST getting kidnapped by a passing bunch of assholes, but managing to run away and talk to me again almost an hour later while I was freaking out waiting for her.

Anyway, enough stories.. here's why I'm confessing. I was so worried about getting caught (and I still am) that I never maintained contact with anyone. Utterly, strictly anonymous.

Trouble is, I've gotten older now, so old that ladies of that age now won't play when they find out my age.. but I still want to play.

SO here it is: any evil brothers or Dads out there who are interested in their sister or daughter, but don't know how to pull it off and not get rejected? I'd like to connect to you. Not exactly sure HOW to do it anonymously because I still want to keep that, lest I be strung up by my nuts and slaughtered .. but please just tell me you exist and we can work from there.

Alright, trying to find a video, any help would be appreciated.
I saw the video on here a few days ago, but have since forgotten where I found it. The video involves two women, although one has penis that looks like a, well, a rather large clit. She could be a shemale or it could be fake, Im not sure, but she uses it to fuck the other girl. If you know where this video can be found, don't hesitate to say.

My spun sissy fantasy all last night was, having a sexy 18 year old girl find out I'm wearing tiny little girl panties in a sex shop. Humiliated I beg her to keep quiet and let me run away in shame, but I'm led to the back to the porn booths/gloryholes and made to strip down to only the panties for her to not tell everyone inside. She grabbed my clothes as she snapped a picture with her phone camera, and told me to do whatever she said or I'll be left there in panties as she tells the whole store. She wants to film me saying my full name, address, and beg to be her sissy sex slave. Sissy porn is played while I masturbate till she gets back with " supplies " and I'm bound, blindfolded, with a choice of begging for chastity or being castrated. I'm crying like a real sissy bitch as she locks the smallest cage made on my now non existent penis, laughs, and breaks off the key in it. She tells me to decide either work the gloryhole for her to record and post online or be led out of the store by leash publicly and permanently her sissy slave.... Crying and humiliated I'm stopped at the front door of the store where I hear men and women laughing at me, she says out loud " you're not a man you're a sissy who will never touch that tiny little limp sissy clit again, I locked it in chastity and broke the key so you can only cum from having a sissygasm ever again. Then she slips something over my balls followed by pain, and explains the castration band stays on until I can cum like a true sissy. Proving that I am and always have been a sissy for dominant women and real alpha Males to use and abuse to fill their sexual wants and fantasies, or allow her to take the last of my masculinity permanently. Tears flow down my face as she records me bound, blindfolded, on a leash in front of a crowd of strangers at a sex store with the smallest chastity cage made and a castration band break my mind and any remaining delusions of being a man. I start to beg and plead with her to let me try and have a sissygasm right there with everyone watching and laughing as I swear to do anything she tells me to because I am her willing and obedient sissy slave for life if my mistress will allow me too try and save my worthless tiny sissy balls by having my first sissygasm right there for all to see. She agrees with conditions, my sissy clit is strictly off limits any touching or stimulation will cost me my balls no excuse, I must sit on and ride a dildo till I sissygasm or give up no vibrators allowed, and I have to suck every cock put in my face/swallow every drop of cum shot in my mouth/thank every man for his cum . I'm made to thank her for proving that I am not a man, and then she tells me the punishments for any failures plus I have to pick the handicap I want to endure while she she creates an online pay per view video blog to post all the humiliating videos she has got planned for my porn career. I can swallow one m2f transformation pill with every load of cum I swallow if I want estrogen lubrication on the 10 inch long 3 inch thick big black dildo, or swallow one pill everyother cum load but with numbing cream on the dildo make having a sissygasm take extremely long. I ask for more pills and estrogen lubrication and start to cry again when she says everytime I fail to swallow the pills or one drop of cum eagerly and with a smile another band will be added to my balls castrating me faster, failing to thank anyone sincerely results in an extra band, pill, and my home address. Every man I make cum before I can sissygasm adds a band I find out after I look into the camera and tell everyone that will ever watch my full name and that I wanted all this to happen and i willingly consented to this "forced feminization" video asking everyone to enjoy my "fantasy" come true of being actually made into a permanent sissy publicly in a forced feminization "simulation" movie with a forced fake smile acting excited about losing my failed life as a male. After the second band gets added everyone starts choking me unconscious with their cocks while telling me to rub my sissy clit and cum for everyone like the sissy I am, my castration is happening regardless and I should hurry up and have my first sissygasm and actually cum for the last time of my life. My first sissygasm has me shaking and moaning like a girl, then the blindfolded is removed as I cry and sob seeing my dead black balls knowing It's to late. I have to finish off the movie by thanking all the viewers, all the men who feed me their cum and feminization hormones, and my mistress for making my dreams come true turning me into a sissy that will never cum again. But my nightmare has just started... message me if you want to hear more.

