Wtf ML, why are you taking away freedom of speech on this site!!? Banned words, not being curse words. How do I suppose to know what these words are? Being a moral-free zone. Why do you have banned words? This is not improvement to this site. This is quite the opposite, my friend.This is a step in the wrong direction. You have taken the one thing , that made this site. Who knew you couldn't say chil**en, p********, etc. on this site. Why not come out with a list of what you can,and cannot say? I always thought this site was better than this. Sorry, I was mistaken.
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I am in my mid-40s, have been married for more than 20 years and have 3 chil dren. I have been with so many women (most while married, quite regretably) I lost count years ago. I have never been attracted to men. I have never once looked at a man and felt any sort of sexual attraction whatsoever.
But in the abstract, in recent years, I have had very strong cravings to suck a cock and feel one inside my ass, particularly as it cums, filling me up. But this fantasy only encompasses a cock that is unattached to a man's body, as ridiculous as it sounds. Put a man with the cock and my fantasy evaporates.
Anyone else honest enough to admit to such desires? If so, how have you handled it? A dildo is an obvious solution, but I know that the warmth, texture and movement, particularly the orgasmic pulsations while it cums, just can't be re-created with an artificial cock. Part of me wants to simply bite the bullet and find some anonymous guy and go crazy without ever looking him in the eye.
I fantasise almost everyday about being slaughtered for meat. I picture my skinned and gutted carcasse hanging in a chil and it turns me on. I look at pictures of veal and beef cuts and picture they are pieces of e waiting to be cooked. I beleive my flesh would be content waiting on a chopping board to be sliced and cooked. I believe I could only do it for real with someone who is turned on by the same stuff and already eaten a man. It would turn me on to be told what my tastiest cuts are and how they will be cooked. it would tturn me on to know my butcher is going to eat sandwiches of me in public