So I'm on vacation in Florida and last night I answered a Craigslist ad for a girl that was "DTF" (Down to fuck) and was just 30min from my hotel. We emailed and eventually skyped to see each other before we met. Not the hottest of the hot, but then, I wasn't expecting Top Model quality on Craigslist!! So about 10:30PM, we plan to meet at the bar across from my hotel. She's there right on time. Not bad..little bigger than I expected, I mean tall. Like 5'9" but she's wearing this one piece sun dress and her fake huge tits are just exploding out of it.

We have a drink, talk, I'm about to order another and she says, enough with the chit chat, lets go to your room.

We get to the room, I'm bout to kiss her when she pulls me to the bed, drops to her knees, pulls my shorts off and starts sucking me off. I got hard instantly. Chick knew what she was doing. squeezing and pulling my balls with one hand, other hand stroking my cock as she sucked and licked the tip. She pulls off her sundress and wraps her huge tits around my cock. I hold her head down so my head goes in and out of her mouth between her tits. (To be honest, this part really wasn't doing it for me. Her fake tits were hard, nothing like the real thing ladies!!) Anyway, I'm horny, so I'm still hard as fuck. She grabs a condom from her purse and slides it on with her mouth. Gets some type of lube-gel on it and strokes me to keep me hard. She then gets up and bends over and pulls her panties off......and then I see it!!

Yep, boys and girls.....Tranny cock swinging away between her legs! WTF!

Before I can even react she pulls my cock to her asshole and pushes back on me. I actually backed away a little at this point, and she says..."Fuck My ass Daddy!!" And I just closed my eyes and pictured a girl!

I grabbed her hips and pushed my cock straight into her...right to the balls.

She screamed and moaned and said..."don't move" I stood there for what seemed like an eternity and then she started to move back and forth slowly, then faster...then she yelled..."Fuck me Hard Daddy, Use My ass like it's a fuck doll!"

I just couldn't contain myself. I grabbed her hips and pounded her tight hole for a good 10 minutes before I said I was cumming. She asked if the condom was still on, I said Yes, she said, cum in me! so several thrusts later, I filled that condom like a fucking water balloon in her ass,

I pulled out of her ass, condom still on, I didn't even want to look at her, and went into the bathroom to clean up. about 2minutes later, while in there I hear her say ...."Thanks for the fun,,,,Bye!" and the door shut.

I wait a minute to be sure she is gone and come out of the bathroom. Yep, gone. also gone is the money I had on the tv stand. (was like $4.00 and change, so w/e) but she also fucking jizzed on the rug at the end of the bed!

So that's my one and only and hopefully last tranny story!

In hind site, I was really shocked she was a tranny, she just didn't look like a guy at all, well, except for the penis and balls!

No more Craigslist hookups for me!!

i just to the doctor, cause i feel sick
n i faked a pain near my penis, so she would touch it, n she was old :(

LOOKING FOR HELP

THIS IS A GENUINE REQUEST NOT A HOAX OR FAKE

59 YEAR OLD SHORT CUDDLY BALDING MAN LOOKING FOR A WOMAN TO HAVE SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS WITH, AND WILL INDULGE IN ANAL SEX.
A WOMAN WHO WILL NOT JUDGE, AS I HAVE A RATHER SMALL THICKISH PENIS, (MAY BE CLASSED AS A MICRO COCK)
PREFER SMALL UNDER 5'3" TALL PETITE BUILD AND SHAVEN SMOOTH CUNT

A WOMAN HOW LIVES IN THE UK PREFERABLY IN THE GLOUCESTER AREA. CAN TRAVEL OR PUT UP
NEEDS TO BE CLEAN AND DISCREET, PROSTITUTES NOT WELCOME, NOT WILLING TO BUY SEX.

IF THERE ARE ANY WOMEN USING THIS SITE THAT FITS THE BILL AND IS INTERESTED DON'T HESITATE MESSAGE ME.

THIS IS AS FIRST SAID A GENUINE REQUEST POST.

I went to the gynecologist for a checkup about contraception at 16:00. There was only a doctor and a nurse there, so I could go inside right away.
The doctor asked me to sit on a chair and asked me questions as usual, but he also asked if I had ever been ass penetrated (No, I'm not). I was there for contraception, so it didn't seem strange to me.
After the interview, I signed the papers, but there were somehow more than usual. He asked me if I want to read it, but I signed them without reading. Then the doctor asked me to go get ready in the bathroom as usual and when I was done, to come and sit in the gyno chair.
Chair was a little different than the last time I was there, but it didn't seem strange to me at that time. When I was lying down, I looked around and didn't see the nurse.
He said there was nothing to worry about and that he had to tighten the straps around my calves so I wouldn't accidentally kick him. As usually he lubricate his finger and insert into my pussy and slowly sliding in and out.I noticed a nurse coming into the room with some bag. Then doctor said he must insert speculum because he needs a swab from vagina.
He insert plastic speculum into mi pussy and did a swab and put it out. I noticed a nurse doing something behind me, at that time I don't really care. 
She prepared BDSM accessories for that gyno chair (straps for arms, straps around the thighs, straps around my chest, and the structure that is supposed to hold your head against the seat with a mouth gag. But I didn't know about it.
She asked me to put my hands over my head. So I did. She grab a cuffs and cuffed my hands to chair and quickly deployed the structure with gag on my head and insert gag in my mouth. Then started tightening straps around my ankles, thighs and two around chest.
The doctor stood up and said "Mount arm restraints to the chair. We need her well secured for this experiment !". I tried to free myself. Nurse uncuffed my left hand, doctor grab it and she tied my hand (wrist, forearm and biceps) with 3 leather straps so I have my arm next to the chair. Same with my right arm on other side.
I never felt so helpless and vulnerable.He put latex glove on his right arm and put whole hand to bucket with lubrication.
Start inserting 2 fingers in my pussy. He added a third one shortly after. It was painful but also good and nurse put vibrator on my clit and held it there. It was like heaven at that time.Doctor pull out and try to put whole fist in my pussy. I screamed through gag. It was so painful.
After trying his best, he pull out after good five minutes. I was already in tears, but I was relieved that it was all over. At least that's what I thought. 
He reached over to the table and grabbed big stainless steel speculum and put lubricant on it. Inserted that big speculum in my pussy and he started to expand it to full extent. I was in pain. 
Nurse put lube on a small orange tube and gave it to the doctor. He started slowly inserting it to my pee hole. It wasn't painful but it was uncomfortable and weird. Then nurse inflated it a little and connected it to the bag hanging below the chair.
The doctor pulled a small table on wheels towards him. There are various tweezers, pliers, needles, injections and cleaning supplies on the table. 
He gave me an injection in my cervix, grab pliers and started stretching my cervix. It hurts like hell. I cryed and shaking a lot. Then he pulled out pliers and insert big stainless steel needle and start stabbing my cervix. I never felt that much pain in my life. After it he insert some small brush and start fucking my cervix with it. I went to cry my eyes out.
After he was done he said to the nurse "Here we are done, we can pull speculum out!".I thought my nightmare was over. I was looking forward to them untying me and letting me go so I could get out of there quickly. 
Nurse started to narrow the speculum and pulled it out. I was happy that it was over. But they still left that tube in my pee hole.
The doctor came to me with 5ml injection of lube. He ran his lubed fingers over my anus and told me "One more hole left". I started crying again. I tried my best to free myself from this hell, but it didn't work.
The doctor laughed and put injection of lube in my anal and emptied it.
The doctor pulled out empty injection from my asshole. He put on new latex glove and drowned ot in bucket with lube.
Insert one finger in my ass and immediately inserted the other one. It's starting to hurt a little. After a while he added a third finger and it started to hurt a lot and I started crying again. 
He came closer to me and said "Why are you crying ? We don't even started yet. You said that you have never been anal penetrated before. We're going to change that now." He pulled his fingers out of me and walked away.
I noticed him unlocking a cabinet in the back of the room. When he opened the door on cabinet, I focused my eyes through my tears and saw so many different dildos and nozzles. There were also many fucking big ones.
I was so scared that I felt my heart in my throat. He came back with some big bucket.The nurse brought a stand with a water bag. She placed it next to the chair and started filling it with cleaning water.
The doctor pulled out the 12" colon nozzle and put lube on it. 
At the beginning it's 1" in diameter and comes it up to 1.4" and last 4" insertable is 2" in diameter and then there is a stop where the hoses are.
He slowly started to push it into my body. After about 6 inch it stopped, even though he pushed hard. I was screaming through gag as it hurts. 
He pulled out and the nurse handed him a plastic stick. He inserted it into me and started circling it to find out where my large intestine continued. 
Then he started to insert the hose back in, but this time hard. He pulled it in and out until he got it all the way to the 2" diameter. He looked at nurse and then pushed it in hard until the end. She handed him the hose to plug it in and start the enema.
I felt water flow in my belly, it was unpleasant and painful. I was screaming and crying and shaking with myself trying to free myself.When the water bag is completely empty and 2,5L in my colon. The doctor pulled out 12" nozzle and immediately put inflatable plug in my ass and started pumping. 
He stood up and said "You will be like this for five minutes. Then I'll pull out the plug and you'll dump it all into the bucket". The nurse massaged my stomach the whole time. It was terribly painful.
After I let it all out, the doctor came with a bigger and longer hose, and happily said "Let's have another round". My anal was inside out.He linked all his fingers together and pushed them hard into my ass tried to get his whole fist in there. I cried the whole time. It was really really painful.
After this the doctor pulled out another one. "This is 40 inches of anal wrecking". I went to cry my eyes out after this message. The nurse said to the doctor "She's skinny. She can't take it all". Doctor said her back "I will make her fit it all in"
The doctor was seriously waiting for my ass to get tighter. He said that my anus is turned inside ouf after fisting and it wouldn't be fun.
After about 5-10 minutes, when I had calmed down a bit, he came and said "I finished my coffee, now we can start".
He put his gloves back on and started lubricating that 40"inch colon tube that starting with 1" diameter and gradually increases to 3" in diameter with two 3,5" retaining balls before end.
The doctor started pushing that thing in my asshole. The first few inches weren't that painful, but after about 10 inches the pain started to increase sharply. I started screaming through the gag and started shedding tears. He didn't care, he just kept pushing deeper and deeper.
About 15 inches from the end, he couldn't push it any deeper. I kept crying and snot flowing when I was in pain.
 He was pulling out and pushing deeper inside little by little. It got bigger and deeper in my body and it hurt more and more. It was probably a soundproof room because it was impossible for anyone to hear my crying and screaming.
When he thrust the entire 40 inches into me, including the larger 3.5" ball part, nurse connected it to the hose from the water bag.She turned it on and my stomach started to get bigger as my anus filled with water. He slowly pulled colon tube out of me. 
When he pulled it out of me, he quickly thrust 9" long huge 4" diameter butt plug in. He couldn't push the end in anymore, so he pushed with all his strength to get it in. It was an extreme pain, that I could feel my pelvis expanding.
I cried so much that my whole body was shaking. I was so tied up that it was impossible to get out of that chair. 
After a while, they pulled plug out of my anal and told me to empty it all into a bucket.
The doctor said we're going to finish but he still wants to try the new DP fucking machine with "horse" dildos. The nurse brought the machine in and spread the lubricant all over dildos.
The doctor came in and stuck one in my ass and the other in my vagina. Set machine to 30min with full insertion. It was really painful in both holes, but I felt a pleasant sensation in my vagina a little, but still it hurts a lot.
After 30 minutes, both huge dildos were pumped fake cum in my holes. Doctor pulled out dildos from my pussy and ass. Cum started to flow out of both holes. I was relieved that it was all over.
He looked at my tearful and sobbing face with a gag in my mouth for a moment and then said "One last time". He put all 5 fingers together and shoved his hand into my ass with all his strength. I started screaming and moving around with my whole body (not much because I was strapped to gyno chair)
When he finished fisting my asshole, he quickly pulled out his hand. It hurt terribly but at the same time I felt relieved. My ass was turned inside out. 
He shoved a tampon the size of a penis up my ass after the hole was a little tighter and then gave me a diaper. It was so humiliating.When the doctor finished his work, he told the nurse to "clean up and untie her" and he sat down at the table. He began writing papers evaluating the performance of experiment.
When she untied me, I wiped away the tears and snot, that were both all over my face after this 4 hours hell. I didn't say a word, I just kept sobbing and crying. After this "experiment" of theirs, I was almost unable to walk. When they saw me, they gave me crutches and helped me get into the taxi that they called. Thanked me and waved at me. When I got home, I was glad it was over.

I confess that I am black man. I make fake confessions about being a white man wanting a black man (like myself) fucking my wife and licking out the cum. I do this because I want desperately to do this and humiliate white men with my 5 inch penis.

The Freudian Slip
An erotic, mostly true story (names omitted) of finding the love of my life.

It was my first marriage, but she already had a child when she was a teen. I met her when I was 35, she was 33 and her daughter was 18. She dedicated her life to her daughter and finally when her daughter turned 18, she decided it was time to slow down and find someone special. The honeymoon didn’t last that long in our marriage. I was always ‘too sexual’ for her, always ‘groping her inappropriately’. The final straw was when I found some emails and a text message about how she liked sucking on his dick before he stuck it in her ass. I was a broken man for a long time. I invested myself into my ex-wife 1000%. Her daughter was very beautiful, and I never even once hit on her, or made any moves.
After much therapy, I came out the other end ok. It’s been 15 years and I’m 50 years old now. Sometimes I’ll have anxiety, so I’ll go through my insurance and find a therapist or counselor. My insurance recommended a woman and I called to make an appointment. It took about a week, but the day came and I went to her office and low and behold it was my ex’s daughter (step daughter). She was a bit shocked to see me. She said she saw my name but she was sure it was someone else. She had beautiful long brown hair, nice hourglass figure, brown eyes and soft supple breasts seemingly not strapped in by a bra. She blushed, she knew I was looking.
“It’s been a long long time, dad. What have you been up to? What do you want to talk about today?”
“Well I don’t know how this works, perhaps this is a conflict of interest – because sometimes I think I have PTSD because of what happened between you and your mother. I’ve been ok I guess. Well obviously not perfect, because I’m here…”
“Oh, tell me more…” She said, looking me in the eyes. I shied away, looking down at the floor.
“Don’t be nervous, you can tell me anything.”
“I’ve never been married since your mother left me, I just didn’t want to be hurt again. I feel my life is just bland but I also don’t want to go through the physical and mental pain again.”
“Physical pain?” she asked.
“Depression, when I’m depressed my body aches horribly.”
“Understandable. So I’ll be honest with you, when I moved out and after she did that to you I broke contact with her,” she said still looking at me in the eyes, she smiled, “she ruined her own life to be honest, and she did her best to ruin yours too.”
I looked at her confused, “what do you mean she ruined her life?”
“Take a deep breath, dad.” She laughed, “Can I call you that?”
“Yes, of course. You never got to know your own biological father, so of course you can call me dad.”
“Good, we’re on a Freudian path” she laughed, then continued, “Dad listen, the guy she left you for had her hooked on some bad things. I was away at school and she was smoking meth and crack. The last time I saw her she was at a clinic and had track marks all up and down her legs from heroin usage. You dodged a bullet. She’s tested positive for HIV, and a bunch of STDs – probably from whoring herself out to get drugs. So I couldn’t handle being around her anymore so I cut ties with her. And I found it awful that she did that to you. You were always so nice to her, to me. You expressed your love in so many ways and she shit all over you. I looked up to you, always thinking that when I find a guy or girl that I’d want someone like you. Hell, when my mom met you I had a major crush on you. In a lot of ways I wish you would have kept in contact but I do understand the emotional trauma of what she did pushed you away. I did kind of stalk you, you’re pretty easy to find on Google, so I kept track of you but kept my distance because I didn’t want to remind you of the trauma mom had caused you and me too.”
I didn’t know what to say, it was a lot to take in.
“I just don’t know what to say, that’s horrible what happened to her,” I said, feeling a little bit of peace that the bitch was getting dragged through the sewer like the cunt she was.
She put a hand on mine, “It’s ok dad. You probably feel a lot of rage and anger and that’s why you’re here.”
I looked into her eyes and I melted. She absolutely was putting on the moves.
“Tell you what,” she said, “My last appointment is at 7:30 PM, so why don’t we catch up over some coffee? You’re a coffee drinker, right?”
“Uh, yeah absolutely.”
So I made plans to meet her after she got off at a well-known coffee shop (Starbucks). I was a bit worried that I was taking her kindness wrong, that I was mistaking it for being interested in me.
I got her cell number and left.
On my way to Starbucks she texted me, “What kind of coffee do you want? Already here – I got this round!”
So I texted her I just wanted the house coffee with cream and sugar.
She was sitting at a table with her laptop and I approached her and sat down.
She looked up and smiled, and then gestured around her, “look at all of these nosey people who can’t mind their own business when an attractive looking man sits down near a younger professional female. That’s human psychology, always judging, always making shit up in people’s heads.”
I laughed, “well, they have dirty minds then – forget them. How have you been all these years? You look absolutely stunning, and I’m not saying that out of turn – just letting you know you’ve grown into a very fine woman!”
She blushed, “And how does that line go…” she thought for a second, “you sir, have aged like a fine wine.”
I laughed, “you’re totally hitting on me.”
“I’ve got daddy issues, daddy. Seriously, my mother doesn’t know who she lost. I’ll be honest, I’d take pictures of you and masturbate to them, I had such a huge crush on you. You’d get my panties soaked just by giving me a hug, and well – just being around me, can confirm, you still do.”
My anxiety started to kick in, “is this a joke?”
“Absolutely not. I was so jealous of my mother, I wanted you so bad.”
My dick was getting hard.
“Yeah but you probably have someone special now, and I don’t want you to be unfaithful to them.”
“No, I’ve had a few girlfriends, but nothing serious at all. I’m a single girl enjoying my freedom. I didn’t charge you for the session today. I won’t ever charge you, ok?”
“So you’re a lesbian?” I asked.
“No, I swing both ways,” she laughed and spilled a little bit of her coffee.
“Yeah but I was your father for a few years and …”
“That’s what makes it so hot, you literally are my Freudian sexual fantasy, that step dad that every girl wants to fuck but never gets to fuck and here you are… and well, perhaps this pussy still has a chance?”
I was done talking, I haven’t had sex in years, “It absolutely does.”
We went back to my place, I was nervous as hell.
She unzipped my pants and pulled my cock out, “mom lied, she said you had an ugly little dick – this is a thick monster.”
Her lips wrapped around the head and she started sucking. I felt her open her mouth wider and I was in the back of her throat.
She unbuttoned her shirt and pulled her bra off revealing her beautiful breasts, looking up into my eyes as she continued to suck me.
“Daddy, I want you to be bad….” I pulled my shirt off, she caressed my chest and her lips stopped sucking, and she kissed me on the lips, and then let her tongue work its way back down to my throbbing cock. She pushed me down on the sofa, and started going to town on my dick with a passion I’ve never seen before. With her mouth full of my throbbing meat, she’d moan. I felt like I was going to cum, and pulled her head off of my dick.
“Mmmm, daddy likes my mouth,” she said erotically, “wait until daddy’s dick get’s a taste of his daughter’s tight little pussy…”
“You’re a bad girl,” I whispered to her.
“You have no idea daddy, I’ve been a very bad girl.” She moved her naked body across mine, I could feel her soft warm breasts gliding on my skin. Her mouth enveloped mine, her tongue jutting inside my mouth and I could taste her sweet saliva. Her hips swiveled, teasing the head of my cock with her dripping wet pussy. She knew exactly what she was doing.
“Mommy never wanted me to have a dick this good, daddy,” she said as she pushed down on my cock, taking all of me inside her wet, tight hole.
“Make me a good girl, daddy I’ve been so fucking bad!”
I smacked her ass with my hand hard, “Watch your mouth, you know better than to swear around me!”
“Oh yess daddy! I’m so sorry daddy, it’s just that your dick feels so fucking good in me.”
I spanked her again, even harder as her pussy massaged my cock. I grabbed her beautiful tits and licked her nipples. I felt her body tense up, her pussy locked on to my cock – all of her muscles tightened and she let out a scream and began bucking wildly.
“Oh fuck daddy, daddddy your cock is so good I’m cumming.”
I felt a flow of warmth dripping down my balls as she collapsed on top of me.
I held her tightly and kissed her forehead as she panted, I could feel her pussy muscles convulsing in pleasure around my hard dick.
She whispered, “daddy, I always wanted to taste your cum…”
She got up and knelt between my legs and started stroking my cock, then licking it with her tongue.
Her lips gently kissed the tip of my penis, and then she swallowed it. I could feel my balls tightening up, and she cupped them in one hand and stroked my cock with the other as she blew me.
I called her name, “I’m going to cum.”
She didn’t relent, she quickened her pace, sucking harder, stroking faster. I emptied my balls in her mouth. Pulsating over and over, cum sprayed into her warm wanting mouth. I could feel her gulping down each ejaculation as I lost complete control of my body. I grabbed her head and pulled her lips down to the base of my cock and kept coming in the back of her throat. She swallowed it all.
We decided to date, and after a few years we tied the knot. Some people might be wondering about the legalities, but I never legally adopted her. My ex-wife and I were only married for about 3 years. My “stepdaughter” moved out when she was 19, almost 20 – but she always treated me with respect and we were pretty good friends. The last we heard, my ex moved to another state, and she might have passed on from a drug overdose. Neither my new wife, nor I want to research it or find out. I guess that's what prompted me to write it on Motherless. She's Motherless - and has been for a long time it seems.
Anyhow: That’s how I met my second wife. We have a lot of fun, and we’re extremely in love and she’s pregnant now. She’s due in 3 months! Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you have to walk through fire – but understand that things will eventually get better, it just might take some time.
No, that picture isn’t her – I chose it because it looks like her (so much so that it could be her twin lol).
We still do daddy daughter role playing! I’m also ok with her having some fun with women if she wants but she chooses not to.
“You fulfill my fantasies, daddy.”
Real? Fake? I don't really care if anyone believes it - I just needed to vent.
Peace.